The Taste Of Blood Remains

*Cassidy's POV*

As I was helping Phil clear up I felt Ben's presence behind us at the kitchen door, which made me uneasy, "Hey Phil, ready?" I asked hoping he was going to say yes, he smiled and nodded before grabbing a hold of my hand, as we walked past Ben I felt his breath on my neck and it brought tears back to my eyes, when we got to the top of the stairs I stopped dead in my tracks, "What's wrong babe?" Phil asked turning around and looking at me concerned I had to think about it strategically, "Oh it's nothing, I'm fine" I said, he looked at me again, "No what's wrong?" He asked, I just shrugged, "I just thought we'd be staying in your room tonight?" I shrugged looking away, "If you really want to?" He asked, I sighed and nodded, "It would be nice" I said looking up and smiling, he smiled back and nodded before leading me to his room, he quickly locked the windows before jumping in and pulling the covers back for me to get in, I smiled and took a deep breath before climbing in, I rolled over so I was facing the door, I felt him wrap his hand around my waist and resting on my stomach, I flinched a little before I settled, I could feel tears forming in my eyes as I went over everything that happened earlier in my head, "Cass, are you okay?" Phil asked sitting up and leaning over to see my face, I smiled and nodded before he lay back down again, I felt asleep crying in fear, stress, anger, hate and sadness. I woke up to be shaken by Mike, "What happened?" I asked sitting up and rubbing my head, "I had a bleeding nose and you fainted" he laughed a little, I groaned as I tried to stand up but wobbled, thankfully Mike caught me, "Mike..." I started but couldn't finish as I felt as though I was going to be sick, I covered my mouth and ran to the toilet, "Cass" Mike said worriedly running after me, I fell to my knees and grabbed the toilet bowl before I began throwing up, I felt Mike kneel behind me before he pulled my hair back and started rubbing my back, after five minutes of throwing up I was hopefully finally done, I wiped my mouth with a baby wipe before leaning back into Mike, "You okay?" He asked softly, kissing the back of my head, I took a deep breath and nodded, I leaned forward as Mike got up then helped me up too, "Jaime, Vic and Tony are asking if they can come around about 6, you cool with that?" He asked as we made our way over to the couch, I smiled and nodded before sitting down, before he sat down he put The Notebook on, he quickly raced through to the kitchen and got ice cream and soda, "Thanks" I smiled as he handed me a glass of grape soda. Half way through the film I heard sniffling, I turned to my left and saw Mike crying, "Seriously?" I laughed, he looked at me innocently.

I quickly picked my phone up and took a picture, posting it to Instagram and captioning it, "When bae cries at The Notebook @PTVMike #TheNotebook" I locked my phone and looked back at Mike who was looking at his phone, "I wasn't crying!!" He defended, "I just got something in my eye" he said quieter, "Aww baby" I giggled crawling over to him and laying on top of him, "I'm sorry everyone knows you're soft" I said giggling a little, he rolled his eyes and was about to say something but stopped before he bent down and kissed my lips, before I could pull away he had me in a passionate lock and he was rubbing my thigh, "Mike" I moaned into his mouth before he started pulling at my lip with his teeth, he then started on my neck, I tilted my head to the side as he started sucking and pulling, "HONEY, I'M HOME!!" Vic shouted as he entered with the guys, I suddenly jumped off Mike and started watching TV as if nothing had happened, Mike was giggling a little at me, "Please, we saw you through the window" Jaime laughed, I felt my face go red before Mike pulled me in his arms, "Why don't you go get some beers and chips?" He asked kissing the top[ of my head, I smiled and nodded before excusing myself and walking into the kitchen and opening fours beers before grabbing a couple bags of chips and walking back through, "You not drinking?" Tony asked after thanking me and taking his beer I handed him, I smiled and shook my head, "I was sick earlier, I just wanna let my stomach rest a little" I said, it wasn't a lie but it wasn't the full truth either, I was thinking about what Katelynne said and until I get some tests I don't wanna risk anything, Mike looked at me concerned as I came out my thought, I gave him a reassuring smile but I don't think he believed it, "So has Mike told you the news?" Jaime asked, I looked up from the chip bag at Jaime and then at Mike just in time to see him giving Jaime a death stare, "What news?" I asked looking at Mike confused, "We're going on tour with Sleeping With Sirens" he said looking at his beer, "That's great why wouldn't you tell me?" I asked, he sighed and circled the top of his bottle with his thumb, "We leave next Saturday" he said, I felt my breath hitch in my throat, "What?" I asked with tears building in my eyes, "I didn't know how to tell you or when, I'm sorry" he said looking at me, I felt as thought the walls had just fell down around me, everyone was staring at me and I felt a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach, "Excuse me" I said quietly before running up the stairs, "Cass!" Mike shouted after me but I slammed the door and dived on the bed, I immediately broke down in tears, how couldn't he tell me? I felt my eyes getting heavier from the tears.

Notes

Sorry this is kind of long