One Shots (completed for now)
1/? Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My god, do you learn
"Give me therapy, I'm walking travesty." I sing along strumming the guitar. "That's perfect!!" Alex exclaims and writes it down.
"And I'm smiling and everything." I said picking certain chords. "Why do are you so good at doing this?" He asks and I smirk. "I don't know, I'm not?" I ask and he laughs and flips his hair. "Okay keep telling yourself that." He said and I leaned back in the chair. "Okay so when do you leave?" I ask, trying not to sound sad about it.
"Couple hours." He said and looks me in the eye. I feel tears well up and I put my guitar on the ground next to me and I put my head in my hands and cry.
"Alex please don't leave me." I cry and he pulls me into his lap. "I'm not going anywhere, okay? We will stay in contact. Okay?" He said and I nodded. "Are you sure you can't stay?" He asked and I nodded. "My dad can't take care of my mum." I replied and Alex took my face and pressed his lips to mine.
"Okay but I just want you to know, you were always my first. My love sticks with you." He said and I hear all the guys at the door. "BUS IS HERE ALEX." They shout and I stare at him with disbelief. "We are leaving." He said and i nod,
"I love you." He said and I hug him. "I love you to Alexander William." I say and he kisses me one last time.
Well, I guess we didn't stay in touch. Or I couldn't take care of my mother & father. My mum passed away and I needed Alex more than ever.
"Show me a hero, and i will write you a tragedy." I say. My father had killed himself. Well, not literally. He wouldn't eat, or take his meds. He needed her and when she was gone, so then he was too.
I couldn't keep trying to keep contact after I called and a girl named Lisa picked up, and told me to not call. He didn't.
Notes
Well my computer is about to die so I had to cut it up. Sorry!
@AlexForJustinHills
thank you, but i am very sorry i love to write how i feel, and unfortunatly this is it. Are you okay?
5/9/15