I'm Lost Without Your Warmth

Back to College: Warning Sexual Content ahead
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I laugh as Stacy tells another story of one of her friend's drunken behavior. We are on our way to yet again, another frat party. She said when telling me about it earlier this week "only cuties allowed this week" and "that means us baby!" Stacy slows the car to a stop in front of the familiar house and smiles at me.
"I feel like you're gonna have a good time tonight," Stacy says and grins. I think she may be right but I'm not sure what will make it a good time. We get out of the little car and walk to the open front door while dodging red cups littering the ground. The last thing I need to slipping on one of them and breaking my ankles in my heels. I could break one of the precious heels.
Stacy and I pile into the already overcrowded house and push through the crowd and into the (disgusting) kitchen.
"New cutie at 1 o'clock, he's drinking a sprite you can have this one. Make sure to show him a good time tonight," Stacy winks and pours herself a cup of vodka. She offers me some even though she knows I'm going to decline.
I'd rather make memories I remember, not ones I need to be told to me because I was drunk. That's one advantage of having me as a friend, I'll tell you exactly what you did while drunk because I'm always sober. Well unless I'm emotional or celebrating, I guess I'm mostly sober. Stacy tells me she's gonna find a man and leaves me alone in the kitchen. I spot the guy she had been talking about and he is in fact holding a sprite. He looks alone and his eyes dart around frantically like he's nervous. Maybe he doesn't like social stuff like this, some people get too overwhelmed.
I push through people and make my way to him, I make sure to wave my hips back and forth. I call it body flirting. His eyes rake my body and his frantic look in his eyes immediately turn to lust. I smile at him and place one of my hands on my hip.
"Hey, name is Arumi but I'd rather you call me Ari," I introduce myself and adjust my hair and stroke my hand lightly down his arm as I relax my arm at my side once again. He smirks at me and I notice his dark brown eyes are still clouded in lust.
"Hi my name is Jake but I'd prefer you moan Jakey later tonight," he smirks once again and seems very confident.
"Well I'll hold you to that, if you can even make me moan," I challenge and know exactly what this will lead to.
"Want me to prove it?"
"Well Jake do you think I'll believe you if you don't follow through?" I retaliate. He chuckles, his laugh is warming and low. I think I would like to keep this guy around for a little while. I close the distance between us until my chest is pressed against his. Our breaths intermingle and the music seems louder than before. His arms wrap around my waist and brings my hips closer to his. I can feel the bulge in his pants and applaud myself in my head. One of his hands slowly goes down until it rests on my butt and he smiles. We haven't said another word but it seems our eyes can say a lot.
One thing he is saying is he wants me. Sexually of course. I also want him. He seems like a half decent guy and is rather straight forward. I can also respect his confidence that matches mine. I slowly begin to move my hips side to side to rise a stir in his pants. His eyes widen for an instance. He brings his face down and his lips graze my ear causing shivers through my shoulders.
"Well how about we move this upstairs before we go any further," he rasps out. I can tell his breath has quickened and I grab one of his hands from behind me and lead him up the stairs. After rattling many locked doors I finally get an empty room. I giggle and lead him in and lock the door behind me. His eyes rake my body again and his lips part. I like his lips, they're very plump and pink.
"May I unzip your dress Ari," Jake says and his hands are already playing with the zipper. I nod and can't seem to force words from my mouth. His hands move the zipper down and the dress piles around my feet. It leaves me in my bra and panties and he looks me over and smiles. I place my hands on either side of his jacket and pull the sleeves from him and he lets the cloth fall to the floor. I also pull at the hem of his shirt before he pulls it up and over his head.
His black hair gets ruffled and I quickly straighten it out for him.
"Well thanks," he laughs again and I like the sound of him laughing. His brown eyes are also very welcoming when they crinkle at the corners. I laugh too and feel nervous and shy in front of a guy for the first time since high school. It's a weird feeling, the butterflies and the sudden urge to look at the floor. I sigh and wish I hadn't.
"What's wrong?"Jake picks up on my uneasiness so fast it's almost shocking.
" I feel nervous I guess. And I never feel nervous. You're just...different from other guys I guess."
"You're different than the other girls I've been around. You're at least honest. And don't worry I won't judge you or anything we are just gonna have a good time. I don't even care if you have a weird birth mark or something," he laughs again and it's the most wonderful sound. I laugh as well and decide to start this before I can't end it. Plus I probably won't be that nervous once we are both feeling good from each other.
"Here, let me take the lead tonight," Jake says and places his hands on the sides of my thighs. He trails his hands gently up and down leaving a trail of goosebumps where his fingers touched. I smile and one of my hands raises up and trails the tattoo on his chest. Jake smiles as well and I know I want to keep him around for a while.

Notes

Hey! I hope you somewhat enjoyed this chapter although I wrote it while severely disoriented at 5 am. Hopefully there isn't too many typos, I did write this one on my phone after all.
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~Kirsten