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This Love Is Sempiternal

Maniacal Me

Today was the day everyone leaves.

I looked around to see everyone here. Chris and his girlfriend, along with everyone else were kissing their significant other goodbye.


I pulled my half head of blue and blonde hair up into a quick bun . My jeans shorts and black leather crop top shown off my hip tattoos and belly ring. Thoughts of being on tour made me slightly smile and frown as i saw both tour busses roar to life.




The dim sunrise was barely peaking over the horizon.



Without noticing , i was picked up by the waist and thrown over someone's shoulder.


"Whoa!" I exclaimed laughing as i realized it was Austin who picked me up.




He set me in his arms bridal style and i looked deep into his chocolate orbs.



He was wearing a black sleeveless tank with black shredded skinny jeans and black vans.



His hair was spiked up as usual and his nose ring gleamed against his olive skin.




"Hi , beautiful " He purred pressing our lips together in a passionate slow kiss.




I melted into his hold as usual as i wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer.




I heard cameras flashing as we pulled away.




We looked over to see everyone 'awwing' at us and taking photos.




"I totally ship you gguuyyyss!" Arlet exclaimed like a fangirl making us all laugh.




He set me down and stood behind me and rested his chin on my head as everyone continued throwing bags into the tour busses.





"Jolly green giant!" I mumbled smiling as he laced our cold fingers together.



"Hey! It's not my fault you're my little half head elf. " He playfully teased and i giggled softly.




I turned to him and looked up at the love of my life.



I love this man with my entire soul.




I look over his beautiful colorful tattoos , his amazing biceps and smooth long arms as they held on to my waist and i looked back up to his chest where his scar faintly rested.




I bit down on my lip as i felt tears pass my cheeks.




He frowned deeply and wiped away my tears with his thumb as he followed my gaze to his scar.





"Babe, I'll be fine. I know you worry about me ... i worry about you too. But i take my medication everyday and i check in with my doctor whenever i feel like something is wrong. Tour won't be much of a difference. I'll call doc if i need him and i just refilled my med-" he reassured me as i pulled him down by his shirt and smashed our lips together.




I sucked all the air out of his lungs as i climbed on top of him and he held me up by my ass.



We pulled away and rested our foreheads together.



"You're my reason to breathe. I just need to constantly know you're okay. " I whispered and he smiled before kissing my forehead lovingly.





"You're my universe , Cassandra. I'll never leave you on earth alone. " He purred and my heart fluttered as the bus started beeping signaling it's departure.




"I have to go..." he whispered apologetically and i nodded as he put me down.





He grabbed the rest of his bags and as he put the rest on the bus , he turned around to look at me.




I smiled softly and he did too before getting on the bus.




Soon , miw and omam both boarded their busses and drove off.





The second they were out of sight, i got a text.





-Aussy Wassy - ●i miss you already ♡







I blushed hard and quickly replied back . I saw Arlet and Dani from afar and i walked towards them.




Arlet was wearing jean shorts with Ricky's HIM hoodie. Whereas Dani was still in her little blue night gown.





"Hi gorgeous ladies! " I exclaimed pulling them both into hugs and Dani smiled softly as did she.





"Hi Cass! Did you see Aus off?" She questioned and I nodded.





"Yea. six months. ... ugh this will be the longest they'll be gone. They don't even know if they'll have a week or two for a break yet. " I uttered sadly and she frowned deeply.





"I think we both know what happened last time we went on tour with them all those years ago. I'm afraid. Dani has never been away from Ricky for this long before. But he promised he'd Skype her at least once a day when he can" She whispered as we headed into her house.






Once we entered it , she put Dani in her play room and let her play with toys while we talked on the couch.





"So what's been up? Talk to me" I whispered and she bit down on her lip.




"Oliver came by yesterday. .. and i really needed that because me and Ricky had a huge fight. But seeing Oliver. ... i don't know. .. i felt something. ... something i haven't felt in a long time. He said he remembered my smell , Cass. I felt goosebumps and nervous around him all over again. Like back in the old days. ." She trailed off biting her lip.




"He wants to take me out to dinner tonight " She whispered and I arched my eyebrow.



"Arl .. do you think that's a good idea? What if you fall for him again? You've got a husband and a daughter. Four years ago things could have been different but not now. Things have changed. He may have lost his memory but nothing else has changed. That feeling you're feeling by seeing him in renewal of the love you had for him. But people can't be your cure. You've got to think about all the shit that happened four years ago. All the hurt and the pain he put you through. It's not worth it. You're gazing at the sunshine in the middle of a raging thunderstorm , Arlet. " I uttered apologetically and tears passed her cheeks as she nodded in agreement as she wiped her tears.





"You're right. .. but what can i do? Just walk away from him when he needs me most? " She questioned sounding sad.



"He doesn't even know you Arl. Think about it ... how about i take you and Dani out for some ice cream and a movie huh?" I offered and pulled her up off the couch into a tight hug.


"O-Okay " She whispered.


"Go get dani dressed and I'll be waiting in the car. " I whispered and she nodded as i left the house.




As i walked out the house , and to my car i heard a familiar voice behind me.



My blood ran cold as i slowly turned around.



I never thought I'd see him again.



My heart started to quicken as he entered the neighbor's house and i quickly got in my car.



Flashbacks of him and my past ripped through my brain and i started to shake uncontrollably.



Why is he out?




When did he get out?




Notes

This is a long chapter because i haven't updated in 3 days.
but how do you feel about Arlet wanting to be closer to Oliver?

who's this mystery guy that Cassandra is afraid of?

'
-CrookedYoung ♡ ♡ ♡

Comments

Ooooooh no no no.

Oh god, please tell me he isn't going to do something stupid and cheat on Arlet. ._.

update please!! :)