Forever Eternal

Alex’s P.O.V.

“You should really go apologize to her, you know,” Jack told me.

“You know I didn’t mean it, though,” I said.

“I do, but she doesn’t.”

“Fine, I’ll go apologize. Any advice on what to say?” I asked Jack.

“Um… How about ‘Sorry I was an asshole?’”

“Oh… I guess that’d work. I’ll meet you back at the Monster Energy stage in an hour.”

“Good luck,” Jack said, giving me a small smile.

I hopped off the bus and my cell phone started to ring.

“Hello?” I asked.

“Hey baby! I just wanted to call to hear how your first day of tour is going,” Lisa said.

“It’s going okay. We haven’t gotten to perform yet, but we’re expecting a really big turn-out. How’s life at home?”

“Boring. I miss you already,” I could practically hear her frowning.

“I miss you too. I have to go though. I have some business to take care of.”

“Okay. I love you, Alex.”

“Love you too,” and with that I hung up.

I felt a little pang of guilt. I had stopped really loving Lisa over a month back. I still liked her, of course, but the spark had gone out. I had been thinking about breaking up with her, but part of me was waiting and hoping that the spark would come back.

I approached the bus and saw Synyster Gates, Kellin Quinn and Kay’s cousin Cleo exiting the bus. As soon as they were a decent distance away, I entered the van.

“Kay?” I asked quietly.

I didn’t get a response. I walked toward the back of the bus. A light was on in the bathroom and I slowly opened the door.

“Oh my god….”

Kay’s P.O.V.

“Oh my god…” I heard someone gasp.

I blinked my eyes open and looked up. Alex was standing in the doorway looking at me with a horrified expression.

My eyes got wide and I looked down at myself. I had dozens of cuts on my arms and there was a puddle of blood on the tile. Oh god….

“Alex, it’s not what it looks like,” I weakly defended as I got up off the floor.

“Oh really? So you didn’t cut yourself? What the hell were you thinking?” he snapped.

I clenched my teeth as tears formed in my eyes.

“It’s none of your business,” I growled.

“Was it what I said?” he asked, his voice getting softer.

I opened and shut my mouth a few times.

“Shit,” he mumbled, running his hands through his hair.

“Promise not to tell anyone, okay?” I begged.

“I…I…okay. Um… can we talk about this later?”

I slowly nodded my head.

“I have to get ready for my set, but after can you meet me by the Kia Soul stage? We can go out for drinks or something.”

“Are you ashamed to be seen with me?” I smirked

“No! It’s…um…well, if the guys see me with you they might come to certain conclusions,” he blushed.

“Oh…well, I’ll see you at the Kia Soul stage, then.”

Alex gave me a little smile and pressed his lips to my forehead. My breath caught in my throat.

“I’ll see you later,” he said.

He turned and walked off the bus, leaving me incredibly confused.

I looked at my appearance in the mirror. My hair was curled naturally down my shoulders, my thick, black eyeliner made my blue eyes pop and the vamp red lipstick showed off my cupids bow lips. I tugged at the sleeves of my black dress. The dress was a lot shorter than I was comfortable with, so I threw on a pair of black tights. I slipped into a pair of purple pumps and got off the bus.

I managed to get over to the Kia Soul stage unnoticed. Alex was leaned up against one of the speakers. He was wearing a blue, plaid shirt, a black hoodie, skinny jeans and a pair of sunglasses.

“You need to come up with a better disguise,” I chuckled as I walked up to him.

“I had a better one but Jack decided to borrow the mustache and sombrero,” he laughed.

He turned to face me and his jaw dropped. I bit my lip and waited for him to say something.

“You look…wow….”

“Thanks. Are you ready to go?”

“Yeah. There’s a bar within a fifteen minute walk from here,” he said.

I took off my shoes, knowing that I could last fifteen minutes in those death traps.

“Um…I can carry those for you,” Alex offered.

“I’m perfectly capable of carrying them, thank you.”

Alex’s eyes shot down to the ground and I wanted to slap myself.

‘He was just being nice, Kay. Way to be a bitch,’ I thought to myself.

‘You know he isn’t capable of being a gentleman,’ I thought again.

I shook the voices out of my head and began a silent fifteen minute walk with Alex.

We eventually reached the bar and Alex and I found two empty bar stools, then sat down.

“Three shots of tequila and two shots of scotch,” I told the bartender.

“I’ll have the same,” Alex said with a smirk.

The man behind the bar poured us our shots and Alex and I faced each other.

I downed two shots of tequila in less than six seconds and Alex did the same. After about six more shots we were both way beyond tipsy.

“I…I have a pr-proposition for…for you,” Alex slurred.

“Hmmm?”

“If I can…can down one…more shot…y-you gotta kiss me.”

“A-and if you d-don’t?” I mumbled.

“I gotta run…run around Warped…n-naked.”

I let out a drunken laugh and almost fell off the bar stool.

“Deal.”

Alex lifted the shot to his lips. He gulped it down and at any second I expected for it to come right back up, but he held it down.

“Ya gotta kiss me,” he slurred.

I pouted, but leaned in and pressed my lips to his. He placed a hand on my cheek and pulled me closer to him. I could taste the liquor on his lips and dragged my tongue along his lips to lick up any excess booze.

“Excuse me, but if you don’t stop I’ll have to ask you to leave,” the bartender said.

I pulled away for Alex and looked into his eyes.

“Ya wanna go to the bus?” he asked.

Normally I would say no, but in my drunken state, I couldn’t bring myself to say no. I had never given up my virginity, but at the moment it didn’t seem to matter. I got to my feet and Alex and I stumbled out of the bar. I tripped in my heels, but Alex managed to keep me from landing face first into the pavement. We both somehow managed to get back to the venue unscathed and we leaned up against the All Time Low bus.

“A-are the g-guys on the bus?” I asked.

“No, they’re p-partying, come on,” Alex said, dragging me onto the bus with him.

Alex took off his shoes as I found my way to his bunk. Alex joined me in the bunk and crashed his lips onto mine. I yanked the hoodie off of Alex and fumbled with the buttons of his shirt as his lips pressed themselves against my neck. I moaned as he nipped my neck and sucked. I slid his shirt off and ran my hands over his chest. My fingers traced the trail of hair that started on his chest and lead to the waistband of his jeans.

Alex placed his hands on my thighs and slowly slid my dress up. I sighed as Alex’s warm hands made contact with my torso. He managed to slip my dress over my head and tossed it by the foot of the bunk. He pressed his lips to my torso and planted sweet kisses all over. He reached behind my back and unclasped my bra. He took off my bra and tossed it to the floor. He massaged my breasts and dragged his tongue over one of my nipples and pinched the other one. I flung my head back onto the pillows and moaned. My fingers hooked into his belt loops and I slid his jeans down as far as I could get them. Alex kicked them off along with his boxers and I felt his large erection on the inside of my thigh. Alex pulled my tights off, leaving me fully exposed before him. Part of me wanted to panic, but for the life of me I couldn’t think why.

I flipped Alex and I over so that I was on top of him. I leaned my head down and took his erection into my mouth. I had no idea what I was really doing, but I heard that men liked it, so I might as well try. I bobbed my head up and down, taking as much of him as I could into me. I pumped the rest of him that wouldn’t fit into my mouth and Alex turned into a moaning, grunting mess. He unexpectedly came into my mouth and I swallowed, not knowing what else to do.

Alex flipped us back over and kissed my breasts and trailed his lips down to my sex. He spread my legs and my heart was beating wildly in anticipation. He plunged his tongue into me and my fingers dug into the mattress. His thumb rubbed my clit and I bit lip to hold back a moan. I could feel a building feeling in my stomach and didn’t know what it meant, but I figured out soon enough as I climaxed. Alex licked me clean and readjusted himself. He found a condom and rolled it onto his length. I could feel his erection at my entrance and I cried out in pain as he entered me. He gave me some time to adjust and began to thrust. It was strange feeling so full inside, but I enjoyed it, hell, I loved it. My fingernails dug into Alex’s arms as I felt my walls closing around him and within moments we hit our climaxes together.

Alex collapsed next to me and was out within seconds. I curled up next to him and drifted off feeling more complete than I had been in a long time.

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