Rebecca

''Head down low, face to the ground.

No one will notice you.'' My brother spoke in my head quietly. Some people would think i have a problem with the voices in my head an think i need help, but they are the only ones there for me.
''Beck!" a recognizable voice says to me and i lift my head, seeing Ghost stand there in all black. I smile a little and let my hair cover some of my face, my glasses falling to the tip of my nose.
''Hey guys.''i whisper quietly.

''hey so there is a little get together and you wanna come?" He asks and i squirm a little, pulling my sleeves down, creating a small amount of compfort.
''Um sure who i going tobe there?" I ask just as quiet and both of them smirk as i walk into my first class with Ghost and chris on my tail.

''Ricky, Emma, Josie, Sailor, Lucy, us and the rest of our gang.'' Chris piped up and i nod. ''Okay yeah ill go.'' i said and sat down in my seat.

furthest in the front row the last seat. Away from the window. I can't be facing away from the door or a window. Not after what happened with my parents...

''Okay class we are going to talk about our book that we are going to get.
Who has read 13 reasons why?" My English Teacher asked and i raise my hand, but only for him to see.

''Why are we reading a book about suicide?" One kid piped up in the back and Jay, our teacher who i called him that because i always stayed to help out during 6 and second. Second was my Social Studies that i had passed last year, so it was a study hall and 6 was my TA period.

"Well, it is part of the curriculum in senior year because our suicide rates have gone up 25% since 2000. We would like to notify how to speak up, how to deal with such things as thoughts and tendencies. Our high school program recommend to do this for Senior year. But before we start, how many of you have lost someone to suicide?" He question and i raised my hand.

Sometimes it hurts to be the first one to break the ice but how will others do it if you won't?

I guess what i did was a okay thing to do because all the popular kids well about 7 of them raised their hands.

''Well, everyone clear their desks and shove them against the wall.'' Jay instructed. we all did as he asked with curiosity easing our minds.

''Okay now, how about we pull our chiars in a circle.'' he said and sat on his desk. We still did as he asked and now we were waiting.

''Okay guys, how about we talk about this. If i hear this leaves this room, it will be a automatic ISS, a call home and a 10 page essay on how the uhhh...''' he trails off trying to find something or a topic to say.

''Okay we all love science so how about all vocab words for the brain on the paper Mrs Tuff gave you and along with how brainwaves act on different situations.'' he said and we all groaned.

''okay now, onto the topic. Stand up if you lost someone to suicide once more.'' he said and only about 10 of us stand up.

''Okay, beck lets start with you. How did it affect you?" He asked and i take a deep breath. i wasn't used to this.

''Umm well, i had to skip a week of school due to mental stability.'' i said softly. "I had some trouble accepting the fact that he was gone and wasn't coming back. and i had to believe the people around me were telling me the truth that things get better.'' i said and h nodded.

''Any questions to or about beck?" He asked he class and no one asked.
The rest of the day went smoothly and i had to go home and change for the night.

Ghost tagged along since it was his house that we were going too.

''What are you gonna wear?" He asked and i picked out shorts and a tank top that made my body look curvy and some sweatpants and a hoodie to cover me up.

I wear the same thing everyday. Sweatpants, a zip up, lasses and my hair up.

"Come on that again?" Ghost asks and i raise an eyebrow, changing into the shorts. He laughs and shakes his head.

''At least i can say i saw you half naked.'' he laughs again and i glare at him.

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