Alan POV
It still bothered me slightly that Austin told the other two and not me.. I guess it was a while ago and i'm just being stupid. I just wish he would've told me. I wanted to put it behind me and not think of it anymore but it was always there, floating around in the back of my mind.
No, I won't make this into an argument, i'm not arguing with him over something so small. I do not want to get into a tiff with him.
I smiled as I saw him roll over next to me, he was still fast asleep but even then he was beautiful. I could watch him forever but that'd be a little bit creepy. I was so thankful that I was actually able to wake up next to him. I wanted to wake him so badly and tell him how much he means to me but I also wanted to leave him to sleep peacefully.
I decided on the latter, and carefully rolled out of bed making sure not to disturb him.
As I walked out of the room I noticed Aaron, Tino and Phil sat in the living room, Aaron nodded at me and said morning, along with the other two. I furrowed my eyebrows, confused to as why they were here. "Whats going on?" I asked.
"Austin said he was ready to start practise again so we thought we'd just pop by first" Phil smiled at me.
I was still a little panicky over Austin and what he was able to do now. Surely i'm just being silly though. "He's uh- still asleep" I confessed, Tino rolled his eyes. I flopped on the sofa next to Aaron as Tino stood up. "I'll wake him up"
I felt really bad but he walked in there, I heard Austin and Tino laughing and then Austin being practically dragged out of the room. I couldn't help but giggle at his sleepy face. He smiled softly at me and took a seat near me, resting his arm on the back of the sofa behind me.
I rested my head on his shoulder and yawned, still a little tired.
"So, what time we starting?" Austin asked, he didn't even sound tired. "I was thinking in like an hour?" Phil replied with a question "If that's alright with everyone" We all nodded our heads, I rubbed my eyes and walked into the kitchen to get something to eat. If I didn't eat in the morning you wouldn't want to know me.
I walked through with some toast in my hand and sat back with Austin. We hadn't actually spoken this morning I realized. But as soon as I sat down, he grabbed my other slice of toast and took a bite from it. I frowned at him and he just laughed. I stook my elbow in his side and finished my breakfast.
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We all went in Phil's car to the 'studio'. Me and Austin were sat in the back with Tino, who was minding his own business.
My leg was constantly shaking because I was still worried about Austin. I shouldn't be worried right? I'm being stupid. I bit my lip and looked at him, he raised an eyebrow at me. "A-are you sure you're ready to start again?" I asked him with a shake in my voice. He gave me a warm smile. "Yes, I'm sure"
I nodded my head at his reply. "How come you never told me?" I asked him. He gently squeezed my knee with his big hand "Because you act like this, now calm down Alan" He reassured me with a smile.
By the time we were there it didn't take us long to warm up or get back into the swing of things. We were practising a lot of stuff and tried out something new too. It surprised me how much we were getting done especially since its our first day back doing this. And I was worrying over nothing with Austin, he was fine, in-fact he was better than fine. He really put his heart and soul into the songs.
I couldn't help but smile at him. It was so nice to see him so full of life. I guess he would've been doing this before if it wasn't for me keeping him on lock and chain all the time. I'm turning into that bitch girlfriend everyone hates. Well, the one with the added part and small chest.. what.
It was our break and the guys went to the kitchen to get a drink which left me and Austin in the big room together. He walked over to me wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my forehead softly. "See, i'm fine"
I smiled at him. "I'm sorry, I-I just, I don't want anything to happen to you"
"And it won't" he reassured "but it's nice to know you really care"
"Of course I care"
He lovingly smiled at me as I placed a gentle kiss on his lips. It suddenly went dark, Austins arms were still around me but I couldn't see anything. One of the guys threw a towel over us and shouted "GET A ROOM"
I heard Austins perfect laugh as I chuckled along with him. I felt him shrug his shoulders and kiss me once again.
All in all, it was a perfect day. We had accomplished so much as a band in that one day, we were back into the swing of things and for some reason, I was more in love with Austin now than I was in the morning. There's just something about seeing him sing and just let go when he sings that brings a smile to my face.

A/N
I apologise wholeheartedly for not updating this story. I completely forgot I had it on this website, I will be posting the rest of the story right now.

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