Run Away Before It's Too Late
Sorry
Hey guys. I don't know if I'm going to continue this story or not. I just feel like complete and utter shit right now. My mother found out I was cutting again and flipped a fucking switch....not a good sight to see...or experience. She treats me worse than she ever has before, (I never thought it was possible but apparently it is), and makes fun of me more. She's also been hitting me a lot more lately. I really just want to end it right now. It's gotten so bad that not even any of Johnnie's, Damon's, Jason's, etc. videos can help. I've already tried committing suicide twice and I just can't take this anymore. I'm probably going to end up back in the hospital because the counselor at school reported it. Fucking bitch made me feel like a pathetic, worthless waste of flesh and then has the nerve to say she's only trying to help me? Fuck it. I'm ust so depressed and upset right now... I'm sorry guys..
So what if you're "crazy". We're all "crazy" in our own way. Hell I'm even a little "crazy". Being "crazy" just means you're limited edition and not a washing machine. People need to think before they speak and open their minds before their mouths. Show them how it feels to be treated the way they treat you. Kick their a$$ a little.
One of my ex-friends went to a place that's a little similar to the place you went.
If you ever need to talk, I'm here to listen :)
8/17/16