Homepage › Stories › Why Alex??? › Chapter 2

Why Alex???

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?

"Alisa, Alex is here..." Jack called from the front lounge. Great why the fuck is he here I haven't talked to him since the other day when he fucked me then yelled at my brother and left.
"I'm not going any-fucking-where with you Alexander!" I called down from the top of the stairs.
"I thought you liked Of Mice & Men... Oh well I guess I get to see Austin and the guys by myself," Alex said walking towards the door.
"Alex, when did you get backstage passes to meet my favorite band of all fucking time?" I asked. He got this hurt look on his face oh well it's true I love Of Mice & Men more than Tony loves Star Wars.
"I called in a favor from Alan... I told him you were a huge fan and he gave them to me," he shrugged it off as if it was no big deal, but in fact it was a huge fucking deal!!!
"okay.. Fine lets go before I change my mind," I said walking out to his 2012 red ford mustang. The ride was quiet except for my Of Mice playlist.
"Yo Ashby!" Alex called as we walked into the venue. I could see Alan and Phil tuning their guitars.
"Hey Alex... This the girl you were telling me about... She looks kind of like Jack don't you think?" Alan said walking over to us with Phil and Tino who appeared out of no-fucking-where.
"Hi Alan... My name is Alisa... and the reason I look kinda like Jack is he's my literal twin..." I said shaking his hand. He wasn't as much of a ginger princess as I thought.
"That explains the excellent taste in bands and great talent playing guitar," Austin said walking over to us with Aaron.
"How did you know I could play guitar?" I've never told anyone I could play except the guys in motionless in white...
"This is how," Aaron said showing me his phone. It was a video of me playing with motionless before Devin joined the band after TJ left. After the video Alex pulled me aside for some reason and I was afraid he was going to hit me like Dahvie did all those years ago.
"Alisa, I have to go... The guys and I have a gig on the other side of town..." Alex said before walking away and leaving me. Now I'm going to be all alone in a crowded room feeling my claustrophobia creep ever so slowly through my body.
"We are about to go on Alisa you have to go to the front of the stage now," Aaron said walking over to me with his bass in hand. I walked out front and found a secluded corner, tears brimming, where I could still watch the guys.
~an hour later~
The guys finished their set and left all the fans have left the only person here right now is me... I'm still I'm my corner, worrying that someone is gonna find me and hurt me.
"Alisa is that you?? Why are you still here?" I heard someone ask.
"Who are you?" I whispered since I was scared shitless. Out of the darkness I saw the band along with Jayy walk over to me. Wait Jayy's here that means...
"Don't worry Alisa... Dahvie thinks we are out drinking and he doesn't even know you were here," Jayy told me.
"Jayy... Why did he do that to me though?"
"My darling little one, Dahvie has anger issues as you know... After he threw you out of the bus he got worse. Dahvie misses you and wants to speak with you he even promises he would do it with me and someone else in the room..." Just then I broke down crying remembering.
~Flashback~
"Dahvie... How could you do this? I'm living in hell because of your power..." I said crying as Dahvie hit me again and again... Jayy was out at one of his drag queen things so he couldn't save me this time.
"You little bitch I'm taking back my heart and taking back my power... BURN IN HELL BITCH!!" Dahvie screamed in my face as he hit me in the face and threw me off the bus as a final goodbye.
I remember Jayy walking up and seeing me. He had walked onto the bus to yell at Dahvie but when he shut the door I watched them pull away. I sat there crying for a little over two hours before getting up and making the trek back to Dahvie's house to get my shit. My phone was ringing soon after I started walking.
"Alisa where are you? I just got a call from Jayy saying Dahvie hurt you again and he couldn't stop him this time. What happened?" I heard Rian ask, as Jack and Alex were fighting about who was going to come get me.
"Rian am I on speaker?"
"Yep" he said popping the 'p'.
"Jack, Alex... Shut the hell up!! I'm on my way to Dahvie's to get my shit and I'm gonna head to Ronnie's for the night," I said to them. They honestly know how Ronnie is and I don't care right now if he was away trying to get high or if he sobered up but I need either him or Max asap.
"Okay... Doll please just promise you'll call when you get to Ronnie's place," Zack said.
"Of course..." I got to the house just in time to get my shit and leave for Ronnie's. Getting to Ronnie's place I knocked on the door.
"What do you want you stupid motherfucker?" I heard Ronnie yell from somewhere in the house.
"Ronald I swear sometimes you and Max forget about me on purpose," I laughed through the door. Max opened up the door looking sober, which is weird for him I've never seen him sober in my life since I've known him.
"Alisa why are you here? I thought you were supposed to be with Dahvie and Jayy on tour?" Max said as Ronnie, Jacky, Derek, and Ryan walked over to see what was going on. I just broke down crying right then. Jacky pulled me into a hug letting me cry into his shoulder.
"Darling, what happened?" Derek asked as we sat down on the couch.
"D-Dahvie is still hitting me... The guys had finished their show and I was on the bus with Dahvie as Jayy left... Dahvie started to hit me again and threw me off the bus and left me on the ground outside the venue while he drove off when Jayy tried to yell at him," I cried as Max and Ryan took my stuff upstairs. They calmed me down enough for me to go upstairs. Ronnie walked up with me to make sure I slept alright.
"Sleep tight sweetie... We'll see you in the morning," Ronnie said turning out the light.
"Ronnie can you please stay I don't want to have anymore nightmares?"
"Of course hun," Ronnie said crossing the room and laying on the bed with me. I woke up the next morning to Ronnie's arm holding my waist and the guys downstairs yelling.
~end flashback~
"Alisa?? Are you alright?"
"Sorry... I-I was just remembering what happened the last time I saw botdf and fir," I said calming down a little... Aaron led me to their bus and to the back lounge so I could get some rest since there were no extra bunks. I fell asleep crying that night remembering how I always felt scared and useless around Dahvie. What the hell is happened to him? I need to go see him... I woke up to Austin shaking my shoulder...