I look fine but I'm Broken..

Alan's Point of View
I cut the engine and opened my door, jogging up to the backseat of Austin's car. "Hey Aize, come here." She slowly pulled away from her and Brent's death grip of a hug, she clung onto me her legs wrapped around my waist and arms around my neck. I slowly opened the front door and carried her upstairs while Austin and Brent were in tow. "Aislyn, we have to talk, I know this isn't the best time, but I have someone coming to talk to you about moving in with them." She nodded but remained silen exept sobs. Poor girl, she just lost one of her closest friends to suicide, and now she has to move in with a complete stranger for her well being. Poor kid. Aislyn pried herself off of me and scooted over to her bedside table and pulled out a lighter, but she kept searching harder and harder for something that wasn't there. Then she burst out into tears again, I pulled her into my chest and cooed. "Baby, what are you looking for, maybe I can help you find it." Shhe shook her head violently. "I killed him." I looked down at her shocked. "What do you mean?" Her whole body was shaking violently and it looked as if she was having a panic attack, so I ran to her bathroom medicince cabinet and grabbed her anxiety medicine then ran back to her and put two of them into her mouth and she swallowed them dry. "He took th-the nine I ha-had i-in my my my..." I held her tightly as she let it out. "Here come on." I grabbed the rolling papers and her cigarettes and the pot from under her matress. I rolled a joint and lit it up passing it to her which she gladly accepted. "Smoking with a minor, good going Alan." I looked up to see Chris looking at us with a smirk before Aislyn looked up and something clicked in him because he jerked her into his arms, prying the joint from her hands and handing it to me while he cooed her and for some reason she instantly calmed her loud sobs into quite ones before she stopped altogether. "Hey babe, calm down, I'm Chris Cerulli, me and Alan talked earlier about you." She slowly nodded in shock and instantly blushed. He turned to me and we looked at each other before she spoke up. "I'm sorry excuse all of the posters." We looked around the room and sure enough her whole entire room was covered in Motionless In White posters before we heard
"Listen up now motherfuckers, this is how it's going to be,
And I don't give a single fuck if you like it or not
Your picture perfect enemy has become the anomaly
Yeah try all you want, but you won't figure me out""Excuse me." We nodded and she continued. "Hello?- No- At the house-...- SHUT THE FUCK UP, LEAVE ME ALONE!!" Chris snagged the phone from her hand before answering. "Who the fuck is this- Oh this is her fucking mom!- YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER THAN TO BE A FUCKING BITCH TO YOUR OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER ESPECIALLY RIGHT FUCKING NOW SO SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR FUCKING DAUGHTER BECAUSE THIS IS GONNA BE THE LAST FUCKING TIME YOU EVER TALK TO HER YOU PATHETIC CUNT!" Then he hung up the phone and handed it to her. "Nice ringtone by the way." She laughed a little bit before replying. "I thought I was bipolar." He chuckled before looking at me. I silently nodded before getting up and moving out the door.
Aislyn's POV~
Oh My GOD!!!!! I'm alone with Chris Motionless in my bedroom, I never thought this would happen in a lifetime!! "Aislyn, we have quite a few things we need to talk about. But first we need to get you cleaned up." I slowly rose and followed Chris to my bathroom and saw two razor blades on the sink closest to me, so I jumped over to them and snatched them up and hid them quickly, hopefully Chris didn't see. "Aislyn, this might be weird for you but take off your clothes." I looked at him sideways before he arched a perfectly drawn-on eyebrow. I quickly relieved myself of my tight ass dress off of my sore body. I almost cried as Chris wrapped me up in a bone crushing hug. "Oh my god, Aislyn, who did this to you?" I sniffled a little bit from the pain. "Chris, your'e hurting me." He eased up but didn't let go. "I'm waiting.." I slowly pulled back but wasn't released. "My brother, his girlfriend and her brother. They beat me...." Chris pulled my head to his chest and petted me while I cried. "And I fell out of th-the ch-chair i-in Mr. L-Long's of-fice, wh-when he-he to-told m-me th-that T-tad di..." I whined loudly and screamed out in mental pain when I remembered what happened in Mr. Long's office. "I know doll, I know it's gonna be okay..... now look at me." I looked up and he kissed my cheek. "Finish taking off your makeup and I'll run the bath." I nodded and he turned around pulling on the handle for the hot water but turned on the cold water more than the hot. I took this as an opprotunity to slide my blades under the towels. I grabbed my make-up remover wipes and cleared my eyes off of eyeshadow and running mascra, keeping on my eyeliner I walked over to the tub and dipped my toes in loving the feel of cold water on my swollen ankles. I slowly slipped in hissing at first at the burning sensation of my cuts but shivering from the pain, in a good way of course ;) "Okay, I wash you up so you don't hurt yourself." I nodded and he grabbed my shampoo and squirted some into his hand before massaging my scalp. I silently moaned as he tugged my hair a little. "Aislyn, how old are you?" I breathed a little bit. "17." (Author Note:** I decided she should be a little bit older so just imagine her as a 17 year old and a Junior in High School**) "Where were you born?" I closed my eyes as he washed the shampoo out of my hair. "New Orleans, Louisiana." He lathered soap onto his hands before smearing it all over my back and pouring some onto a wash cloth and begining to wash my back. I silently moaned as he gently washed my neck around my ears. "Why do they beat you?" I hissed at the memory. "I got pregnant with Calli, my brother Matt's girlfriend, brother's baby. I lost the baby, and I told Calli about it and I told her it was Cole's kid. She asked Cole, her brother, about it and he denied it, like the asshole he is, Calli told my brother, and told everyone at school that I was lieing about the whole thing, except being pregnant. When Matt came home that night, I knew something was off so I asked him about it and he beat me almost unconscious. Calling me a slut and a whore and saying how dare you accuse Cole of your misscarried pregnancy, and that's when it started." Chris had moved infront of me and was massaging my feet to my calfs and kept going. "You got pregnant with this kid's baby?" I nodded and my breathing hitched as Chris got extremely close to my core. "Don't worry, I won't fuck you till you're 18." Chris started to get closer to my core, and I arched into his touch but not before he moved so he wouldn't touch me. "I didn't say I wouldn't tease you though." I scowled as he rinsed me off and started to massage my hair with conditioner. "How old is your brother?" I closed my eyes as he tugged my hair again, causing me to moan softly. "He just turned 18, sir." My eyes shot open and my hands flew to my mouth at the realisation of what just came out of my mouth. Chris stopped massaging my hair and responded. "Sir huh? I don't even have to train you do I, pet?" Nothing has ever turned me on as much as Chris calling me pet. "No sir." "Good Girl now relax." I slowly sinked down from my upright position. Chris rinsed out the conditioner and went to go grab a towel from the rack when clink. My heart stopped when two metal objects collieded with the floor. "Aislyn, what are those doing under the towels?" I instantly put my block up and grabbed a recently used towel and wrapped it around my body and went to walk to my room when whoosh- Chris swiftly yanked me up and threw me over his shoulder and threw me onto my bed. "What are these doing in the bathroom?" I didn't look at him and he jerked my head up. "Answer me." I didn't say anything but removend the towel from my thighs and you could faintly see the scars on my thigh and the little tattoo Nirvana on my inside thigh. "Aize.... wait, you really love Nirvana don't you?" I shook my head and spread my legs a little so he could see both of my tattoos. "Nirvana and Aiden, those were my kids." I started to cry a little before Chris was out of my closet with a pair of skinny jeand and a loose Motionless in White sweater. "Come on get dressed and meet me down stairs." I got dressed and grabbed a bra to put on. I slowly walked downstairs to almost faint as I saw all of Motionless In Wite on my couch. "Guys this is Aislyn, she is coming to live with us." All of the guy jumped up and rushed over to me and nearly squeezed the life out of me. "Guys she's in pain calm down." All of the guys but Ghost let go of me. Ghost picked me up and sat me down on his lap on the couch. "Okay, Aislyn, I forgot to tell you, Ghost is kinda an overprotective person, so say hello to your new brother." I looked at Ghost and he smiled, "We're gonna be such best friends." I looked at Chris before he pulled me over to him on the couch. "Ghost you're freaking her out." Ghost pouted and turned away. "Ryan and Balz, go pack up her stuff so we can get it back." I looked at Chris and tried to get up but he tightened his grip on my waist. I stopped moving and huffed. "Where is Brent?" I looked at Alan. "She passed out an hour ago so Austin put her down." I nodded. "Come on Miss Fault, we're taking you to the house, so you can get settled in." I nodded and got into Chris' car and started for his house, at least the one he was currently staying in. Chris turned on the radio and Shea Fox's voice filled the car. "Here is Motionless in White's new single 'Reincarnate'" I looked at Chris and he smiled slightly. "You can sing along, I don't care. I can tell you are bursting to." I smiled like crazy and caught up just in time for the chorus. "Crawling from hell!! Fallen from Grace!! And now there's nothing left to take!!! Leaving the past to the grave!!! So we can Reincarnate!!!" I sung along and started headbanging at the end. "You really like this song." I nodded and continued as he turned up the volume. After the song ended Chris turned the radio down. "Are you okay?" I nodded and looked at him confused. "That was some pretty intense headbanging." I laughed and looked out the window. "Your'e gonna be okay sweetheart, I promise." I sure hope so. I'm

Notes

I kinda changed the story a little bit, but I kinda needed to change her age to fit how I wanted this story to go. Hello, Mr. Motionless.. * Guys I got the sweetest message today and it made me so happy.*