Glass Hearts
Beautiful War.
Monday's already come, I didn't answered to Austin's text,if he's into me, he deserve someone better than me, I'm a mess, even if everything's okay I turn my self down, I've always been like that.
I walked to school, I was alone, Austin didn't show up like he did a few days ago, I was ready for another torturing day I didn't even care anymore , as I stepped in Mike made me fall on the ground and kicked me in the stomach, I felt my ribs cracking, Austin was there, this time he didn't pick me up from the ground and he didn't even look at me he just followed the others when Mike finished with me, I didn't blame Austin, he had all the reasons to be mad at me.
Austin's Pov
As Mike was kicking him I felt double the pain that Alan was feeling,the shit that was going on was all my fault! I didn't stop Mike and I wasn't brave enough to look at that evil show.
The morning passed slowly and as the lunch arrived I saw Alan again, he was a mess he had bags under his eyes and he seemed even weaker, I should've listened to Shay better than my own angriness.
-have you seen how bad was that ginger fag cried this morning- said Mike proudly, I felt the blood boiling in my veins
-yeah it was sick! "stop it, stop it please"- Danny laughed, it was ironical how Danny had changed from the new bullied English guy to the "laughing at the weaker" guy.
-Austin you're silent today-Mike said deliberately provoking me
-Do you feel sorry for your little ginger boyfriend?- he grinned
That was enough.
-You know what Mike? I'm sick of your stupid behavior, I know who you really are! I talked to your step-brother! You're so childish! You pick on others just because you're angry with your dad because he married another women! Wake up little prince! You're 20 and you're still at high school! Try to move on with your life instead of ruin other's ones!"
He stared at me, he was stoned, I made him face the reality and he hated that.
-Whatever-he shouted
-I'll have my revenge.-
He didn't worry me at all, bullies were in my past and I had been part of them for a while, I lived both point of view and now I know how to defend my self.
I put the rest of my lunch in the trash and took my phone out of my pocket, I must talk to Alan now.
-Alan, meet me in the school yards in 10? I need to talk to you.
Austin.-
Alan's Pov
My phone buzzed while I was talking with Justin and Aaron about what happened Saturday, I tiredly read the text, it was from Austin
-Alan meet me in the school yard in 10? I need to talk you.
Austin.-
My eyes opened wide, I couldn't believe it ,he still wants to talk to me, it's even better he NEED to talk to me! I rushed to the school yard without say goodbye to the guys and I didn't even mind if my ribs were still hurting because of this morning, he was there, he was ALREADY there waiting for me.
-Hi- I said shyly
-Alan, finally , I'm sorry , I know you might thinking I'm just repeating apologies,but I was angry and confused, why didn't you answered my text? why did you run away?-
I felt a tear running down my face, he cared, he was the first one who really cared of me, I couldn't tell a word, It took me ages to say something.
-I was scared Austin , everything was going to well, I'm not used to it ,I don't , I don't deserve all this- I sighed
-indeed you don't deserve this , you deserve more!- he said with a deep and cheerful voice , I couldn't help but blushing.
-You know what? Fuck everything, we're going out from here- he said handing me my backpack, I was shocked and worried at the same time, what if we get caught? At last I didn't care of my fears I took his hand and followed him to the gates.
Austin's Pov
I wanted to escape from that sad building, but I didn't want to run away alone, I needed him with me, as he took my hand, I felt that he was shaking a bit,I loved his insecureness and the baggy clothes he wears to hide his self.
I had no idea of where to take him , it could have been everywhere, I just wanted to be with him.
-where are we going Austin?- he asked me with a trembling voice
-I don't know Alan, wanna go to my place?- my dad was working and he wouldn't come back 'till 10pm, so I was sure no one would catch us.
Alan nodded and smiled, I was surprised it was the first time I've seen him smiling so genuinely and that smile was amazing.
I opened the door , Alan was still holding my hand but he was shaking less than before.
-Netflix and Pop corns?- I smiled to him
-Yes it would be perfect- he blushed
-so choose a film as I bring something to eat- I headed to the kitchen, I felt so good, like I left a heavy weight behind me,I went back to the living room and put all the stuff on the table.
-what you've chosen?-
-500 days of summer, pleeeeease- his eyes were shining, any shade of sadness had flown away.
-let's go for it then!-
As soon as the film started he fall asleep into my arms, I had never thought that I could feel something so strong for a guy I've just met, but watching he sleeping made me feel warm, he looked so peaceful and a little smile appeared on his lips.
The movie finished soon, Alan was still sleeping.
-'morning ginger princess- I joked
-uhm ... Austin, where are we?- God he's sleeping voice fucked my head up, it was a bit rougher than normal and sounded so good.
-in my house I guess- I laughed and so did he
-so what about going to my bedroom?... Well don't get me wrong, just to talk a bit... You know...- I blushed
-I didn't get you wrong Austin, I'm gay but not a pervert- he winked
I walked to school, I was alone, Austin didn't show up like he did a few days ago, I was ready for another torturing day I didn't even care anymore , as I stepped in Mike made me fall on the ground and kicked me in the stomach, I felt my ribs cracking, Austin was there, this time he didn't pick me up from the ground and he didn't even look at me he just followed the others when Mike finished with me, I didn't blame Austin, he had all the reasons to be mad at me.
Austin's Pov
As Mike was kicking him I felt double the pain that Alan was feeling,the shit that was going on was all my fault! I didn't stop Mike and I wasn't brave enough to look at that evil show.
The morning passed slowly and as the lunch arrived I saw Alan again, he was a mess he had bags under his eyes and he seemed even weaker, I should've listened to Shay better than my own angriness.
-have you seen how bad was that ginger fag cried this morning- said Mike proudly, I felt the blood boiling in my veins
-yeah it was sick! "stop it, stop it please"- Danny laughed, it was ironical how Danny had changed from the new bullied English guy to the "laughing at the weaker" guy.
-Austin you're silent today-Mike said deliberately provoking me
-Do you feel sorry for your little ginger boyfriend?- he grinned
That was enough.
-You know what Mike? I'm sick of your stupid behavior, I know who you really are! I talked to your step-brother! You're so childish! You pick on others just because you're angry with your dad because he married another women! Wake up little prince! You're 20 and you're still at high school! Try to move on with your life instead of ruin other's ones!"
He stared at me, he was stoned, I made him face the reality and he hated that.
-Whatever-he shouted
-I'll have my revenge.-
He didn't worry me at all, bullies were in my past and I had been part of them for a while, I lived both point of view and now I know how to defend my self.
I put the rest of my lunch in the trash and took my phone out of my pocket, I must talk to Alan now.
-Alan, meet me in the school yards in 10? I need to talk to you.
Austin.-
Alan's Pov
My phone buzzed while I was talking with Justin and Aaron about what happened Saturday, I tiredly read the text, it was from Austin
-Alan meet me in the school yard in 10? I need to talk you.
Austin.-
My eyes opened wide, I couldn't believe it ,he still wants to talk to me, it's even better he NEED to talk to me! I rushed to the school yard without say goodbye to the guys and I didn't even mind if my ribs were still hurting because of this morning, he was there, he was ALREADY there waiting for me.
-Hi- I said shyly
-Alan, finally , I'm sorry , I know you might thinking I'm just repeating apologies,but I was angry and confused, why didn't you answered my text? why did you run away?-
I felt a tear running down my face, he cared, he was the first one who really cared of me, I couldn't tell a word, It took me ages to say something.
-I was scared Austin , everything was going to well, I'm not used to it ,I don't , I don't deserve all this- I sighed
-indeed you don't deserve this , you deserve more!- he said with a deep and cheerful voice , I couldn't help but blushing.
-You know what? Fuck everything, we're going out from here- he said handing me my backpack, I was shocked and worried at the same time, what if we get caught? At last I didn't care of my fears I took his hand and followed him to the gates.
Austin's Pov
I wanted to escape from that sad building, but I didn't want to run away alone, I needed him with me, as he took my hand, I felt that he was shaking a bit,I loved his insecureness and the baggy clothes he wears to hide his self.
I had no idea of where to take him , it could have been everywhere, I just wanted to be with him.
-where are we going Austin?- he asked me with a trembling voice
-I don't know Alan, wanna go to my place?- my dad was working and he wouldn't come back 'till 10pm, so I was sure no one would catch us.
Alan nodded and smiled, I was surprised it was the first time I've seen him smiling so genuinely and that smile was amazing.
I opened the door , Alan was still holding my hand but he was shaking less than before.
-Netflix and Pop corns?- I smiled to him
-Yes it would be perfect- he blushed
-so choose a film as I bring something to eat- I headed to the kitchen, I felt so good, like I left a heavy weight behind me,I went back to the living room and put all the stuff on the table.
-what you've chosen?-
-500 days of summer, pleeeeease- his eyes were shining, any shade of sadness had flown away.
-let's go for it then!-
As soon as the film started he fall asleep into my arms, I had never thought that I could feel something so strong for a guy I've just met, but watching he sleeping made me feel warm, he looked so peaceful and a little smile appeared on his lips.
The movie finished soon, Alan was still sleeping.
-'morning ginger princess- I joked
-uhm ... Austin, where are we?- God he's sleeping voice fucked my head up, it was a bit rougher than normal and sounded so good.
-in my house I guess- I laughed and so did he
-so what about going to my bedroom?... Well don't get me wrong, just to talk a bit... You know...- I blushed
-I didn't get you wrong Austin, I'm gay but not a pervert- he winked
Notes
Here's a really cute Austin, what will happen next ;)
Title Credit: Beautiful War- Kings of Leon
@Itsgettinhardtobreathe
Very Very True! xD
7/28/15