Sharpen Your Teeth And Bite As Hard As You Want
No One Does It Better
"Hayley, Hayley, Hayley!" Jeremy sung throughout the bus. I groaned and rolled over in my bunk. "Jeremy, too early for this shit" I mumbled. "Hayley, it's 1pm get up!" He hollered into my bunk. I sat up and forgot about the closeness of the bunk above me and I slammed my head against it. "Fuck" I shouted loudly and grabbed my head. "Hayley hit her head again" Taylor giggled from the kitchen area. "Shut it York or I'll smack your head off a bunk" I groaned and slid out of my bunk. I grabbed my phone and walked into the kitchen area where Taylor was making poptarts and Jeremy was sitting in the booth drinking coffee. I sat down across from Jeremy and slammed my head on the table. "Coffee?" Taylor asked. "Please" I mumbled. "Hayley, cheer up kid" Jeremy said from across the table. I looked up and smiled softly. "I'm fine" I fake smiled. "We know a fake smile when we see it" Taylor said with his hands on his hips. I rolled my eyes at him. "So when did you last talk to him?" Jeremy asked. "Five nights ago... I don't know how to play it... it's like he's been avoiding me since I told him I'm in love with him" I sighed. Taylor placed a cup of coffee infront of me. I took a sip and sighed. "Maybe he just doesn't know how to deal with it... he's a very conflicted man" Jeremy smiled. "Yeah, whatever man. I wont wait forever" I smiled. "So what time is the meeting with Fueled by Ramen?" I asked. "3:30, so go get dressed after your coffee" Taylor answered. I nodded and continued to talk to the guys and finished my coffee.
I got changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top with long arm holes. I put on a pair of converse and fixed my make-up. We were in New York and had a meeting about our upcoming international tour and who we wanted as our support acts. We had an idea who we were gonna choose we just had to convice our tour manager and the guys at FBR. I smiled at myself and went out to meet the guys.
I checked my phone again, hoping maybe Vic would finally text me. Telling him I was in love with him totally backfired. He was speechless and made a quick exit. I guess he doesn't love me back so he had to leave before it got awkward. He hasn't spoke to me since. He just sorta has to leave the room whenever I get there. I don't even know if we are still together if I'm honest. I had tried phoning him and texting him but never really got replies from him. I tried asking Mike, Jaime and Tone but they all said he hasn't spoke to them about much recently. So I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
We arrived infront of the FBR building in New York City. I opened the door to the car that they had sent to pick us up and stepped out. We looked at each other and smiled. This is it. "Come on guys, we got a tour to arrange" I grinned at the guys and we all walked into the building. We checked in at reception and went to the elevator. Pressing the familiar button taking us to the room where we have had so many discussions about our band and the surrounding topics. We knocked on the door and waited for a reply. "Come in" We heard. Jeremy opened the door and the three of us stepped inside the place that got us where we are today.
"Hey" We all said as we walked into the office and infront of our tour manager. "What's up guys, enjoying Warped?" Will asked us. "Yeah, it's been crazy and tiring but we are enjoying it" Taylor said sitting beside me. Jeremy sat on the other side. "Well it always is, Warped is fucking out of this world but you always go back. Anyways World Tour... you ready for it?" Will asked with a huge grin. "Hell yeah" Jeremy fist pumped. "I'm so ready to tour properly" I smiled. Will nodded and the guys agreed. "So do you guys know who you want as your support acts... we have 3 spots for you guys... pick em while their hot" Will said spinning slightly in his chair. We looked at each other and nodded. "Pierce the Veil" I said. "You Me At Six" Taylor said. "Sleeping With Sirens" Jeremy said. Will raised his eyebrows. "Okay, Pierce the Veil... hmm, will fans of yours go for that?" He asked. "We think so, a lot of kids who go to PTV shows, go to ours on Warped so we think they'd be good" Jeremy said. I nodded. "Yeah they have fantastic atmosphere and great shows" I smiled. "Alright, I'll need to contact their tour managers and fix it all but I don't see why not" He grinned. I nodded and the meeting ran into some other topics.
We left the building feeling really happy and excited about the tour. "I can't waitttt!" I mused as we walked through Times Square. "I know" Jeremy grinned. "We will have so much fun, I'm super excited" Taylor joined in. We decided to go for a small shopping spree. We had a few press things to do today since we were in New York. Photoshoots and whatnot. We went to the M&M store and bought way too much chocolate. Eventually the time came where we had to do a shoot. Bleh. My blackeye was almost gone so they were gonna need to put a lot of coverup on my face.
The photoshoot went well and we went out for dinner, just the three of us. "I've missed this guys, just the three of us" I smiled as I picked up a fry and ate it. "Yeah, we love all the friends we've made on this tour but at the end of the day. It's always gonna be us" Taylor smiled and held up his glass. "The three of us were initiates" He said. "We had to learn how to deal" I sung. "And we we spotted a second chance" Jeremy grinned. "We had to learn how to steal" We all finished and drank some of our soda. "I love you guys" I grinned at them. "We love you too" Taylor nudged me. We ate our dinner and chatted away. "So how do you think the guys will take the news?" Taylor spoke up. "I'm pretty sure they'll be stoked" Jeremy smiled. "Yeah when we get back to the buses I'm going to call Josh and let him know" I grinned. "Yeah good call, missed those guys" Taylor beamed. We paid the bill and left.
It was around 10 when we left the restaurant and got a cab back to the buses. We watched the big city pass us by and drove into a more remote area of New York. I sighed happily when I seen the buses all parked up. We paid the cab and got out. The guys began to walk over to the bus while I pulled out my phone and looked for Josh Franceschi in my contacts. I hit dial and waited for him to answer. "Heeeeeey Hayley" He sang down the phone. "Yo Joshhhhh" I sung back. "What brings you the call?" He said happily. "Um I gotta little proposition for you and the lads" I said leaning against a wall. "Sure, what's the dealio?" He said with his strong English accent. "Do you wanna come on Paramores World Tour with Pierce the Veil and Sleeping With Sirens?" I asked with a huge grin. "What? Seriously?" He beamed down the phone. "Yeah, we spoke to Will and he is down" I explained. "Hell fucking yeah, I've missed touring with you and oh wow. Thank you Hayley" He sounded like a kid at Christmas. "No problem, we miss you guys so yeah" I said with a slight laugh. "Thank you! So how are you?" He asked sounding really excited. "I'm good, yourself?" I asked. "Yeah, the boys and I are in Cali at the moment recording" He grinned through the phone. "Wow, goodluck!" I said. "I heard you are dating Vic Fuenets?" He asked. "Yeah, well I was, I don't know what is going on with us" I sighed. "Why?" He asked sounding sad. "I told him I loved him and then he stopped talking to me... that was a week ago nearly" I breathed out. "Oh, right well, fuck em. Guys are dicks Hayley. You don't need that okay so just be you and he'll come running back... I promise you" Josh said with a cheery tone. "Thanks Josh. I appreciate this. I'll let you get back to whatever you're doing. I'll DM you on twitta with tour details. Goodnight bro!" I smiled. "Sure thing, goodnight!" He replied and I hung up the phone.
I leaned my head back against the wall and sighed. I closed my eyes and breathed out the words, "What do I do when I'm so in love with you, I forgot what I wanted to say". I shook my head and laughed at myself. "Get it together Hayles" I scolded myself. I pushed myself off the wall and began to walk towards my bus. Suddenly I felt someone grab my hand and turn me around. I yelped out. I was pushed against the wall and then I seen who it was. "Vic what are you doing?" I asked but got no replied. He kissed me quickly on the lips and whispered. "I love you too" and then walked off. I was left there stunned and confused. What the hell? I shook it off and went to my bus. I decided to go for an early night. I climbed into my bunk and sighed. "He loves me back" I whispered happily as I fell into a deep sleep.
I got changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top with long arm holes. I put on a pair of converse and fixed my make-up. We were in New York and had a meeting about our upcoming international tour and who we wanted as our support acts. We had an idea who we were gonna choose we just had to convice our tour manager and the guys at FBR. I smiled at myself and went out to meet the guys.
I checked my phone again, hoping maybe Vic would finally text me. Telling him I was in love with him totally backfired. He was speechless and made a quick exit. I guess he doesn't love me back so he had to leave before it got awkward. He hasn't spoke to me since. He just sorta has to leave the room whenever I get there. I don't even know if we are still together if I'm honest. I had tried phoning him and texting him but never really got replies from him. I tried asking Mike, Jaime and Tone but they all said he hasn't spoke to them about much recently. So I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
We arrived infront of the FBR building in New York City. I opened the door to the car that they had sent to pick us up and stepped out. We looked at each other and smiled. This is it. "Come on guys, we got a tour to arrange" I grinned at the guys and we all walked into the building. We checked in at reception and went to the elevator. Pressing the familiar button taking us to the room where we have had so many discussions about our band and the surrounding topics. We knocked on the door and waited for a reply. "Come in" We heard. Jeremy opened the door and the three of us stepped inside the place that got us where we are today.
"Hey" We all said as we walked into the office and infront of our tour manager. "What's up guys, enjoying Warped?" Will asked us. "Yeah, it's been crazy and tiring but we are enjoying it" Taylor said sitting beside me. Jeremy sat on the other side. "Well it always is, Warped is fucking out of this world but you always go back. Anyways World Tour... you ready for it?" Will asked with a huge grin. "Hell yeah" Jeremy fist pumped. "I'm so ready to tour properly" I smiled. Will nodded and the guys agreed. "So do you guys know who you want as your support acts... we have 3 spots for you guys... pick em while their hot" Will said spinning slightly in his chair. We looked at each other and nodded. "Pierce the Veil" I said. "You Me At Six" Taylor said. "Sleeping With Sirens" Jeremy said. Will raised his eyebrows. "Okay, Pierce the Veil... hmm, will fans of yours go for that?" He asked. "We think so, a lot of kids who go to PTV shows, go to ours on Warped so we think they'd be good" Jeremy said. I nodded. "Yeah they have fantastic atmosphere and great shows" I smiled. "Alright, I'll need to contact their tour managers and fix it all but I don't see why not" He grinned. I nodded and the meeting ran into some other topics.
We left the building feeling really happy and excited about the tour. "I can't waitttt!" I mused as we walked through Times Square. "I know" Jeremy grinned. "We will have so much fun, I'm super excited" Taylor joined in. We decided to go for a small shopping spree. We had a few press things to do today since we were in New York. Photoshoots and whatnot. We went to the M&M store and bought way too much chocolate. Eventually the time came where we had to do a shoot. Bleh. My blackeye was almost gone so they were gonna need to put a lot of coverup on my face.
The photoshoot went well and we went out for dinner, just the three of us. "I've missed this guys, just the three of us" I smiled as I picked up a fry and ate it. "Yeah, we love all the friends we've made on this tour but at the end of the day. It's always gonna be us" Taylor smiled and held up his glass. "The three of us were initiates" He said. "We had to learn how to deal" I sung. "And we we spotted a second chance" Jeremy grinned. "We had to learn how to steal" We all finished and drank some of our soda. "I love you guys" I grinned at them. "We love you too" Taylor nudged me. We ate our dinner and chatted away. "So how do you think the guys will take the news?" Taylor spoke up. "I'm pretty sure they'll be stoked" Jeremy smiled. "Yeah when we get back to the buses I'm going to call Josh and let him know" I grinned. "Yeah good call, missed those guys" Taylor beamed. We paid the bill and left.
It was around 10 when we left the restaurant and got a cab back to the buses. We watched the big city pass us by and drove into a more remote area of New York. I sighed happily when I seen the buses all parked up. We paid the cab and got out. The guys began to walk over to the bus while I pulled out my phone and looked for Josh Franceschi in my contacts. I hit dial and waited for him to answer. "Heeeeeey Hayley" He sang down the phone. "Yo Joshhhhh" I sung back. "What brings you the call?" He said happily. "Um I gotta little proposition for you and the lads" I said leaning against a wall. "Sure, what's the dealio?" He said with his strong English accent. "Do you wanna come on Paramores World Tour with Pierce the Veil and Sleeping With Sirens?" I asked with a huge grin. "What? Seriously?" He beamed down the phone. "Yeah, we spoke to Will and he is down" I explained. "Hell fucking yeah, I've missed touring with you and oh wow. Thank you Hayley" He sounded like a kid at Christmas. "No problem, we miss you guys so yeah" I said with a slight laugh. "Thank you! So how are you?" He asked sounding really excited. "I'm good, yourself?" I asked. "Yeah, the boys and I are in Cali at the moment recording" He grinned through the phone. "Wow, goodluck!" I said. "I heard you are dating Vic Fuenets?" He asked. "Yeah, well I was, I don't know what is going on with us" I sighed. "Why?" He asked sounding sad. "I told him I loved him and then he stopped talking to me... that was a week ago nearly" I breathed out. "Oh, right well, fuck em. Guys are dicks Hayley. You don't need that okay so just be you and he'll come running back... I promise you" Josh said with a cheery tone. "Thanks Josh. I appreciate this. I'll let you get back to whatever you're doing. I'll DM you on twitta with tour details. Goodnight bro!" I smiled. "Sure thing, goodnight!" He replied and I hung up the phone.
I leaned my head back against the wall and sighed. I closed my eyes and breathed out the words, "What do I do when I'm so in love with you, I forgot what I wanted to say". I shook my head and laughed at myself. "Get it together Hayles" I scolded myself. I pushed myself off the wall and began to walk towards my bus. Suddenly I felt someone grab my hand and turn me around. I yelped out. I was pushed against the wall and then I seen who it was. "Vic what are you doing?" I asked but got no replied. He kissed me quickly on the lips and whispered. "I love you too" and then walked off. I was left there stunned and confused. What the hell? I shook it off and went to my bus. I decided to go for an early night. I climbed into my bunk and sighed. "He loves me back" I whispered happily as I fell into a deep sleep.
11/29/13