Second and Sebring

-Snow’s pov
Eating dinner with the new family was really fun everyone could make everyone else laugh. Suddenly everybody started laughing and I could tell why Brian had stuck a fry up his nose. Eww brian you're not gonna eat that are you. Ahhh Snow welcome to dinner life where i’m always the center of attention. That is very true Alyssa chimed in. suddenly I heard a chime. it was my phone receiving a text. I read it and it broke my heart

ex boyfriend who’s a fag- You’re a slut you're probably fucking everybody
in your new household right now.

Um may I be excused. Sure go right ahead. Thank you, to be honest I didn’t want everybody to see me cry.
i text back my ex-boyfriend

me- what the fuck is your problem, what did i ever do to u

ex-boyfriend who's a fag- you’re my problem bitch do u realise that here back in new york i’m getting a so much hate because of you spreading those lies on my instagram.

me- I never did anything on your page, I don't even have instagram.

ex-boyfriend who’s a fag- whatever i’m going to bed.

I didn’t bother to text back because it would escalate things more than they already did. I started to cry quietly. Why did I have to be such a loser to everyone.Why am I even alive. I knew I was about to have an anxiety attack, but I didn’t know how to calm myself down from all the upset.



~ Jaxxin’s pov ~
I just sat there laughing at the dinner table with all the jokes Brian was pulling on the family. I suddenly realised that Snow wasn’t back yet. I wanted to check on her, but I didn’t want to intrude on her privacy. Then I heard Pierce the veil blasting. It was their song A match into water. I raced up the stairs knowing what was about to happen. I screamed Snow’s name. I had no response and her door was locked. I tried to kick open the door with no luck, I tried again and sceeded. I saw her sitting there on her bed. I rushed over and took her in my arms, as I rocked her back and forth as she started to fall asleep. As I layed her down she said Jaxxin stay with me or can I stay in your room with you. i don’t know hun I have to ask oli and my parents if its ok. okay but be back soon. I could tell by the look she had that something had happened and I couldn't stand to see her in so much pain.
hi jaxxin my parents and uncle oli cooed. um hey gyes I have a question.
Well shoot for it.
Can Snow sleep in my room tonight she’s going through a lot of stuff and i want to comfort her. Well it is clear that she trust you a lot oli said but what is another reason why i should let my daughter sleep in your room. She is going through a lot and asked if she could stay in my room.
I’m not sure but you take care of her and i might let You date her since since your mum has been dropping hints all week. Um thanks Oli. Well what are you waiting for go to her and comfort coming from the desperation in your voice she really needs you. She does i’m going to talk to her about what happened, see if she will tell me who or what made her have an anxiety attack as bad as the one she had. Well you better get going then.
“ later in my room”
Hey Snow. hmmmm I heard her hum still have asleep after crying so much. Are you ready to tell me what happened or do you want to wait. Jaxxin I don't really know i’m really tired right now but I can show you what happened if you like. Um ok. I let her out of my arms where she was snuggled against my chest. She got up and got her phone. Here this will cover why I had my attack. I read all of the text between her and someone she named ex-boyfriend who’s a fag.
What this boy told her made me so fucking pised off.
Snow who is this guy. She could tell how pissed I was by the tone in my voice. That’s my ex. Her tears hurt me so damn much I couldn’t stand to see her like this. c’mere Snow. She did as she was told I held her against my chest as we slowly but surely fell asleep.
~ Alyssa’s pov~
I was worried I couldn’t find Snow anywhere. I checked in all the rooms except for Jaxxin’s. When I got closer to his room I could hear voice’s inside. One of them I recognized as Jaxxin’s but the other I did not.
I knocked on his door and the voice’s inside hushed. I heard Jaxxin yell hold on. He opened his door enough for him to slip out without a problem, but I couldn't see in. Alyssa what do you need. He said tiredly.
Have you seen Snow i haven’t seen her since she asked to be excused from the dinner table.
Um Snow’s with me actually and don’t worry I have permission for her to sleep in my room. Ok I just wanted to know if she was okay, well i’ll let you get your sleep you look like you need it. Ok well then get going so we can all get some sleep. okay night.
With that I walked back to my room and went straight to my bed as soon as my head hit the pillow I was able to relax and dream the night away now that my mind has been but at rest.

Notes

Hey guys its up finally after 4 hours of typing and thinking for Idea's well um I guess i will only be up dating on the weekends so i don't get behind in school but yeah hope you guys like it