Glass Hearts
A Daydream Away
Alan's Pov
-hei come to the window ;)
Austin xx-
-what are you planning?
Alan xx-
I was getting used to Austin secretly coming around,but it still made me smiling awfully everytime I got texted from him.
-Aus, you can come in you know? - I giggled
-I like teasing you - he winked
-Come down for a while I need to tell you something...-
-I'll be there in a min- I closed the window and headed to the mirror I wasn't as messy as I thought.
-so what do you want?-
-you'll see-
He said covering my eyes with one hand with the other he handed me a piece of paper, I didn't know what that was or meant, but eventually I managed to take his hand away from my eyes.
-what? Why! Are we going to Florida?!- I was shocked he had just given me two tickets to Pensacola,was that my birthday present or was he messing around?
-yes,we're going to Florida- he smiled naively
-but...we... Are we going there alone?...like just you and I?- I was happy I felt like flying that was the best birthday present ever!
-all alone...my father left us our house for the weekend, well it's not that big but it'd be okay- he bit his lips while moving away his fringe.
-oh god, Austin it's amazing, I'm ... I'm speechless, you didn't have to do it for me.- I blushed,it felt like the first time he talk to me at school.
-I have to do it for you...we're leaving in 2 days,are you coming?-he smiled
-I am,but I gotta ask, you know...- I looked down, things weren't all gold and glory at home.
He hugged me and ran away as My dad's car arrived down the road.
Okay I had to face then situation , I was nervous, they didn't know about me and Austin, but they might suspected something, anyway I wasn't going to tell them, I was just going to ask them if I could go to Florida for a weekend.
-Alan, dinner's ready!-my mother mumbled
-coming- I whispered.
Recently dinners had been very quite, my mother was sent home from her job,my dad was stressed as fuck, and I was tired of hear them fighting.
-so... A friend of mine invited me to go to Florida, like it's my birthday in 2 days, so I wanted to ask you if I could go...-I was playing with my hand, my parents were staring at me.
-no, in anyway, I won't let you go with that tattooed guy- my father growled looking me right in the eyes
-let him go- my mother spitted out.
She was being my dreamed allied and my greatest fear at the same time, I could see she was breaking down and she couldn't stand her life, she had the same facial expression that I used to have before meeting Austin.
-I'm not going to Pam , in anyway-
I felt the needing to cry I was sure he wouldn't let me go, but little did I hope that he would.
-whatever Sam, he's almost 18, he's good boy, he had never done something wrong,he got so much better at school-
-I don't wanna have a fag son!-he shouted
-First of all he didn't say he is, secondly what would be wrong with that?- my mother shouted back -
I had stayed in the corner, silently,for all the time, but I needed to talk now.
-I am, I'm not even sorry about that! Austin makes me happy, he saved me , just in case you didn't know, I was going to kill my self , but he came into my life and saved my ass.-
-you don't have to be sorry Alan, I'm sorry if I hadn't been a good mother and I hadn't noticed you were falling into pieces!- she hugged me sobbing.
I was feeling thousands of feelings: angriness, happiness , fear, I saw my father heading towards me, he slapped me and whispered angrily
-out from this house now.-
I was too furious ,to think I rushed to my room slammed the door and picked the first things I could see then I jumped out from the window and screamed a great "fuck you" to all I had left behind me.
Austin's Pov
I heard the doorbell, turned the tv off and made my way to the door, wondering who could be, as it was quite late.
-Austin !- Alan stepped in angrily
-what's going on ? It's almost midnight what happened?-I was a bit worried he was so nervous that he was actually shaking.
-from what do I have to start ?!- he carried on shouting
-well first of all try not to yell 'cause dad's sleeping- I smiled took him to the kitchen.
-yes I'm sorry-he roughly answered.
-so what's happening ?-
-So... I was asking my parents if I could go to Florida with you, my dad said no 'cause he doesn't like you, my mother said to him to let me go, but he didn't listen to her, he said he didn't want a fag son so my mother said what would be wrong with that - he's voice sounded broken but he wasn't crying he seemed stronger than ever before.
-... I said I was gay and that you saved me when I was killing my self, my mother broke down in tears and hugged me, but my dad slapped me saying he didn't want to see me around anymore and I was so fed up and I ran to you -
-do you wanna stay the night or the week or as long as you need to stay, I don't think it would be a problem for my dad and I'm sorry for your family situation- I said hugging him tightly , he kissed me and we headed to my bedroom.
While he was taking out from his bag some of his clothes I was wondering how he had changed since we've met, he wasn't weak anymore, he didn't shed a tear even though his father kicked him out and his family was fucking up , I've met an insecure and delicate guy, now I was standing in front of a growth ,strong man, he said it happened all thanks to me, but I had never thought that I could affect someone so much, After all I'm just a no one who had been through kind of the same shit.
-hei come to the window ;)
Austin xx-
-what are you planning?
Alan xx-
I was getting used to Austin secretly coming around,but it still made me smiling awfully everytime I got texted from him.
-Aus, you can come in you know? - I giggled
-I like teasing you - he winked
-Come down for a while I need to tell you something...-
-I'll be there in a min- I closed the window and headed to the mirror I wasn't as messy as I thought.
-so what do you want?-
-you'll see-
He said covering my eyes with one hand with the other he handed me a piece of paper, I didn't know what that was or meant, but eventually I managed to take his hand away from my eyes.
-what? Why! Are we going to Florida?!- I was shocked he had just given me two tickets to Pensacola,was that my birthday present or was he messing around?
-yes,we're going to Florida- he smiled naively
-but...we... Are we going there alone?...like just you and I?- I was happy I felt like flying that was the best birthday present ever!
-all alone...my father left us our house for the weekend, well it's not that big but it'd be okay- he bit his lips while moving away his fringe.
-oh god, Austin it's amazing, I'm ... I'm speechless, you didn't have to do it for me.- I blushed,it felt like the first time he talk to me at school.
-I have to do it for you...we're leaving in 2 days,are you coming?-he smiled
-I am,but I gotta ask, you know...- I looked down, things weren't all gold and glory at home.
He hugged me and ran away as My dad's car arrived down the road.
Okay I had to face then situation , I was nervous, they didn't know about me and Austin, but they might suspected something, anyway I wasn't going to tell them, I was just going to ask them if I could go to Florida for a weekend.
-Alan, dinner's ready!-my mother mumbled
-coming- I whispered.
Recently dinners had been very quite, my mother was sent home from her job,my dad was stressed as fuck, and I was tired of hear them fighting.
-so... A friend of mine invited me to go to Florida, like it's my birthday in 2 days, so I wanted to ask you if I could go...-I was playing with my hand, my parents were staring at me.
-no, in anyway, I won't let you go with that tattooed guy- my father growled looking me right in the eyes
-let him go- my mother spitted out.
She was being my dreamed allied and my greatest fear at the same time, I could see she was breaking down and she couldn't stand her life, she had the same facial expression that I used to have before meeting Austin.
-I'm not going to Pam , in anyway-
I felt the needing to cry I was sure he wouldn't let me go, but little did I hope that he would.
-whatever Sam, he's almost 18, he's good boy, he had never done something wrong,he got so much better at school-
-I don't wanna have a fag son!-he shouted
-First of all he didn't say he is, secondly what would be wrong with that?- my mother shouted back -
I had stayed in the corner, silently,for all the time, but I needed to talk now.
-I am, I'm not even sorry about that! Austin makes me happy, he saved me , just in case you didn't know, I was going to kill my self , but he came into my life and saved my ass.-
-you don't have to be sorry Alan, I'm sorry if I hadn't been a good mother and I hadn't noticed you were falling into pieces!- she hugged me sobbing.
I was feeling thousands of feelings: angriness, happiness , fear, I saw my father heading towards me, he slapped me and whispered angrily
-out from this house now.-
I was too furious ,to think I rushed to my room slammed the door and picked the first things I could see then I jumped out from the window and screamed a great "fuck you" to all I had left behind me.
Austin's Pov
I heard the doorbell, turned the tv off and made my way to the door, wondering who could be, as it was quite late.
-Austin !- Alan stepped in angrily
-what's going on ? It's almost midnight what happened?-I was a bit worried he was so nervous that he was actually shaking.
-from what do I have to start ?!- he carried on shouting
-well first of all try not to yell 'cause dad's sleeping- I smiled took him to the kitchen.
-yes I'm sorry-he roughly answered.
-so what's happening ?-
-So... I was asking my parents if I could go to Florida with you, my dad said no 'cause he doesn't like you, my mother said to him to let me go, but he didn't listen to her, he said he didn't want a fag son so my mother said what would be wrong with that - he's voice sounded broken but he wasn't crying he seemed stronger than ever before.
-... I said I was gay and that you saved me when I was killing my self, my mother broke down in tears and hugged me, but my dad slapped me saying he didn't want to see me around anymore and I was so fed up and I ran to you -
-do you wanna stay the night or the week or as long as you need to stay, I don't think it would be a problem for my dad and I'm sorry for your family situation- I said hugging him tightly , he kissed me and we headed to my bedroom.
While he was taking out from his bag some of his clothes I was wondering how he had changed since we've met, he wasn't weak anymore, he didn't shed a tear even though his father kicked him out and his family was fucking up , I've met an insecure and delicate guy, now I was standing in front of a growth ,strong man, he said it happened all thanks to me, but I had never thought that I could affect someone so much, After all I'm just a no one who had been through kind of the same shit.
Notes
Alan's bday is very near and he got the best present ever , even though he had to fight for it!
Love ya all ! I'll upload some new stuff soon , I swear.!
Bea.
Title Credit: A daydream away - All time low
@Itsgettinhardtobreathe
Very Very True! xD
7/28/15