***The first paragraph of this chapter does include sexual abuse/rape, if you are triggered by this I highly suggest you skip the first paragraph***

*Cassidy's POV*

As he pulled my shirt over my head he stopped and looked over my figure, I felt naked, almost exposed, I closed my eyes as I saw his hands move towards my stomach, running his hands up and down my sides, "You know, I've always been jealous of Mike, having you all to himself" he said before cupping my breasts, I felt him tug at my leggings and before I knew it they were off and I was in my underwear, "I'm gonna take these off, if I were you I wouldn't try to run, I have no problem with killing you" he whispered into my ear and before I knew it the duct tape was off and he had pinned my arms above my head, he started off at my neck, sucking and pulling at my skin with his teeth before trailing tiny kisses down to where my underwear starts, I still had my eyes closed but I could still tell he was smirking, he slowly pulled them down and off, "Turn over!" He commanded, I suddenly started to shake, "On your hands and knees" he said pushing my legs forward, he suddenly started smacking me, I could feel the sting in each slap, I knew he was leaving red marks on my bum, then unexpectedly he pushed his full length into me, it hurt like hell but I couldn't do anything about it, he grabbed my neck and started forcing himself in and out of me harder, he then removed his hands from my neck and put them under me, pulling my bra down and exposing my boobs, he grabbed them roughly as he started pushing into me harder, he was squeezing and playing with them which hurt unbelievable amounts, I heard him mutter to himself but I couldn't make out what he was saying, "Turn around" he said trying to catch his breath, I took a deep breath before turning around, his length in front of my face, "Open your mouth" he said giving me stern stare, I started shaking again as I opened it the tiniest bit, "Wider!" He shouted making me jump, I did as I was told before he rammed his whole penis into my mouth and catching the back of my throat making me gag, "Oh fuck" he muttered as he thrusted into my mouth and made me gag more and more, he finally and thankfully pulled out, unfortunately he came all over my face and got a little in my mouth, he smirked when he noticed and made me swallow it, as he was about to say something to me he was interrupted by Phil coming in the front door.

"I'm back!" Phil shouted up before I heard him walk into the kitchen and start putting the stuff away, "Go shower now and if you breathe a word to Phil about this, well let's just say you better sleep with one eye open" he growled before racing downstairs, I slowly got up and wrapped a housecoat that was in the wardrobe around me and ran to shower, I turned it on and got in it without hesitation, as I was washing myself I broke down and couldn't contain myself anymore, I felt so bad like I had just betrayed Mike in so many ways, I could have prevented it but I didn't, I didn't do anything to stop it and it's all my fault, there was a knock at the door, "Hey Cassidy, are you okay in there?" Phil asked trying the handle, "Yeah, I need clothes, can you get me some, please?" I asked sniffing quietly and getting out, "Sure thing babe" he said before walking away, I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around myself, there was a small knock at the door and I unlocked it, Phil walked in, put the clothes on the closed toilet seat and left without even looking at me, I think the difference between Phil and Ben is, Phil is gentle and respects others where as Ben just expects to get what he wants, when he wants, how he wants it, "Be down in 10 for tea" Phil said once he heard me lock the door, I quickly got dressed and towel dried my hair before throwing it in a bun, "Are you okay?" Phil asked when I reached the bottom of the stairs, I nodded my head yes, "Good, there's your tea" he smiled nodding towards the cup on the coaster on the table, I gave him a small smile to try and draw him in and think I'm accepting it here, when I have him in my hands that's when I'll escape all I need to do is get rid of Ben, I sat next to Phil on the couch and Ben watched my every move from the chair, "Don't you have any heating in here?" I asked Phil as I started to fake chitter, he nodded, "Yeah but it doesn't come on until later, sorry" he apologized, I laughed a little, "It's okay" I said before cuddling into him, he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me close as we watched the TV out the corner of my eye I could see Ben's jaw clench as he shot Phil and I the daggers, I slowly leaned up and whispered into Phil's ear, "Can you sleep beside me tonight?" I asked, he looked at me and smiled before kissing my cheek, I flinched a little because of earlier but I started to 'giggle' like a child for Ben.

Notes

Guys if you or someone you know is has/is suffered/suffering from Sexual Abuse/Rape and they haven't got help yet please take it on board to get them help, they might say you/they don't need it but you/they do no-one should have to go through that in their life at all, no matter if you are a man/woman/child no-one deserves it, please get help, it could be the matter of life and death.

Remember; It IS your business