(Before you can read onto this chapter, I want to explain that this chapter was really hard for me to bring myself to type up for you guys after something that I just found out happened. There are two different parts with trigger warnings. Both of which are self-harm content.....the ending is the biggest of trigger warnings and the hardest part for me to type up. Enjoy, I guess....)


*Ben's POV*

I was almost asleep when I heard the bus door open and loud British voices. "Benny! Are you here?" Danny and Ben's voices called out then they came to the back room.

"Can you guys please be quiet? She's sleeping and right now it's what's best." I said quietly as she moved slightly.

"Sorry, mini me." Ben said and quickly walked away to tell everyone to be quieter.

"We missed you at the concert." Danny said softly and sat down.

"We've been here the whole time." I said simply and played with Sally's hair. I've found that, that relaxes her. So if she woke up, she would at least be relaxed.

"You didn't stay for the concert?" Danny asked confused.

"No, I didn't feel like a concert was the best place for Sally right now." I explained as Ben came walking back in.

"Why not?" Ben asked.

"It's a long story and it's not my place to tell unless she allows me to. It's her personal life that I intend to try and help get passed it." I said, hoping to leave it at that.

"Well not that we really have to know, what's so bad on the PTV bus?" Danny asked softly.

"It's complicated..." I said carefully. They could know, I just felt awkward talking about it.

"We have time if you want to talk about it." Ben said as Danny sat down on the ground and Ben laid down, placing his head in Danny's lap.

"So you know how I've been telling you about Tay's attitude problem? Well, we figured out what's going on. Turns out, when that demon, Mitch, possessed Tay, she kept some of his evil. That evil only gets awakened with sex. None of us knew until Mitch told my dad. It surprised us all to find out that Tay and Cameron have been having sex." I explained.

"Wait, what?" Ben asked in shock, sat up, and looked at me.

"They were actually having sex? We thought so, but weren't sure." Danny said.

"That's where her attitude problem came from." I said. It seemed a lot of people thought Cam and Tay were having sex, but were shocked to find out it was true.

"So, what are you guys doing about it?" Ben asked. Shock still clearly shown on his face.

"Cameron did what he had to. He broke up with her and flew home. He knew that would keep her away. She's throwing bitch fits, moping around, just all around making everyone feel uncomfortable." I explained.

"Shit...." Danny said softly.

"And you're all sure Mitch isn't lying to fuck shit up like he always does?" Ben asked.

"My dad wouldn't have said anything if he didn't believe Mitch." I said.

"Not to mention, your dad is one of the most skeptical of us all about Mitch." Ben announced as I saw someone I didn't recognize standing behind my uncles in the doorway of the little room.

"Nice to hear you guys talking so nicely about me and your thoughts on how I was." The man said. So, this is what Mitch looks like. "Why yes, this is what I looked like as Mitch. I'm not showing my demon side since I come in peace and you can't see what I look like now unless you see Daryl, the body I've taken."

"What the hell are you doing on our bus?" Ben asked, glaring at Mitch. Mitch's eyes turned pure black and he smirked.

"You don't really want to be rude, do you? I'm the only one who can figure out how to fix this Tay situation. Plus, you know what has happened with anyone else who's tried to cross me, so don't cross me. I'm here because I always come when I hear any of my names called. Mitch, That-Asshole-Demon, Mitch-The-Bitch, That-Bastard, Daryl." His eyes switched back to their normal color.

"Are you lying?" Danny asked defiantly.

"No, I saw what would become of Tay and everyone if I allowed it to continue. I'm not heartless, I'm just evil trying to be controlled." Mitch explained.

"What would have happened?" I asked, unsure if I wanted to really know.

"You're right to be nervous of my answer. Destruction would happen. I wanted to see what would happen when that evil was activated; I never got to find out. Your mother and I never slept with each other and I just wanted her, I wanted to love her. I meant well, but the evil prevented me from showing it and now that I can, I'm joining the army so the evil can help fight for our country."

"Okay, you explained yourself. Now, please can you leave and let us spend some time with our nephew?" Danny asked. Seconds later, Mitch faded away.

*Andy's POV*

When I saw Cameron, part of me really wanted to hit him for having sex with my baby sister, but the other part of me wanted to reassure him that it's okay. "Hey, I um.....I'm sure you wanna know why I'm back and avoiding you." Cameron said carefully then stared at his shoes.

"I actually just found out. I didn't think you'd tell me, so I called Ben." I said keeping my voice calm. Ben said that Cam needs someone on his side and I need to be that person right now.

"You're not mad?" Cameron asked looking at me confused.

"I'm not thrilled you two were having sex, but I'm not gonna do anything either. You did the right thing and that's all that matters." I said sincerely.

"I feel so numb, yet so fucking broken." Cameron said sadly as tears came to his eyes.

"But you did the right thing. Sure, it really hurts now, but it could make things ten times better for you two in the long run." I said, placing a reassuring hand on his shoulder.

"I told her I didn't love her anymore and pushed her away." Cameron said with his voice breaking at the end of his sentence. That's when he broke down. He collapsed to the ground, his face in his hands and crying. "I can't even turn on my phone....it blows up with messages from her." Cameron cried.

"Cam, it will all be fine." I said softly, getting down to his level.

"Everyone keeps saying that, but I don't believe it anymore."

"You need to believe it. It's true."

"I hurt one of the people I love the most."

"She'll forgive you. I know she will."

"How the hell do you know?!"

"'Cause she's my sister."

"That doesn't mean anything! You didn't know we had sex a lot! You didn't know she continued cutting! You didn't know how truly upset she was! You didn't even know how much she hated everything that happened when you were rebelling You don't even know how much she hates that you're always in her business!" Cameron covered his mouth. Andy didn't know what to feel or how to react.

"Thanks." Was all I said before going back inside and sitting down at the table. Cameron's words hitting me as he sat outside. He basically just told me that my own sister hates me.

"Babe, are you okay?" Ash asked as I sat down. I put on a fake smile and nodded.

"Mom, I feel sick. Can you please bring me home?" Cameron asked Jessica. I hadn't even realized he came back in. He even looked nauseous.

"Fine, but one day you're gonna need to learn that moping around won't get you anywhere." Jessica said then looked to my mom and Alysha. "Who's house should I go to once I've dropped him off?"

"We'll start at my house." Erin said. Jessica nodded as she stood up.

"I'll see you soon." Jessica said with a smile and left with Cameron. Alysha paid for everything and then we left for my house.

*Tay's POV* (Trigger Warning)

Everyone had just left the bus for the concert and I was on the bus. I decided to get up and shower. I had no good reason not to. I went to the bathroom with my shower stuff and looked in the mirror. God, I'm ugly. I don't look good at all. I understand why Cameron left me. I'm not pretty enough.

I stripped down and looked at myself. I'm too fat, look at how huge my legs are. I don't have curves, I have fat rolls. My boobs are too small. My ass is flat and isn't nice at all. All these scars are ugly. I'll never be pretty. I need to get in shape and stop eating like a fat ass.
Maybe then Cameron will love me. If that doesn't help, I'll get a boob job. If my body is perfect, I can get him back. I sighed and got in the shower, starting the water, staring down at my razor. Dare I? I need to feel something. I picked it up and smashed it till all the individual razors came out.

I hid all but one and stared at that last one as it lay in my hand. I sat down before dragging it across each wrist, doing as many as I could till I had gone up to where my arm bends. I sat and watched the blood flow out, enjoying the pain. I knew my next source of more pain would be the water so I stretched my arms out and breathed in deeply at the pain of the water spraying every cut clean of the blood that flowed.

I sat like that until the stopped bleeding. I stood up and turned off the water, feeling dizzy. I wrapped a towel around my body then just left the bathroom and laid back down, under the covers, on the bed in the back room. A few seconds later, I heard the bus door open and close. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Tay, I know you're awake. I just saw the light get turned off." My dad said.

"Leave me alone." I grumbled.

"No, Tay, we need to talk." He said seriously.

"What the fuck do you want?" I asked glaring at him.

"This attitude problem is really fucking annoying! You're gonna listen to me and keep your mouth shut!"

"Or what?"

"Or you're not living with me anymore and you'll be living with Danielle and Daryl."

"What?!"

"Now, let me talk. We all know you and Cameron were having sex. I know he broke up with you and flew back. I know you're hurt, but you can't take that out on all of us. You're making everyone really uncomfortable. Now, to my point, Danielle and I talked and you'll be staying with her for a little while when we get back."

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"I'm not doing anything."

"Yes, you are! You're ruining my life!"

"No, I'm helping you." With that he turned and got off the bus.

*Third Person POV* (The worst of the Trigger Warning....and the part I didn't want to type out.)

Cameron watched as his mom drove away then sat at his desk in his room. Thoughts running through his mind. He felt sick, he felt terrible, but he still somehow felt numb. The bassist's son ran to his bathroom just in time to vomit. He vomited up all of the food he had just eaten. He collapsed and laid on the ground until he felt better.

Cameron slowly stood up and flushed the toilet before going to his room. He laid in bed thinking. How could he have not realized something was wrong? He should have listened to his dad and waited. If he just listened to his dad, he wouldn't be in this mess.

The home phone rang and Cameron realized three hours had passed since he had gotten home. He got up quickly to answer the phone. "Hello?"

"Hey Cam, just calling to tell you that I'll be home soon." Jessica said over the phone.

"How long do you think?" Cameron asked carefully. This question confused Jessica a little, he never asked that before.

"I should be home in half an hour."

"Okay."

"Now, tell me, did you really feel sick earlier?"

"Yes, and I was sick."

"Well, are you feeling better now?"

"No, I'll see you when you get home. Bye." Cameron said and hung up, done with the conversation. He ran back to his room, pulling out a piece of paper and a pencil. The daunting plan coming to his mind. He couldn't get his mind off this plan. With tears streaming down his cheeks he wrote everything he needed to say before going through with the rest of his plan.

'To Ashley, I'm sorry to do this to you. I can't even imagine how you may be feeling once you read this. This isn't your fault so don't try and blame yourself. This is all my fault. Live a happy life with Andy and your son. Change things around for yourself.
To Sally, I know the news of this will crush you and I'm so sorry. Me and Ash are the closest people you've had and I will no longer be here for you. This isn't your fault either. Be happy with Ben, he'll treat you right. Make a positive change in the world like you want to.
To Ben and Andy, you two take have become people I'd like to consider my friends ever since we met. Take care of Sally, Ash, and Tay....they're gonna need you guys. This isn't your fault, please don't think it is. Andy, I'm very sorry about what I said. It just came out and was all stuff she said after one of the first times we had sex.....
To Mom and Dad, I can't live on this world hurting the people I love. I love all of you guys, but I can't go on anymore. You may not understand why I'm doing this, but you don't have to. You guys are having another kid, anyway. Maybe they won't up and turn out to be a fuck up, like me. Maybe they will listen when you tell them not to have sex or what not to do, unlike me.
Lastly, tell Tay that I love her so much and that what I said was a lie. Every single thing I said before leaving and coming home, was a lie. I don't even know why I call this home when it doesn't feel like home anymore. Goodbye and please don't be sad that I'm gone.'

Cameron ran downstairs, grabbed what he wanted, and ran back to his room and locked the door. He leaned against the wall next to his desk, took one last look at the note, then pressed the knife he grabbed into his skin and sliced up his arm before doing the same to his other wrist. Within a minute, he dropped to the ground unconscious, the knife bouncing on the ground away from his hand.

Notes

This is not the kind of chapter I want to type up and post for you guys after hearing what happened with Markiplier and the Cyndago guys. Please don't ask me what happened if you don't know. It's easy to figure out if you just look around online. I feel absolutely terrible about what happened and feel so fucking terrible that I'm posting this after that, but what was written was written before any information was given and it was too late to change anything.

Will Cam be okay?

-Rose