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Run Away Before It's Too Late

Following Deadly Trends

It's been weeks since Jordan apologized. I started school about a week after Jordan apologized. I supposed Oli thought it would be good for me to meet new people. I shove my fingers further down my throat and wiggle them viciously. Bile, blood, stomach acid, and food spills into the toilet. Blood and bile conitinue coming up. Fuck, my throat burns now. Oh well. As of recent, Oliver has been making sure I eat when he's around. He thinks I already eat, but he just wants to see me eat good food I guess. I dunno. I always eat something healthy that I will be able to tolerate absorbing the calories from. Something like fruit you know?

This time, however, he ordered pizza. And of course, me being me, binged. I ate an entire pizza. All six-fucking-teen pieces! Which is why I'm purging. School is fucking horrible. Even after a week, I still had a pretty band bruise on my face from Jordan slapping me. And because of that, I was bullied horribly the first day. It's only gotten worse since that first since day.

I wake Oli up when it's time for me to leave. So that means that I don't eat in the morning. I also skip lunch and snacks at school. School meals have more calories than many meals. And more often than not, it's not even real meat. I turn my nose up at the thought. I have no friends at school. I'm just the new outcast at school. Yay.

Johnnie picks me up from school every day. Oli and the band has band practice every day so it's quite loud and I don't feel like dealing with certain shit over there. Thank god no one at the school knows Oli is my father. Bitches would try being fake friends. Then I'd get really pissed.

I go and wake Oli up. I'm dressed in a BMTH horizon muscle shirt. I have my scars and cuts covered up with make up. I'm dressed this. Oli sits up and yawns. He makes a glass of coffee and drives me to school.

I get out the car. Of course, me being clumsy ass me, runs into someone. Fuck. I let loose a string of curses and I hear the person I ran into let loose a whistle. "Damn girl, you sure do have quite the colorful vocabulary." I roll my eyes.

"Yeah and what of it?" I snap. The person offers me their hand but I ignore it. I look up. Hm..he looks familiar. Oh well. I turn and begin to walk away.

"Wait! My name is Christian Novelli and you are?"

"None of your fucking business and not in the mood for what ever the fuck you want." I say curtly. Ah, now I remeber him. He's a youtuber. Why the hell is he at my school? I wonder....does Johnnie know him? I shrug. I'll ask him later. I go to my first class.

TIME LAPSE

Fnally the bell rings for lunch. While I don't eat, I take the opportunity to take a table outside and sit by myself. I blast my music in my ears as I draw. I feel someone walk up behind me. "Fuck off." Someone pulls my headphones out. Oh hell no, they just didn't. I stand up and punch the preppy bitch in her face.THat felt good, especially since she's one of the bitches who is always bullying me. Everybody else gapes at me. I act like I'm about t hit them and they all scram. Well everyone except the bitch's cliche. I sneer and kick her towards them. They drag her away.

I sit back down and put my headphones back in. Christian comes and sits next to me. I sigh and gather my things up. I walk away. He follows me. "Leave me the fuck alone." He just catches up to me and turns around as he shakes his head. Ugh. I sing silent praise when the bell rings.

TIME LAPSE

I walk towards Johnnie's car. He decides to get out of the car today. He runs to me and picks me up and spins me around. I giggle and hug him back. I stiffen as I hear Diana's voice.

"Well well, what do we have here." She says. Johnnie lets me go and I turn around. I smile When I see I broke her nose. Bitch deserved it. Her eyes widen then narrow when she sees that I'm standing next to Johnnie. I guess she recognizes him. My hypothesis is proven correct when she walks up to him, bats her lashes, and says in a seductive voice, "Can I get an autograph?" Johnnie just looks ta me like is this girl for real? I nod my head. He sighs.

"Yeah whatever. " He grabs a piece of paper and a pen from his car and signs it for her. We walk away as she silently fumes.


"Hey wait!" Oh shit, not him too. Johnnie stops but I attempt to drag him before Christian can catch up to us. Apparently, luck is not on my side. Fucking bitch. He catches up to us an he asks me my name and number. I sigh.

"Fine. We can be friends but if you annoy me too much, you'll regret it." I vow darkly. Johnnie gulps. I silently chuckle at the thought that a threat not even directed at him scares him. Christian gulps but nods. I sigh and tell him my name and phone number. After that, Johnnie and I leave. Thank Jesus I'm away from Hell.

Notes

I started this fanfic on March 1 of this year. So only thirteen days ago. I might not be updating a lot. I'm going to try doing a lot of things around d the house so my mum will say yes when I ask her if I can go to the OM&M concert in April. Wish me luck.

Comments

So what if you're "crazy". We're all "crazy" in our own way. Hell I'm even a little "crazy". Being "crazy" just means you're limited edition and not a washing machine. People need to think before they speak and open their minds before their mouths. Show them how it feels to be treated the way they treat you. Kick their a$$ a little.

One of my ex-friends went to a place that's a little similar to the place you went.


If you ever need to talk, I'm here to listen :)

I love the fact that he says my daughter.

@Jaxx_Hysteria
Thanks. That's good because I noticed that i'm actually pretty good at writing dark/disturbing things.

@Uchigawa_ni_shinda17
yay i like things that are dark and if you need new friends this bitch right here will love on you darlin

@jackiegirl
Sorry, I'm just seeing this now. But thank you though I don't really feel like I'm any good. Aww, that's sweet and I hope I will too.
But yeah, I'm planning on writing a new fanfic to help me feel better since it'll distract me from all the bullshit my family and "friends" are putting me through lately.
Oh P.S.: The sequel is going to be rather dark with torture (detailed descriptions probably), possible character death/murder, maybe mentions of rape (Not quite certain on this part), and more but yeah. Just a heads up.