These are only baby scars

(Time lapse a week) I've been on tour with of mice and men a week now and it's fun allot of fun but today not so much let's start our story with this "Hey! Watch we're your going!" Said a random girl "Oh I'm so sorry I didn't mean to I wasn't paying""Yeah you better be sorry and look just cause your Austin's new charity case doesn't mean the we have to put up with you no one like you just shut up and he doesn't even care about you like your ugly" "b-but I am ummm" "look just stop talking" "okay" And she walked away I rang back to the bus all I could think about was suicide I knew the guys were in the bus and I ran up to Austin and hugged him saying incoherent mumbles. He huffed back and said "hey! Mia what's wrong" I dint realize it but I was balling and I just said "one girl said I was your charity case and no one liked me and I'm ugly" and he said "that's such a lie Mia you're beautiful now go take a shower okay" "okay" I went to take a shower. I knew that I was gonna do it I found a bottle of sleeping pills in the Cabinet and must've been making a lot of racket cause Austin knocked on the door and asked if I was okay I said "I'm fine" he just said "okay dokay". And left everyone would be better off without me a million thoughts were racing through my head but my demons found me so I took all the pills and drank the water from the shower and continued with a shower. When Austin knocked on the door was when the pills took into affect then I remembered he said he's coming in cause he has to pee and I didn't say anything then the door opened Austin came in and said "no Mia noooo please no" and turned off the shower and called 911 and kept saying "it's all my fault omg it's all my fault" and then said "Mia don't leave me I love you" that's when I blacked out.

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Sorry don't kill me I have a pln it's good it's all good I sware