Of Women & Men
Of Awkward & Men
Willow P.O.V
I've learned a thing or two about that Austin guy. I knew his name sounded familiar so i google it. Of Mice & Men and Attack Attack are the bands. They were at Warped one year. Well, i remember Of Mice & Men being there. Im not too familiar with them though. Like i am here.
This was it. This is the last time i'll see this house for a while. It kind of gives me chills. I grew up here, my first everything has been here.
It has also been about a week since i spoke to Austin. Today is the day that Briar and i planned to leave. I packed mine, Briar's, and my mothers all this week and was setting it in my Nissan Cube car. It wasn't really much. One box for Briar's toys, a small box for photo albums and jewelry of mom's, 2 suitcases full of our clothes with a bag of our shoes, and a bag that consists of our hair, body, and oral products, and another box full of most possessive items that i, my mother, and my sister have. Which includes our birth certificate, mom's death certificate, court papers, medical papers, some letters from people, and so on.
I checked mine and Briar's outfits that we would be wearing this whole trip and sighed. I never even bothered to comb out my hair. Mom hated that i could just roll out of bed and not have to tease with my hair. My old favorite hoodie has seen its better days along with my old converses. My leggings were just comfy.
This has been hard for me but i still refuse to show it. Briar looks up to me so if she see's im strong, she'll be strong. I pick her up and smile at her. I take her out to my car and buckle her up. I drive away with Briar, who is waving goodbye to our home. While she whispers 'We will be back home. Be safe'
41 hours later and we are in the drive way of Austins apartment. We had to go up sn elevator but we was there. I never slept the whole time, we drove straight through. I feel like shit though. Briar is beyond whiny, she has a full attitude. I can't help my moodyness. So us, two girls, in a car for 41 hours, with little sleep? Yeah a perfection combination. At least my sister is not sick anymore.
"Sissy are we here?" she asks
"Uh, i hope so, dork" i nudge her
"Hey im not the dork. You're the dork!" she giggle and makes whatever toddler noises
"Yeah yeah. Now. You ready for this? Because im not" i sigh
"Im not ready either. But ill knock. Just you talk. Look pretty when doing it" she nods her head
"What difference does it make?" i question
"If you are pretty, people will be nice. I know. Because this pretty girl at Mrs Holts class back in Florida was really pretty and she did alot of bad things but Mrs Holt never got mad at her. So i did a bad thing and thats why you had to pick me up remember? I ha-"
"Briar. I remember. Now lets go. Im tired. You're hungry. Are you sleeping with me?"
"Yep!" she smiles and i pick her up "Do you think he has a cat?"
"Briar" i say sternly but let out a laugh
I go to the elevator and we make our way up. We go down a long hallway and then I walk up to the door and knock. No answer. I knock louder. No answer. I decide to call him but it quickly got rejected. This made me even more pissed off. So i pick the lock and open the door, with Briar still in my arms. I hear some ruffled noises and loud breathes. I walk down the hallway and to a room just to see big tits and a dick.
"Austin!" i scream at him while i turn Briars head away. Though she's already scared
"What? Wait. Oh My God! Shit. Uh. Im- oh god. Sorry! Uh" he says as he tries to get dressed though im already way down the hallway and out the door. I hit the elevator and we went down.
As i put Briar back in the car i see the tits lady run out to her car. Austin was just now putting on a shirt.
"Look. Please i ca-" he tries
"Don't even dude. You are obviously not the guy" i get in my car
"I am Austin. I just didn't know you would be here so early. I figured a few days. Im sorry ca-"
"I drove straight through. I called you but you never answered. So im taking my sister and leaving to a motel till i can figure things out"
"Please. Willow? Its Willow right? And that's Briar? Okay. Willow and Briar. I promise there will not be another girl in this house except for you two. I really do not want to fail your mother. Rose would kill me. Please" he begs
"Ive only been here around you for 10 minutes and i just saw your dick. I am not comfortable with this. I feel awkward!" i run my fingers through my hair
"My sister has better boobs than her anyways" Briar mentions
"Briar!" i yell, but her and Austin are in fits of laughter, and i think Austin just snorted
"Look, please? Fresh start?" he smiles
"Im scared for life" i mutter
"Like you have never seen a dick before" he chuckles
"Im sorry, ive had no social life since Briar was born. I was also homeschooled. If you put things together. Im a virgin you ass" i growl
"Oh My God. Im sorry yeah. Just please just please stay here. Please. A new beginning" he pleads and begs
"No more women?"
"None" he shakes
"No more dick slips?"
"Nope" he pops the 'p'
"No porn where my sister can see it?"
"Nada"
"Huh what?" i question
"Its spanish for nothing"
"I don't ever want to see your dick again. That moment should be the only sex i should experience with you. That awkward, embarrassing, moment. Alright?" i sigh
"You have my word" he smile
I stare him down for a bit before getting out. We all grab a box and make our way up to the room. He directs us to our room and sets down the boxes. We leave Briar up there as he and i transfer things. It wasn't much so it didn't take long.
"I really am sorry" Austin says quietly
"It's fine. I shouldve just waited" i sigh
"Can i make it up to you two?"
"Sure" i smile
"Okay. Tomorrow lets go to the beach. We can get lunch, show you two around. "
"You can buy me a cat and take me to disneyland" Briar says sweetly as she climbs up and sets in between Austin and i on the couch
"Im not the cat person, but i have a friend that might let you keep a cat at his house. Only if you are super nice to him" he smiles
"You two can hang out here. Don't kill my sister. Don't aggravate Austin. Im really tired. Briar i want you in bed by at least 9. Goodnight" i say before i enter my new room
"You trust me with her?" Austin asks
"Do you believe im really a virgin?" i grin
He gets up off the couch and leaves Briar watching a movie. He walks down the hall and stands in front of me.
"Are you really, really a virgin?" he breaths closely to my neck sending chills down my spine
"That's for me to know and well, you better know what you are doing if you want to find out" i smirk before shutting my door
"Hey! When will you be 18?" he opens it, even though i was getting undressed
"Yeah don't bother knocking. Like im not almost naked. And ill be 18 in less than a month" i say with sarcasm
"I believe it is my place? You're a guest" he crosses his arms
"A guest deserves respect" i through my hip out
"Women are so controlling" he mutters before walking away
"Bite me" i laugh at him
Just as i took my pants off, my door re-opens again and i feel teeth on my neck. I let out a moan because that's a natural reaction.
"Im just doing as you say. A guest deserves respect. So i do whatever you say. You say bite me, i do it" he mumbles against my neck, making my body shake
He walks off again and shuts my door, i change into my night clothes and crawl into bed.
This was definitely one of the most awkward yet eventful day of my life.
I've learned a thing or two about that Austin guy. I knew his name sounded familiar so i google it. Of Mice & Men and Attack Attack are the bands. They were at Warped one year. Well, i remember Of Mice & Men being there. Im not too familiar with them though. Like i am here.
This was it. This is the last time i'll see this house for a while. It kind of gives me chills. I grew up here, my first everything has been here.
It has also been about a week since i spoke to Austin. Today is the day that Briar and i planned to leave. I packed mine, Briar's, and my mothers all this week and was setting it in my Nissan Cube car. It wasn't really much. One box for Briar's toys, a small box for photo albums and jewelry of mom's, 2 suitcases full of our clothes with a bag of our shoes, and a bag that consists of our hair, body, and oral products, and another box full of most possessive items that i, my mother, and my sister have. Which includes our birth certificate, mom's death certificate, court papers, medical papers, some letters from people, and so on.
I checked mine and Briar's outfits that we would be wearing this whole trip and sighed. I never even bothered to comb out my hair. Mom hated that i could just roll out of bed and not have to tease with my hair. My old favorite hoodie has seen its better days along with my old converses. My leggings were just comfy.
This has been hard for me but i still refuse to show it. Briar looks up to me so if she see's im strong, she'll be strong. I pick her up and smile at her. I take her out to my car and buckle her up. I drive away with Briar, who is waving goodbye to our home. While she whispers 'We will be back home. Be safe'
41 hours later and we are in the drive way of Austins apartment. We had to go up sn elevator but we was there. I never slept the whole time, we drove straight through. I feel like shit though. Briar is beyond whiny, she has a full attitude. I can't help my moodyness. So us, two girls, in a car for 41 hours, with little sleep? Yeah a perfection combination. At least my sister is not sick anymore.
"Sissy are we here?" she asks
"Uh, i hope so, dork" i nudge her
"Hey im not the dork. You're the dork!" she giggle and makes whatever toddler noises
"Yeah yeah. Now. You ready for this? Because im not" i sigh
"Im not ready either. But ill knock. Just you talk. Look pretty when doing it" she nods her head
"What difference does it make?" i question
"If you are pretty, people will be nice. I know. Because this pretty girl at Mrs Holts class back in Florida was really pretty and she did alot of bad things but Mrs Holt never got mad at her. So i did a bad thing and thats why you had to pick me up remember? I ha-"
"Briar. I remember. Now lets go. Im tired. You're hungry. Are you sleeping with me?"
"Yep!" she smiles and i pick her up "Do you think he has a cat?"
"Briar" i say sternly but let out a laugh
I go to the elevator and we make our way up. We go down a long hallway and then I walk up to the door and knock. No answer. I knock louder. No answer. I decide to call him but it quickly got rejected. This made me even more pissed off. So i pick the lock and open the door, with Briar still in my arms. I hear some ruffled noises and loud breathes. I walk down the hallway and to a room just to see big tits and a dick.
"Austin!" i scream at him while i turn Briars head away. Though she's already scared
"What? Wait. Oh My God! Shit. Uh. Im- oh god. Sorry! Uh" he says as he tries to get dressed though im already way down the hallway and out the door. I hit the elevator and we went down.
As i put Briar back in the car i see the tits lady run out to her car. Austin was just now putting on a shirt.
"Look. Please i ca-" he tries
"Don't even dude. You are obviously not the guy" i get in my car
"I am Austin. I just didn't know you would be here so early. I figured a few days. Im sorry ca-"
"I drove straight through. I called you but you never answered. So im taking my sister and leaving to a motel till i can figure things out"
"Please. Willow? Its Willow right? And that's Briar? Okay. Willow and Briar. I promise there will not be another girl in this house except for you two. I really do not want to fail your mother. Rose would kill me. Please" he begs
"Ive only been here around you for 10 minutes and i just saw your dick. I am not comfortable with this. I feel awkward!" i run my fingers through my hair
"My sister has better boobs than her anyways" Briar mentions
"Briar!" i yell, but her and Austin are in fits of laughter, and i think Austin just snorted
"Look, please? Fresh start?" he smiles
"Im scared for life" i mutter
"Like you have never seen a dick before" he chuckles
"Im sorry, ive had no social life since Briar was born. I was also homeschooled. If you put things together. Im a virgin you ass" i growl
"Oh My God. Im sorry yeah. Just please just please stay here. Please. A new beginning" he pleads and begs
"No more women?"
"None" he shakes
"No more dick slips?"
"Nope" he pops the 'p'
"No porn where my sister can see it?"
"Nada"
"Huh what?" i question
"Its spanish for nothing"
"I don't ever want to see your dick again. That moment should be the only sex i should experience with you. That awkward, embarrassing, moment. Alright?" i sigh
"You have my word" he smile
I stare him down for a bit before getting out. We all grab a box and make our way up to the room. He directs us to our room and sets down the boxes. We leave Briar up there as he and i transfer things. It wasn't much so it didn't take long.
"I really am sorry" Austin says quietly
"It's fine. I shouldve just waited" i sigh
"Can i make it up to you two?"
"Sure" i smile
"Okay. Tomorrow lets go to the beach. We can get lunch, show you two around. "
"You can buy me a cat and take me to disneyland" Briar says sweetly as she climbs up and sets in between Austin and i on the couch
"Im not the cat person, but i have a friend that might let you keep a cat at his house. Only if you are super nice to him" he smiles
"You two can hang out here. Don't kill my sister. Don't aggravate Austin. Im really tired. Briar i want you in bed by at least 9. Goodnight" i say before i enter my new room
"You trust me with her?" Austin asks
"Do you believe im really a virgin?" i grin
He gets up off the couch and leaves Briar watching a movie. He walks down the hall and stands in front of me.
"Are you really, really a virgin?" he breaths closely to my neck sending chills down my spine
"That's for me to know and well, you better know what you are doing if you want to find out" i smirk before shutting my door
"Hey! When will you be 18?" he opens it, even though i was getting undressed
"Yeah don't bother knocking. Like im not almost naked. And ill be 18 in less than a month" i say with sarcasm
"I believe it is my place? You're a guest" he crosses his arms
"A guest deserves respect" i through my hip out
"Women are so controlling" he mutters before walking away
"Bite me" i laugh at him
Just as i took my pants off, my door re-opens again and i feel teeth on my neck. I let out a moan because that's a natural reaction.
"Im just doing as you say. A guest deserves respect. So i do whatever you say. You say bite me, i do it" he mumbles against my neck, making my body shake
He walks off again and shuts my door, i change into my night clothes and crawl into bed.
This was definitely one of the most awkward yet eventful day of my life.
Notes
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