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Repeating Apologies

Chapter XXIII

Alan POV
We had band practise today and I'd be lying if I said I was pumped for it. I didn't want to be there, not after that phone call but Austin practically dragged me saying 'there's something important to announce" so I guess I had to be there.
Austin drove me over, his hand on my most of the way, he knew how I was feeling and he was trying to cheer me up, one of the reasons I love him. He always tries.
We arrived at the building and Austin practically dragged me in. "We won't do much" he admitted. We walked in and sat on the sofas, Tino and Phil came in from the kitchen, passing us a drink each. "So, did you find someone?" Tino asked as they both took a seat. Austin nodded his head, "he'll be here soon" he grinned.
Moments past and we heard the door bang as Austin sat there with a smug ass smile on his face. We all turned to the door and Aaron walked in.
Wait.
Did he say yes?
"Aaron!" Phil grinned at him, standing up and half hugged him. I looked to Austin who smiled.
"How?" I asked him
"Ask him"
After a while of normal chat Aaron finally sat down
"Things weren't going to well in Jamies Elsewhere, they got a little too different for me" he explained. "I mean, I'm only really trying out today"
Tino 'psh'd' him "We already know you're great, man"
It actually made me a little bit happier, the band was coming together a little bit now.
We spent the rest of the day practising, Aaron sounded amazing and things were going great as a band, it took my mind of my parents a while.
"So, Jacobs?" Phil asked
So, sure as anything, we all went to Jacobs for a celebratory drink. As we sat in the boothes Aaron got the drinks. Me and Austin drunk the non-alcoholic drinks as per usual whilst the rest drank their beers. I sighed and leaned my head on Austin. "I miss getting drunk sometimes"
Austin looked at me and laughed a little bit. "I know kid"
"Just one night?" I asked him like a little puppy
He sighed at me "I can't exactly stop you but I don't think it's the best time to, do you?"
I hadn't thought about that all night and he just brought it up, and damn right he couldn't stop me. "I'll get the next round in" I announced.
When I got the drinks Austin was too busy to notice what I was ordering because he was texting someone.
I got in some shots and a couple of beers. Including for myself. What's the worst that could happen?
Austin POV
My friend Toby kept texting me, he was having trouble with his girlfriend and I was helping him through a couple of things. I don't know what had gotten into Alan but he suddenly went weird on me and then started drinking. I advised him against it because I know what it will end like but who am I to stop him? He's a grown man and I can't make his decisions for me, just be there for the aftermath and keep him safe.
He and the rest of the guys were going crazy all night, I guess its their first time getting hammered with Alan so they got a little bit over the top.
He got to the point where he was dancing really close to people, making a fool of himself. I admit, it was kind of funny but I had to try put a stop to it. I walked up to him and took hold of his hand. "Don't you think you've had enough?"
He furrowed his eyebrows angrily. "I'll fucking decide that" he growled and pushed me away from him. He had turned aggressive toward me, which is exactly how I fucked my life up before. "Alan, come on, you're not being yourself, time to settle down?" I added.
"Austin, go away, i'm finally having fun" he slurred. The guy that was stood near us turned around and walked closer to me, trying to intimidate me. "Dude, he said back off, so back the fuck off"
"See! he knows!" Alan shouted after him. I took a step back trying to avoid a fight at all cost. "Hey, what's your name?" Alan muttered to the guy that 'stood up' for him.
I just sighed and shook my head "I'll be at the booth when you're ready Alan" I mentioned. He just scowled at me so I took that as my cue to leave. I had no idea why he was being like this with me and I really didn't like it. He worried me, he just turned so easily.
I sat in the booth texting Toby, but ever so often keeping an eye on what Alan was doing. I was fine with him just talking to this guy, but if either one of them tried anything I was stepping in. Whether i'd have to get into a fight or not.
Alan came waltzing over, he couldn't even walk a straight line. "You should go home, I won't be home tonight, I'm partying all night!" he shouted to me then went back to where he was, taking a shot. Of course I was staying here, I needed to watch over him.
2.13am I was so tired, Alan was starting to calm down a little bit but I still watched him. The guy he was with stayed with him all night, he hadn't made a move so far, and then I looked again.
The guy was doing the slow come up to the kiss and Alan looked like he was going to go for it. I stood straight up and dashed straight over, interrupting them before they could actually do anything. "I don't think so" I threatened the guy.
He looked pissed, like really angry. "Cock block much!" He shouted as his fist flew to my ribs. I winced at the impact but it wasn't too bad. I took hold of the guys knees and threw him over my shoulder, he shouted and tried punching my back to escape but it wasn't working. I kicked open the door to outside and threw him out of the sidewalk. He stood up still wanting to fight so, I gave him what he wanted. There were a couple of swings, some hits and some misses between the both of us, the guys from the band came out to watch, telling me to just leave it and then Alan came out, screaming at me to stop fighting him because he hasn't done anything.
Alan was sticking up for the guy he was just about to make out with, it just made me mad. The angrier I got the more I took it out on this guy, he probably didn't deserve all I gave him.
Tino took hold of my shoulders pulling me off the guy and Alan went to go speak to him.
"Dude, fucking breathe" Tino tried to calm me down "Take it easy" He patted my back and tried to get me to match his breathing so I would come back to normal, he had obviously sobored up a little. I looked to Alan, he normally helps me calm down but he didn't. Far from it.
He had taken a drink out with him, he took a swig then marched up to me. "Who the fuck do you think you are" he spat in my face. "You can't just fucking do that, what are you some kind of monster?"
I squeezed my hands shut, trying to calm down and ignore his drunken words but they were getting to me. "Alan, what the hell" Phil piped up.
"Get the fuck out of here Austin" Alan continued as he tried to push me as much as he could. I didn't say a word, I wanted to say something to him, say something to hurt him, hurt him as much as he hurt me. I wanted to- no. I was not going to hit him, never. I would never hit him.
"Stay out all you fucking like then! I'm just trying to help you" I shouted at him, I didn't mean to say that, I try so hard not to actually say things like that to anyone, let alone him.
"Fuck off Austin!" he screamed back as he walked over to this random guy. I looked to Tino who was just as shocked as the others. "Calm down" he repeated himself, I shook his hand off my shoulder and got in my car and drove home.
I had never been so mad, not for a couple of years. I couldn't believe him, this is exactly why I advised him against drinking. I got home and for a second I thought I was calm, but as soon as I dropped my keys, I took hold of the vase that sat on the bookshelf at the side and threw it at the wall, screaming in anger, i kicked the coffee table over and broke whatever was on there, i heard the smashing and i still didn't feel better.
I slammed my room door shut and laid out on my bed. Trying so hard to forget what happened, to just imagine Alan was next to me, listening to my heart beat, after we had just spent the night together, but nothing. Nothing was calming me down.

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Comments

Oh good that Austin is safe! I'm so glad that you're back to writing this story :)

Chaos'sWolf Chaos'sWolf
5/12/15

I seriously just read both the prequel and the sequel today and this is amazing.... I really want you to update

SnypperBVB16 SnypperBVB16
4/25/15

What happened to this story!? I'm still anxious for more!!

Chaos'sWolf Chaos'sWolf
4/3/15

YAAAAAAAS A SEQUEL!!! I'm addicted and gosh dang it, I need more!!

Chaos'sWolf Chaos'sWolf
1/5/15

@sir langdon my fish
Omg thank you so so so much! It means so much to me!

Vincent Vincent
1/5/15