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Glass Hearts

Blame It.

I woke up early enough to stare at the ceiling and let my mind running free I thought about everything thinkable: how I changed thanks to him , if we could last forever or at least till next year, how I was supposed to carry on without him this summer, if he loved me as much as I do.

-'morning- he groaned

-'morning- I said placing my lips onto his.

-what were you thinking about?-

-us- they were just two letters but hundreds feelings to me.

-well that's cute- he laughed quietly

-so... Yesterday I forgot to tell you! Are you coming out tonight? Tino invited us all!-

-Yeah, I won't let you go out alone, you're mine now.- he joked.

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I walked home, daydreaming as I stepped in my bedroom I took out my guitar, it had been a long time since I last played it, I started strumming a tune and some lines of a song popped out from nowhere.

-hey that sounded good!- I heard a voice coming from the open window.
I looked down, it was the blue eyed guys of the day before.

-thank you!- I shouted back

-nothing!-

I closed the window and looked at the clock, I was late! I needed to dress up as fast as I cloud.

-I'll be there in 10,can't wait to kiss your stupid face.
Don't be late!
Austin xx.-

I run down the stair he was waiting for me on the door.

-you're always keep me waiting, ah-

-I'm sorry-I smiled

-I'm sure it will worth it- he whispered taking my hand and holding the door open for me.


While he was driving I felt like Charlie In The perks of being a wallflower, he was still holding my hand,my eyes were closed and I could feel the salty smell of the sea coming from the window, I couldn't wish for a better place to be.

-we're arrived little daydreamer-
he kissed me passionately as we got out from the car and headed to the bar where Tino, Aaron and an unknown girl were waiting for us.

-hey! Nice to see ya again!- Tino smiled and introduced us to Amanda , who was the unknown girl, we will eventually found out being Aaron's crush.



After a while Austin was out talking with a long brown haired guy who, he said ,was one of his Floridian friend, Tino hooked up with a girl and Aaron had managed to make out with Amanda and I was all alone.

-Hei- I heard someone calling me,that voice seemed a little familiar.

-Hei- I shouted back as the music was very high.

-I'm Andy, Andy Biersack- he said, he was the blue eyed guy who I bumped into and who listened to my song that afternoon.

-I'm Alan, Alan Ashby- I said moving my messy hair away.

-Are you new in town? 'Cause I've never seen you before!- I carried on

-Yes, indeed, I just moved from Cincinnati, I'm living with my friend Kyle,in the house next to yours , that's why I heard you this afternoon , I'm not a stalker or a weirdo.- he laughed, fuck I loved his laugh.

-Maybe you know Kyle, he's from Michigan but it has been 3 years since he moved ,he's in a band that is quite famous here, well that's what he told me,they're We came as Romans- he said and bought me a drink.

-oh yes, I've heard about them, but I've never actually listened to them.-Justin had told me something about them, I though and drunk a handful of the cocktail.


-it would be great if you could come to their show, you know... I'll be there ...and I'd like to get to know you...- he winked seductively and ordered another ride.

Was he trying to hock me up or something? I was confused, he had popped out from nowhere and started buying me drinks, but he seemed so cute and careful and I trusted him.

-that sound great, you know...- I started felling my head spinning around a bit,I was a lightweight in alcohol matters, but he didn't have enough, he carried offering me drinks over drinks and I started to feel as dizzy as I felt at Tino's party.

-why...why you moved?- I muttered

-I was just tired of everything-he smiled;his voice was driving me crazy, but I was feeling guilty, I loved Austin and I couldn't cheat on him.

-I am too, well,I was... Now I'm feeling muuuuuch better-I didn't know what I was
saying, the room was spinning around, Austin was still out , I was getting angry with him,we had gone out to stay together and I was alone with a stranger.

-I'm glad you're better now, I can't imagine you face without that embarrassed smile on- okay, he was definitely flirting with me and he was leaning forward.

-ohi! I have a boyfriend- I said with the worst drunken voice ever.

-he's not here tough-he provoked me; a grin appeared on his lips.

-he's just... Just out there- I pointed the door and stared in his eyes, they were so blue and deep; before I could realize it we were kissing and we were kissing hard, I tried to push him back but I couldn't he was holding my jawbone and pressing me against his chest, the more I tried to leave the more close he held me.
The door opened with a strong noise, I couldn't see it directly but I could imagine it was Austin.

-Hey you!-he said angrily pulling Andy up from his neckband.

-What were you thinking to do? Getting him drunk and fuck him?- he shouted

-I guess you're his boyfriend-Andy ironically smiled.

-You're doing good,leaving him here alone, you know he's so easy to fool,three drinks and we were already making out-he carried on grinning
I felt bad and stupid, he was right, how could Austin trusts me if I acted that way because of alcohol.

-don't you dare talking shit about him! You don't even know him!- Austin was out of his mind.

-Austin, don't worry... It's... It's all my fault- I murmured stumbling next to him.

-not now Alan just go out, I'll pick you up in a while!- he turned to me with fire in his eyes.

-I'm not going out! I'm not taking a step from here- my head was hurting bad, but I needed to stay there.

-whatever! If you're staying here, we're coming out!- he said dragging Andy out.
Tino run to me and blocked me from following Austin.

-What happened?-he asked worried.


-I... I... Dunno...I mean I was there and Andy he...He kissed me and I tried to push him back but...- I was shivering and panicking.

-hey calm down, don't worry Alan,okay? It's not your fault , you don't even know what you're saying just sit for a bit, please.- he said rubbing my back.


Austin's Pov

I couldn't believe it! he was so naive, how could him be so stupid to trust a perfect stranger.
I was literally freaking out ! I threw punches over punches i could feel my heartbeat accelerating and my vision becoming blurry,but I didn't care, I didn't even care about that stupid guy begging me to forgive him, to set him free, I was full of anger.

-Austin! Stop it please!- Alan shouted.

I could see he was scared, he was scared because of me.

-just leave him! His nose is bleeding so bad!-he mumbled.
I had lost control of my self, I didn't know what was going on, I didn't know I was hurting that guy so much, I felt bad, I hadn't really beaten up someone before.
I shook my head and stood up, I had taken the kissing thing too far, I gave a hand to Andy but he was so scared that he just crawled away as one of his friend had arrived.
I was shocked of my self, I didn't know I could loose my mind so easily, it wasn't me.

-I'm sorry alan... I just... I love you....I didn't want him to use you in anyway... It's not because you're mine or something like this... I just cherish you...I'm not used to this feeling, they're so strong and...-

I didn't have time to finish what I was saying , he was already kissing me and his lips were trembling a bit.


-it's all my fault Aus, I'm sorry , stop being this kind to meeeee,you've already done too much- he was talking shit and I really doubted he knew what he was saying.
I hold his hand and literally dragged him to my car.

I'd text the others later, alan couldn't stand on his feet I needed to take him home.

Alan's Pov

As Tino got distracted I run out from the pub to see Austin beating the shit out of Andy, it threw me back when he beat Mike at school, I felt guilty once more.

-Austin! Stop it please!- I cried out, he turned to me ,fear in his eyes

.-I'm sorry alan... I just... I love you....I didn't want him to use you in anyway... It's not because you're mine or something like this... I just cherish you...I'm not used to this feeling, they're so strong and...-

I could see he was suffering for what he did, he's not that kind of guy,I felt his voice becoming a little broken, I just kissed him, lately kisses have becoming my way to talk to him and anyway I was too drunk to say something serious.
He took my hand and told me he would bringing me home, he was saving me another time, when he needed to be save, I would always appreciate his strengthens.

-Aust I don't wanna go back homeeee- I said as he parked the car.

-you have to, I'm wondering how you could be so naive -

-what do you mean!-I was getting angry

-I don't know, maybe that you were making out with a stranger when I was just out door- he spitted out raising his eyebrow.

-Austin, shit happens you know?- I said leaning forward, his angriness were slightly turning me on, I couldn't stop staring on his lips , I pressed my lips onto his connecting our tongues, slowly palming him through his jeans, I felt mine getting tighter, but he pushed me away.

-Alan, what are you doing?! -

-just thanking you- I grinned.

-you're not ready for this, you've told me about a day ago! You don't have to do it just because I look angry okay?- he carried on with a rough voice,I had bothered him, I knew I did.

-I am,Aust and I don't feel like I need to do it because you're angry with me - I almost shouted, I felt my head spinning around, I could smell the scent of alcohol while I was talking.

-I don't care if you're telling me the truth or just bullshitting because you're drunk.I won't take advantage of this situation.- he looked me I the eyes and said with a low voice.

-whatever! I'm not stupid Austin I know what I want and what I don't want, I've fallen once that doesn't mean I can't look after myself, everyone fall, but eventually change, you're pissing me off! You always treating me as a baby, fuck you!- this time I was shouting and my words were slipping out of control, he was right I was bullshitting,because the truth was I loved him taking care of me. I slammed the door and run to my house, I could feel his eyes staring at me.










Notes

Aww we've got Cashby's first fight *.* What will happen next?

Title Credit: Blame it- Of mice & men

Comments

@Itsgettinhardtobreathe
Very Very True! xD

Gem_Jar93 Gem_Jar93
7/28/15

@Suki_Mizu93


No drama , No fanfic ! ahahah

Drama, Drama everywhere! xD hehe

They are too cute though :3

Gem_Jar93 Gem_Jar93
6/11/15

@Suki_Mizu93
as promised , two more chapters ;)

xx

@Itsgettinhardtobreathe
It's good. I'm enjoying it ^^ So if you don't mind, please carry on writing <3

Gem_Jar93 Gem_Jar93
6/10/15