Sharpen Your Teeth And Bite As Hard As You Want
Take A Breath, Don't It Sound So Easy
An hour into babysitting and Copeland was fast asleep in my arms. I watched her beautiful features as she slept soundly and placed then took her to the portable cribe that Kellin had brought over for her. She stirred slightly and then settled into the blanket. I smiled and walked back over to the couch. I pulled my laptop onto my knee and turned it on. I scrolled through my Tumblr and then Twitter. I smiled as I seen some tweets from the guys on tour.
"@yelyahwilliams @piercethevic babysitting Copeland yesterday at a park in Florida"
There was a picture of me Vic and Copeland together. It was on Jaimes twitter. They musta been at the park too. I smiled and replied.
"@ptvjaime @piercethevic Copeland made it to Warped Tour, suck on that @kellinquinn"
I replied then looked through some of the tweets surrounding it. People thought it was cute and adorable. Some fan girls were angry that I was with Vic. Most people still haven't really heard about me and Vic yet so rumours were spreading quick. I sighed and signed out of Twitter. I put my laptop down and then sighed. Standing up I began stretching and yawning. It was only 9:30. I went into the bunk area to get my earphones and listen to some music while Copeland slept. I kept a close eye on her but began to relax. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep with Collide With The Sky playing softly in my ears.
I awoke to a soft crying. My eyes flew open and I pulled my earphones out my ears and noticed that the album had finished. I stood up and walked over to Copeland. She was crying really hard. I picked her up and bounced her softly on my hip. She cried into my shoulder and I began sing softly. "You still have all of my, you still have all of me, you still have all of my heart". She stopped crying slightly. I smiled and then she cried even louder.
20 minutes passed and she was still crying, I fed her. Changed her. Sang to her but nothing. She just kept crying. "Copeland, baby what's wrong?" I asked knowing I would never get a reply. I heard the bus door open and I turned around. Vic walked on with a confused expression. "She's loud" He said approaching us. "I know, I've tried everything and she wont stop" I sighed. He pulled her out my arms and cradled her. She stopped crying and began to snuggle into him. He softly began to sing. "No, from the top of our lungs says no, no such thing as too young, when second chances wont leavr you alone". Copeland slowly began to fall asleep again. He stood up and put her in the cribe. I sighed happily. He sat down next to me and nudged me. "You look stressed" He half grinned at me. It was very sexy. I shook my head. "No, I-I'm fine" I said with a shakey voice. "Hey what's up?" He asked curiously. "Nothing" I said standing up. I looked at him quickly and walked into the bunk area. I picked up my pillow and comforter and walked back out to the lounge area. "You're sleeping out here?" He asked. "Yeah, need to make sure I heard Copeland when she wakes up" I said sleepily. "Okay, well make room for me" He smiled. I made room for him and we both cuddled into each other and fell asleep.
"Hayley" I heard someone giggled. My eyes opened and I was greated with Vic holding Copeland on my stomach. I smiled lightly. "Copeland, you're awake" I said sleepily. "Yeah, she's awake and in a good mood" Vic smiled. "Why didn't you wake me?" I asked. "You looked so peaceful so we went into the kitchen and got breakfast, then we watched spongebob" He laughed. "Should have woke me, it was my babysitting time" I said sitting up. "I'm your boyfriend, I'll help you with anything" He said kissing my forehead. "Thanks, I appreciate it" I smiled and took Copeland off him. "Let's get you ready to see your mom and daddy" I said and went to get her clothes out of her bag. I changed her into a pink dress and she looked adorable. "Aw Copeland, you're so pretty" Vic said from behind me. "Isn't she just" I grinned.
Just as I finished putting her clothes on and Kellin climbed on the bus. "Hey guys" He said cheerfully and his eyes lit up more when he seen Copeland on my knee. She instantly reached out for him and he lifted her. "Baby girl, I've missed you" He said kissing her cheek. She grabbed onto his jacket and cuddled him. "How was she?" Kellin asked, swaying slightly to keep Copeland content. "She was really good actually. Woke up for a bit at around 11 and wouldn't stop crying. Vic came over and sung to her and she fell straight to sleep" I smiled and looked at Vic. "Good, she likes when you sing to her. Thank you so much for this man" Kellin said and pulled me up for a hug. "So did you spoil Katelynne?" I asked polietly. "Of course I did. We went out for dinner, got a few drinks and then back to the hotel" He winked. "Oh god, that's all I need to know mr!" I laughed and sat back down. "Yeah, well thanks, gonna head back and hang with Copeland and spend the last few hours with my beautiful family before we leave tonight" He smiled. I stood up and gave Copeland a kiss on the head. She squealed happily and Kellin laughed.
After Kellin left me and Vic sat in silence. It was awkward. Which confused me, we shouldn't be awkward. I stood up and decided to go get changed. I decided to wear a summer dress and let my hair fall down. I applied a small amout of make-up and then left the bathroom. I walked back into the lounge area and Vic lookes up at me. His eyes turned soft and he smiled. "You look beautiful today" He smiled. I blushed slightly and hung my head. "Thanks" I whispered. He grabbed my hand and pulled me down on the couch next to him.
I looked at him suspiciously and he just held onto my hand. I raised an eyebrow at him and he grinned. "What?" I asked. "I'm just really happy now" He said smiling sweetly. "Me too, now that you've finally grew a pair and spoke to me again" I laughed and playfully nudged him. "Shut upppp" He whined and pretended to be in a mood. He crossed his arms over her chest and pouted. "Aw is little Victor in a mood" I cooed. "Don't call me Victor" He said sternly. "Why not? Is little Victor all mad?" I grinned at him. "Shut up Hayley" He whined. "Maybe next time we have sex I'll say your name" I leaned in to his ear. "Oh Victor" I moaned sexually in his ear. He looked up at me with shock on his face. He then reached out for me, to try and kiss me. I pulled back and stood up. He stood up too and tried to kiss me again. "Not so fast Mr Fuentes" I said in a low voice. "Hayley you can't do that to me" He whined. "Why not?" I grinned. "It's evil, very evil. You can't be sexy like that then walk away as if nothing happened" He pouted. "Oh I think I can" I said winking at him.
Messing with Vic is much more fun than I'll ever admit to him. I placed my hands on his chest and ran them up until they were wrapped around his neck. I pulled him close and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I began to kiss his neck slowly, biting and sucking. I knew the effect this would have on him. It was his softspot. He gripped onto my hips harder. My hands ran through his hair and trailed kisses along his jawline until I reached his lips. I kissed him lightly then pulled myself out of his grip. He came back to reality in time to see me quickly exit the bus.
He groaned loudly then followed me. "Come back" He pleaded with him. I just ran. I just went straight and ran. I giggled the full way. I ran by Jack Barakat and Jaime. "Run Hayley, runnn!" Jack screamed. I laughed and then ran on. "Wait Vic is chasing her" Jaime laughed. "Yup, he is" I shouted behind me. I ran out of the lot and onto the streets. I ran past the park and into the city. Vic was gaining on me and I took another look behind me. He was so close now. BAM! I fell to the ground and groaned. I looked up and seen a face I haven't seen in years. He held his hand out for me and I took it. "Are you okay?" He asked. "I'm fine" I said quickly. "Hayley are you okay?" I heard Vic say as he finally caught up. "I'm okay" I said quietly. "Are you sure, you hit me really hard" Josh said. "Who is this?" Vic asked pointing to Josh. "Vic, this is Josh Farro..." I said quietly. "Oh shit yeah, didn't recognise him" Vic said quietly. "Hayley can I talk to you for a minute" He asked. "What is it Josh?" I asked sharply. "Alone" He said looking at Vic. I grabbed Vics hand. "No" I replied. "Wait... you guys are dating?" He asked confused. "Yes" Vic replied quickly. "What happened to Chad?" Josh spat. "Things didn't work out" I said looking at my feet. "Who am I to judge, anyways. How are you?" He asked. "I'm really good now actually. Me and the guys are doing really well" I said smiling widely. "Good, look I know things aren't good between us anymore but I just wanted to see if you wanted to maybe get coffee and talk?" He asked. "We are leaving tonight sorry. Why are you in Florida?" I asked confused. "I recently got divorced and decided I needed somewhere new" He said quietly. "Sorry to hear that. Um I don't know what to say" I said looking at Vic for help. "Yeah you guys go have fun, maybe next time we can talk" Josh smiled. "Yeah, maybe. See ya around" I said and turned away. "Oh, the new record is good. Proud of you guys" He smiled and I nodded.
"That was awkward" Vic sighed as we walked away. "Tell me about it" I laughed. "You okay?" He asked as we walked hand in hand back to the bus. "Yeah I think so" I sighed. "He said some really hurtful things about you..." He said quietly. "Yeah you don't even know half of it. We tried to keep it private but some stuff slipped out" I said. "Yeah, well he's gone now" He squeezed my hand in reassurance. I nodded and smiled. We walked back to the buses and Jaime and Jack were still sitting outside the All Time Low bus. "You caught her" Jack cheered. "No actually she ran into someone who turned out to be Josh Farro..." Vic said from beside me. "Oh... you okay Hayles?" Jaime said with a serious look on his face. "Yeah actually, he can't bring me down" I smiled. "Good because we would all kick his butt" Jaime grinned. "Yeah then rip on his new band" Jack joined in. "Thanks guys but I'm better than that. So are you. He tried to bring me down but it didn't work. Fuck him" I grinned. "Yeah... fuck him" They all said. I smiled. I love my boys.
"@yelyahwilliams @piercethevic babysitting Copeland yesterday at a park in Florida"
There was a picture of me Vic and Copeland together. It was on Jaimes twitter. They musta been at the park too. I smiled and replied.
"@ptvjaime @piercethevic Copeland made it to Warped Tour, suck on that @kellinquinn"
I replied then looked through some of the tweets surrounding it. People thought it was cute and adorable. Some fan girls were angry that I was with Vic. Most people still haven't really heard about me and Vic yet so rumours were spreading quick. I sighed and signed out of Twitter. I put my laptop down and then sighed. Standing up I began stretching and yawning. It was only 9:30. I went into the bunk area to get my earphones and listen to some music while Copeland slept. I kept a close eye on her but began to relax. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep with Collide With The Sky playing softly in my ears.
I awoke to a soft crying. My eyes flew open and I pulled my earphones out my ears and noticed that the album had finished. I stood up and walked over to Copeland. She was crying really hard. I picked her up and bounced her softly on my hip. She cried into my shoulder and I began sing softly. "You still have all of my, you still have all of me, you still have all of my heart". She stopped crying slightly. I smiled and then she cried even louder.
20 minutes passed and she was still crying, I fed her. Changed her. Sang to her but nothing. She just kept crying. "Copeland, baby what's wrong?" I asked knowing I would never get a reply. I heard the bus door open and I turned around. Vic walked on with a confused expression. "She's loud" He said approaching us. "I know, I've tried everything and she wont stop" I sighed. He pulled her out my arms and cradled her. She stopped crying and began to snuggle into him. He softly began to sing. "No, from the top of our lungs says no, no such thing as too young, when second chances wont leavr you alone". Copeland slowly began to fall asleep again. He stood up and put her in the cribe. I sighed happily. He sat down next to me and nudged me. "You look stressed" He half grinned at me. It was very sexy. I shook my head. "No, I-I'm fine" I said with a shakey voice. "Hey what's up?" He asked curiously. "Nothing" I said standing up. I looked at him quickly and walked into the bunk area. I picked up my pillow and comforter and walked back out to the lounge area. "You're sleeping out here?" He asked. "Yeah, need to make sure I heard Copeland when she wakes up" I said sleepily. "Okay, well make room for me" He smiled. I made room for him and we both cuddled into each other and fell asleep.
"Hayley" I heard someone giggled. My eyes opened and I was greated with Vic holding Copeland on my stomach. I smiled lightly. "Copeland, you're awake" I said sleepily. "Yeah, she's awake and in a good mood" Vic smiled. "Why didn't you wake me?" I asked. "You looked so peaceful so we went into the kitchen and got breakfast, then we watched spongebob" He laughed. "Should have woke me, it was my babysitting time" I said sitting up. "I'm your boyfriend, I'll help you with anything" He said kissing my forehead. "Thanks, I appreciate it" I smiled and took Copeland off him. "Let's get you ready to see your mom and daddy" I said and went to get her clothes out of her bag. I changed her into a pink dress and she looked adorable. "Aw Copeland, you're so pretty" Vic said from behind me. "Isn't she just" I grinned.
Just as I finished putting her clothes on and Kellin climbed on the bus. "Hey guys" He said cheerfully and his eyes lit up more when he seen Copeland on my knee. She instantly reached out for him and he lifted her. "Baby girl, I've missed you" He said kissing her cheek. She grabbed onto his jacket and cuddled him. "How was she?" Kellin asked, swaying slightly to keep Copeland content. "She was really good actually. Woke up for a bit at around 11 and wouldn't stop crying. Vic came over and sung to her and she fell straight to sleep" I smiled and looked at Vic. "Good, she likes when you sing to her. Thank you so much for this man" Kellin said and pulled me up for a hug. "So did you spoil Katelynne?" I asked polietly. "Of course I did. We went out for dinner, got a few drinks and then back to the hotel" He winked. "Oh god, that's all I need to know mr!" I laughed and sat back down. "Yeah, well thanks, gonna head back and hang with Copeland and spend the last few hours with my beautiful family before we leave tonight" He smiled. I stood up and gave Copeland a kiss on the head. She squealed happily and Kellin laughed.
After Kellin left me and Vic sat in silence. It was awkward. Which confused me, we shouldn't be awkward. I stood up and decided to go get changed. I decided to wear a summer dress and let my hair fall down. I applied a small amout of make-up and then left the bathroom. I walked back into the lounge area and Vic lookes up at me. His eyes turned soft and he smiled. "You look beautiful today" He smiled. I blushed slightly and hung my head. "Thanks" I whispered. He grabbed my hand and pulled me down on the couch next to him.
I looked at him suspiciously and he just held onto my hand. I raised an eyebrow at him and he grinned. "What?" I asked. "I'm just really happy now" He said smiling sweetly. "Me too, now that you've finally grew a pair and spoke to me again" I laughed and playfully nudged him. "Shut upppp" He whined and pretended to be in a mood. He crossed his arms over her chest and pouted. "Aw is little Victor in a mood" I cooed. "Don't call me Victor" He said sternly. "Why not? Is little Victor all mad?" I grinned at him. "Shut up Hayley" He whined. "Maybe next time we have sex I'll say your name" I leaned in to his ear. "Oh Victor" I moaned sexually in his ear. He looked up at me with shock on his face. He then reached out for me, to try and kiss me. I pulled back and stood up. He stood up too and tried to kiss me again. "Not so fast Mr Fuentes" I said in a low voice. "Hayley you can't do that to me" He whined. "Why not?" I grinned. "It's evil, very evil. You can't be sexy like that then walk away as if nothing happened" He pouted. "Oh I think I can" I said winking at him.
Messing with Vic is much more fun than I'll ever admit to him. I placed my hands on his chest and ran them up until they were wrapped around his neck. I pulled him close and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I began to kiss his neck slowly, biting and sucking. I knew the effect this would have on him. It was his softspot. He gripped onto my hips harder. My hands ran through his hair and trailed kisses along his jawline until I reached his lips. I kissed him lightly then pulled myself out of his grip. He came back to reality in time to see me quickly exit the bus.
He groaned loudly then followed me. "Come back" He pleaded with him. I just ran. I just went straight and ran. I giggled the full way. I ran by Jack Barakat and Jaime. "Run Hayley, runnn!" Jack screamed. I laughed and then ran on. "Wait Vic is chasing her" Jaime laughed. "Yup, he is" I shouted behind me. I ran out of the lot and onto the streets. I ran past the park and into the city. Vic was gaining on me and I took another look behind me. He was so close now. BAM! I fell to the ground and groaned. I looked up and seen a face I haven't seen in years. He held his hand out for me and I took it. "Are you okay?" He asked. "I'm fine" I said quickly. "Hayley are you okay?" I heard Vic say as he finally caught up. "I'm okay" I said quietly. "Are you sure, you hit me really hard" Josh said. "Who is this?" Vic asked pointing to Josh. "Vic, this is Josh Farro..." I said quietly. "Oh shit yeah, didn't recognise him" Vic said quietly. "Hayley can I talk to you for a minute" He asked. "What is it Josh?" I asked sharply. "Alone" He said looking at Vic. I grabbed Vics hand. "No" I replied. "Wait... you guys are dating?" He asked confused. "Yes" Vic replied quickly. "What happened to Chad?" Josh spat. "Things didn't work out" I said looking at my feet. "Who am I to judge, anyways. How are you?" He asked. "I'm really good now actually. Me and the guys are doing really well" I said smiling widely. "Good, look I know things aren't good between us anymore but I just wanted to see if you wanted to maybe get coffee and talk?" He asked. "We are leaving tonight sorry. Why are you in Florida?" I asked confused. "I recently got divorced and decided I needed somewhere new" He said quietly. "Sorry to hear that. Um I don't know what to say" I said looking at Vic for help. "Yeah you guys go have fun, maybe next time we can talk" Josh smiled. "Yeah, maybe. See ya around" I said and turned away. "Oh, the new record is good. Proud of you guys" He smiled and I nodded.
"That was awkward" Vic sighed as we walked away. "Tell me about it" I laughed. "You okay?" He asked as we walked hand in hand back to the bus. "Yeah I think so" I sighed. "He said some really hurtful things about you..." He said quietly. "Yeah you don't even know half of it. We tried to keep it private but some stuff slipped out" I said. "Yeah, well he's gone now" He squeezed my hand in reassurance. I nodded and smiled. We walked back to the buses and Jaime and Jack were still sitting outside the All Time Low bus. "You caught her" Jack cheered. "No actually she ran into someone who turned out to be Josh Farro..." Vic said from beside me. "Oh... you okay Hayles?" Jaime said with a serious look on his face. "Yeah actually, he can't bring me down" I smiled. "Good because we would all kick his butt" Jaime grinned. "Yeah then rip on his new band" Jack joined in. "Thanks guys but I'm better than that. So are you. He tried to bring me down but it didn't work. Fuck him" I grinned. "Yeah... fuck him" They all said. I smiled. I love my boys.
11/29/13