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it seems like forever since I tore myself apart

I have so many anchors, so many anchors

"Dad, Come on, i shouldn't have to o back to school!! I already graduated!" I Said arguing my father, holding up my high school diploma that i have been holding for proof. Fighting a lawyer, a FBI Lawyer, is hard.




''Come on, make some friends doesn't hurt." He countered. I walk over and hold the framed certificate in his face.
''As the valedictorian!!" i cry out and fall back onto my butt, kind of like a take charge in basketball.
''you will make friends!!" He smiles at me and i roll my eye.

Yes eye. I can't roll my left eye. I blink it.
'Ewww! Don't do the eye roll!!" he complains. I glare at him and he rolls his eye. Its a trait.
"How easy was it for me to make friends? How many did i bring home?" I try again and he walks away, putting blankets and pillows in a different box labeled living room.

"Tokyo is very different place then California. Before we went too Tokyo you had many friends. Listen Nydia, I love you and if school doesn't work then ill have you work at the shop while im in training. Ill teach you to manage it too, okay? Babe, listen to me for now. This could be good.''He drapes an arm around me. "I love you Nydia.''

I smile at him.
"I love you too dad.'' i smile. ''Come help me with your mother's things.'' he said and i looked him in the eyes.

I could still see the hurt when he mentions her. We both share it, and see it. Sometimes its just better to dismiss things, because confrontation hurts. We have both dealt with it in various ways but none too good.

But i will try for him.

"Okay, but we are going to ship black betty tomorrow alright? I want her there at the shop the day we get there or before. I would go crazy with out her.'' i say and he laughs.

"Alright. You have to finish up here and i have to go to the office and see if the paperwork for my employment got faxed yet. I love you dearly darling.'' he said and i smiled as he leaned over and kissed my forehead.

"Love you too, But take johnny. he needs it.'' i smile and he runs down the stairs.

28 years old and still a child.


Here is your daily dose of spencer reid. A gif each update. Iwill try and update every weekend. I see spencer as her father. Or matthew gray gubler. But in this he is spencer reid.

enjoy my lovelies. might update once or twice more jsut because its winter break and the chapters are a lot longer than this so hang in there okay?

and imagine *You walk into the room and this


@Say all that you hav to say
YAAAAAY! *hugs back because friendship!*

*finds you and hugs you for a very long time because cuddles* yay

@Say all that you hav to say
Noooo! *screams and attempts to hide*

My cookie!! *jumps over the counter and chases you around the kitchen!*

@Say all that you hav to say
Aww you're seriously too sweet!! *sneakily eats a cookie and attempts to hide it*