Say You're okay, I'm Afraid that Tomorrow is Just Too Far Away (An Austin Carlile Love story)

Charlie was over at his friend's house, I was sleeping at Austin's house. I dug my nails into the skin on my forearm until I felt blood drip down onto the couch I was laying on, "Shit" I mumbled and ran into the kitchen and found a half-asleep Austin eating a bowl of ice cream. I saw him look at me and his eyes instantly cleared and flew to my arm, "Why?" He said softly and took my arm in his palms and kissed my cuts. I felt tears well behind my eyes and clog my throat and I began to cry.
"Baby, no. Look at me Claudia." Austin murmured to me and kissed the tears running down my cheeks, "She sits up high, surrounded by the sun..." I began to sing softly, "One million branches and she loves everyone, 'Mom and Dad, did you search for me? I've been up here so long... I'm going crazy..." I trailed off and looked up at him, waiting for him to continue the song with me. I knew this wasnt one of his songs, I just needed this song right now.

"And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground," He sang raspily, a tear running down his face as he kissed my face. "I heard the train shake the windows,
You screamed over the sound,
And as we own this night,
I put your body to the test with mine,
This love was out of control
3-2-1 where did it go?"

"Now don't be crazy
Yes now of course you can stay here.
Been in a touring band for going on ten years.
"Big deal," she said, "I guess you're official."
I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel burned out" My voice cracked with a sob that racked my body, feeling him hold me and cry.

"It gets you down,
We've all been there sometimes
But tonight I'll make you feel beautiful once again" He said and looked into my face, pressing his lips against mine in a gentle way, It began that way at least. It soon turned more passionate and "Possessive" You could say. "Claudia, I swear to god I will do everything I can to make you feel beautiful. Because you are. I will do everything I can to make you feel you are worth something. Because you are. You are worth so much more than you know" He mumbled into the crook of my neck and sucked there for a bit. He picked me up and carried me into his room, laying me down onto the bed and kissed down my stomach. "I'll make you feel beautiful once again..." He murmured.

Notes

Heeeyyyy
Sorry for the cut-off.
I'm on my school computer.
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bai,
- Thorny