Repeating Apologies

Alan POV
I had no idea what Austin was talking about, Jack was as faithful as ever. We enjoyed our night together and always. Oh did we enjoy it..
Anyway, I couldnt take my mind off what Austin had said. I wanted to confront Jack about it but it might just make him angry or upset that I would even think he'd cheat. Oh I dont know.
The next morning I got up and did my usual ritual, grab last nights shirt and some random PJ bottoms, shake my head and go for a wee. All was well, I dropped my pants and HOLY SHIT WHY THE FUCK DOES IT HURT. It was legit stinging, OH GOD WHAT THE HELL. Without realizing I let out a squeak of pain. What the fuck is going on. Jack ran into the bathroom after hearing my cries of pain without a distraught look on his face. "Whats going on baby?"
I pulled up my pants and placed my hands on my forehead, pushing my ginger hair backwards. "I- I dont know, It just killed"
Jack swallowed a lump in his throat and shook his head "You should go to the doctors babe" I nodded my head in agreement. "Yea-Yeah, i'll go today"
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Jack decided to go back home and 'sort some things out'. Aaron was busy with his band so Austin came with me to the doctors. I was kind of nervous just having him around, I constantly wondered what he'd say next, about me, Jack or.. us. There was no us. But, he didnt say a word about it. I guess he'd learnt to just not talk about it, he can keep his lies to himself. The conversations were kept about the band and about music, which was fine. It was finally my time to go and see the doctor. Austin waited outside for me, I took a deep breathe and walked into the doctors office.
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CHLAMYDIA? WHERE THE FUCK DID I GET CHLAMYDIA? I told the doctor what was wrong and he said theres a possibility its chlamydia, so I took the test and he said the result will be back in a couple of days but what else could it be? I mean, surely it wasnt chlamydia? The only guy ive slept with lately is Jack and there was no chance he'd been sleeping around. I walked out of the office and Austins eyes latched onto mine, he gave me a warm soft smile of which i didnt return. I sat next to him and folded my arms over my chest. "So whats up?" He asked. /
I bit my teeth "You didnt give me Chlamydia right?" I asked grumpily. I didnt want to say it loudly so everyone could hear. Austins head shot back and his eyes widened like I had offended him. "Kid, we used protection both times"
Okay, I guess that rules him out, I mean, surely I would've known by now if it was him anyway? Next I just had to confront Jack. We walked out of the doctors, well, when i say walked I mean, Austin walked and I marched in-front. "Can you take me to Jacks please?" I snapped at Austin, I didnt really mean for this to sound horrible or like I was just spitting orders at him but I just wanted to get to the bottom of this. Austin nodded his head.
Once we arrived I told Austin to wait in the car, and he did. I didnt know how long i'd be in here. I furiously knocked on the door until my knuckles reddened and Jack finally opened the door. Jack smiled once he saw me and again, I did not return it. "What did the doc say tiger?"
I walked past him and he closed the door. "Baby?" He asked again.
"H-Have you got Chlamydia?" I asked straight up. I just wanted to know what was going on. After the question he looked uncomfortable, he swallowed the lump in his throat and baffled the word no. "Y-You do don't you? I see how uncomfortable its making you" I groaned. He just shook his head. "Well I havent slept with anyone apart from you, so its gotta be you!" And after that, Jacks phone began to ring, I looked at it at the same time he did. We shared a glance and before he knew it I ran to pick his phone up, he tried to stop me. Oh he tried. I answered it but didnt say a word.
"Baby, I think i've got it, Im so sorry" the voice said across the line. I looked at him with spiteful eyes. That cheating sack of shit. Without hanging up I threw the phone down and marched my way to the door ignoring every pathetic excuse Jack tried to give me. "You're a real crock of shit you know that right?! I finally thought I had found the one! I guess its true that you tried to put yourself onto Austin then huh!"
"Baby, i- i can expl-"
"Dont you fucking baby me asshole! I dont want to hear your piece of shit excuses!"
I went for the door again this time not being stopped by Jack, before I slammed the door behind me I said one final thing. "Don't even fucking bother coming to get your things" And with that, he was out of my life. I planned on burning every piece of shit he had round mine, the cunt deserved it.
As soon as Austin saw me coming he started up the engine to his Jeep and as I sat down in the seat he asked me what was up. I didnt want to explain anything just yet, I was trying to cool down. We set off and I opened up the window to get some fresh air. Austin kept glancing at me every now and then on the way home and I had noticed he was taking the long way home.
"It was him." I let out sharply. "The bastard cheated on me" I felt a small hot tear try to break loose and it did. I didnt want to cry about this, I tried not to have feelings about this, all I wanted to do was hate him but I couldnt help but let my heart break a little. What I said was true. "I actually thought I had found the one."
Austin looked over to me and tried to warm me with his soft smile but it wasnt working. "Im sorry Alan" Why was he apologizing? "I know- you tried to tell me, I shouldve listened"
"Nah, i get how it can sound like pure jealousy. I was a fool to let you slip away and hes a fool for not knowing what he's got- had" he corrected himself. I let out a smile, his words helped me a little, as they always did.
Once we finally made it back to the apartment, we released our seat belts and I was about to get out before Austin called my name, which made me freeze in place. His eyes were lost in mine and he let out a small smile. I couldnt help but think he was enjoying this, well not enjoying but happy about it. Maybe that was just all in my head. "You're more than him, you're not worth his time. Don't dwell on it too much. You've got so much ahead of you"
A warm smile came across my lips and as if we read each others minds we came to an embrace, our lips collided softly and slowly. Our lips hadnt touched for so long it felt like a spark was reignited, but it was wrong. I had literally only just come out of a relationship and I thought anything between us had long gone. I pulled my head back and we froze. "I-Im sorry" He mumbled, lowering his head. "Th-this is b-bad timing" I shook my head, trying to convince myself, I quickly let myself out of the Jeep and headed up the stairs. Oh this is just going to confuse things even more!

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