From hell to heaven.

2 months later

It was the day where Alan and I had to present our project. We had ended up with writing a song about my mother. Second & Sebring. I have changed a lot during these last two months. I stopped bullying people for no reason, Alan helped me. I cut myself off of my old friends and found new ones in Alan, Phil and Tino. They three were pretty cool to hang out with. When Alan and I had to place ourselves on the chair on the little stage in our band classroom, he looked at me with a nod. He tugged at the strings of his guitar while I made myself comfortable on the plastic chair. Ms Howard was watching us and I got nervous. I bit my lip harshly, before the ginger gave me a little squeeze into the side. I started to speak. "Okay so... Alan and I wrote a song. It's about... about my m-mom." I stuttered lightly and I had to swallow, fighting against the tears. Alan started to play the song. Soon enough I started singing.
"I believe it's time for me to be famous,
And out of place.
I believe it's time for me to move forward,
When I break through.

This time I'll make you,

Proud to see me over, come on day light.

Proud of, who you raised.

Your shelter, your peacefulness.

So this time I'll make you proud believe it's time for me to be famous"
I couldn't continue, I broke down in tears. I stood up and rushed out of the classroom, running down the hallway to the bathroom. I ran into a toilet cabin and smashed the door, before I sunk down against the wall of it. I cried heavily, sobbing hard after a few minutes. Fuck, I started crying in front of the whole class. - And Alan too. I just missed my mom so much. She was everything in my life. My rock, my best friend... just everything.

Alan's P.O.V

I watched Austin running out of the classroom. I quickly put my guitar down and looked at Ms Howard. She just nodded and you could tell she meant it like "Go to him". I ran out of the room, walking down the hallway, looking around for him. But he wasn't anywhere. When I walked past by the toilets I heard sobs. Probably Austin. I opened the door and walked in. "Austin?" I asked carefully and the sobs stopped. It was him. I checked every toilet cabin until I got to the one which was locked. "Austin, open please." I said calmly and knocked lightly on the door. After a few seconds, the door clicked and it was unlocked. I opened slowly and looked down at Austin curled up on the floor. "Austin..." I started. "I miss her so much... it hurts so much..." he mumbled, sniffing. I sat down in front of him, lifting him up and wrapping my arms around him. I rocked him lightly. "I know, I know, baby." I mumbled and rubbed his back. Wait? Did I just call him baby? What the? No no no. "Maybe we should just skip school and hang out and get a coffee to calm you down?" I suggested and pulled away so I could look into his face. His eyes were swollen from crying and he was sniffing again and again. I slowly kissed away the last tears coming from his eyes and stroke over his cheek with my thumb. "W-we could go to my house... my dad isn't home all day. He's out of town for his job." Austin said and I immediately smiled. "That sounds good." I nodded and helped him to get up. I held him tightly for a few more seconds, before he pulled me away to kiss my forehead. I couldn't help but giggle a little. "I will get a few snacks and I'll drop by your house in 30mins, okay?" I said and looked up to him. He nodded in response. "Alright." he answered and we stared into each others eyes for a little longer, before we walked out of the bathroom. We heard the bell ringing, knowing it was time for lunch now. As soon as we wanted to walk back to the classroom to get our bags, Tino and Phil already came up to us with them. "Here's your bags!" Phil smiled and handed us our bags. "Thanks, man." Austin replied and wrapped an arm around me as we walked out of the school building, leaving a confused Phil and Tino behind us.

30 minutes later

I arrived at Austin's house. Gladly he told me his address earlier. I slowly knocked on the door and swung up and down on my feet as I waited. A few seconds later, Austin opened the door. He was smiling. That warmed up my heart. "Hey." I smiled back at him. "Hey gingy." he teased and winked, before he hugged me tightly. I slightly rolled my eyes. I hated when he called me gingy. He had much better nicknames for me. After he had pulled away from me again, he kissed my forehead and let me inside. I looked around. "Do you want to watch movies downstairs or upstairs in my room?" he asked and I shrugged. "I don't really care." I said and immediately walked into the kitchen to get bowls for the snack I organized. I filled the popcorn and chips in two bowls as Austin came into the kitchen. "I have cola or beer. Whatever you prefer." he walked to the fridge with a smirk. "I like both." I shrugged and took the bowls, carrying them to the living room and placing them on the little coffee table. Apparently we were watching movies in the living room now. One minute later, Austin came back with a Pepsi bottle and a six-pack Heineken. "Horror movies?" he asked me when he stood at the TV. I nodded. "Of course!" I giggled and let him chose one. He put on House of 1000 corpses by Rob Zombie. Sweet. I love Rob's movies. Austin jumped on the couch next to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder, pulling me close. I flinched a little but snuggled up him when he brought the bowl with the popcorn to his lap. It actually felt nice to cuddle with him like that. He was warm, comfortable, nice, perfect. After a while, he told me to open my mouth. I did. - He started to feed me with popcorn. I giggled and took some popcorn and tried to snip it into my mouth, but I failed several times. Austin was laughing, but I knew he was laughing with me. Not about me. "You have to do it like this... look!" he said and snipped the popcorn into his mouth. I pouted. "Boo! You probably did it as a kid already!" I said and crossed my arms in front of my chest. "It's just luck, baby." he smiled and kissed my cheek. Baby. He called me baby. I blushed heavily as he kissed my cheek. I liked him. Really, I did. He seemed to be somewhat perfect. "Pfff" I poked my tongue out and looked away from him. "Oh no, don't be grumpy cat." he said and started to tickle me. I started laughing and tried to push him away, but he was too strong. I started crying from laughter and gasped for air. "Austin... Austin... s-stop... please stop!" I laughed loudly and he finally pulled his hands away. He was hovering over me with a wide smile. I laid underneath him. He looked me straight into the eyes. We already had some beers into, but we weren't drunk. He stared into my eyes for what it seems, forever, before he leaned down slowly. I watched his lips coming closer to mine. He stopped a few inches in front of my lips. "Let me try..." he whispered and then pressed his lips onto mine. I quickly closed my eyes and let him start moving his lips on mine. So did I. Our lips matched perfectly. Damn, he was a good kisser. I cupped his face as he did it with mine. "That... that was good." I whispered when he pulled a little away after a couple of seconds. "Should we do it again?" he asked and I nodded, pressing my lips on his again. He sat back and pulled me into his lap, not moving away from my lips. He licked along my bottom lip, wanting to enter my mouth. I opened my mouth and let him in. Our tongues started to play with each other and he pulled me closer, wrapping one arm around my waist and one around my neck. He stood up and I automatically wrapped my legs around his waist, so I wasn't falling to the ground. "Let's move this to the bed." he breathed on my lips and carried me upstairs. It was already dark outside and my mom was trying to call me, but I didn't hear it because my phone was on silent and in my jacket downstairs.

Notes

sorry guys i havent updated the story in so long, but i really lost my muse for it. buuut i got it back so heres a new chapter, yay! its pretty long, but i hope you like it!!!