Cold, Empty Mattresses And Falling Stars

*Cassidy's POV*

We eventually got back to the hotel and to our room, as soon as I closed the door Mike was on me like a bee to flowers, "Mike, stop" I breathed half way through making out, "What's wrong?" He asked backing up a little to give me some space, "It's just with all the arguing and stuff, I don't know, I don't feel... Comfortable" I said walking over and sitting on the edge of the bed, "You don't feel comfortable in general or you don't feel comfortable around me?" He asked sitting next to me, "It's not like that" I sighed, he just shrugged, "Maybe we shouldn't do this" he said leaning over and resting his arms on his thighs, "Do what?" I asked confused and hoping that he wasn't insinuating what I think he was, "This. Us." He said standing up and leaning on the wall, "We had so much fun tonight, why can't it be like that everyday, all the time?" I asked with tears forming in my eyes, he didn't answer and just stood staring at me blankly, "Mike, we need to try and make this work because, I love you and I don't want to lose you" I smiled walking towards him and placing a hand on his cheek, I was trying to hold the tears back as much as I could but I felt some escape before he nodded, "We'll make this work baby, I promise" he smiled down at me before giving me a quick kiss, "Okay, how about we get changed into our pyjamas and watch some Finding Nemo?" He asked when we pulled away, my eyes lit up as I nodded excitedly, "Okay go" he smiled smacking my bum as I quickly got my pyjamas from my suitcase and ran into the bathroom to get changed, as I was tying my hair up I heard Mike on the phone with someone, "No, I can't" he sighed, I quietly shuffled to the door and pinned my ear up against it so I could hear what he was saying, "I know what I said man but I don't do that shit anymore" he whispered aggressively, "Okay fine, I'll be out in 5 but you owe me one" he said sighing, "Uhh babe" he said a little nervous, as he had a right to be, "Yeah?" I asked sweetly as I opened the door and looked at him smiling, "I'm just gonna go across the street and get us some snacks, I'll be back soon, okay" he smiled, "Oh let me come with you" I said quickly picking up my jeans from earlier off the floor, "No it's fine, I've got it" he smiled walking over and giving me a quick kiss and then leaving, I sighed as I picked my phone up and texted Vic.

"So remind me again why we're looking out of my window?" He asked as he put a shirt and trousers on and sat on the bed next to me, "Because Mike was being suspicious and he was on the phone with someone and he-Wait there he is" I said cutting into the middle of my own sentence, a black car with blacked out windows pulled up beside him and the door flung open, I saw him speaking to someone inside the car before he got in and closed the door, the car sped off and I immediately started to panic, "Maybe it's a taxi and he is going to get you some snacks" Vic suggested but even he couldn't believe that, "Do you want to go watch films with Tony and Jaime until he gets back and then interrogate him?" Vic asked, I smiled weakly and nodded, the truth was that I didn't want to pressure whatever he was doing out of him, I wanted him to willingly tell me himself, but I knew that wasn't going to happen, we knocked on their door until Jaime answered in his boxers, "Seriously Himes, cover up" I laughed lightly slapping his chest, "Tone!" I shouted as I ran across and snuggled into him, "Hey smelly what's happening" he asked as he kissed the top of my head, "Mike is being shady so we're gonna hang out here until he comes back" Vic explained for me before he jumped into Jaime's bed, "Wanna make this a real group hang?" Jaime asked as him and Vic cuddled together, "What do you mean?" I asked confused, he smiled before pulling on some shorts and a shirt, grabbing his room key and racing out, he was gone for about 10 minutes and when he returned he had the whole of Of Mice with him, I smiled and waved at them all before I snuggled into Tony's cold and bare chest, I saw Austin get up and put a movie on, before it even started I knew it was Up, this movie always put me through the motions, but as soon as it got to the part of Carl and Elle growing up together I let the tears out harder than ever at the thought of Mike, "Sshh" Tony soothed in my ear as he tightened his grip, I dried my eyes and was slowly falling asleep. When I woke up, it was 2am and everyone else was asleep except Austin who was on his phone, "Hey Aus, has Mike been around yet?" I asked, he looked up from his phone and shook his head, "No, sorry princess" he smiled softly, "I thought he would've came looking for me when he got back, he probably fell asleep or something, you know what he's like" I smiled before resting my head back down, "You should spare yourself the pain and just end this thing all together" he said, "It's not like that, it's complicated" I lied through a smile, he just raised his eyebrows, it's exactly like that, it's actually not that complicated, Mike is shady and there is nothing else to it, as I was about to go back to sleep there was a loud bang at the door and my heart was in my mouth.

Notes

Sorry it took me like 4 days to update, I hope you all had a happy new year and things xo