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Celebrate The Way That Night Hides Scars

Chapter 41

*One Month Later, Heading to San Diego, Tony's POV*

I couldn't get my mind off of the past month, it's been a weird and crazy month. I found out what Tris said to Cameron, Andy had only been able to actually contact Ben. Cameron had said his mom explained that she couldn't stay long then went on to say he needed to check on Tay then that she was sorry but she needed to go and she loved him and his dad.

When Cameron went to try and fix things he was told he wasn't allowed on the bus until Tay woke up. After that night she had on an oversized sweatshirt that actually used to be mine, the baggiest pants she had (which were mainly just sweat pants) and vans. I tried figuring out why and now that I think about it I think I figured it out. Is she cutting? I could tell she's gotten severely depressed, but I didn't know if she'd been cutting.

"Tony." I looked up instantly recognizing Tris's voice, there she was in front of me.

"It's been a while." I said with a smile, she always reminded me of Rose. She smiled back.

"It has, I've been watching over you since Mitch took Rose." She said, I knew she had been even if it wasn't blatantly obvious.

"Yeah, I thought so. I feel like I'm getting closer to her, I've almost found her again."

"I'm not allowed to reveal anything of that kind of thing to you. However, I did come here for a reason. To answer your most recent question and warn you about tonight. Yes, Tay has been cutting. Everyone in The Pretty Reckless bus and I have been trying to stop her. She needs you, so you need to talk to her when you can." I swallowed hard.

"And the warning?"

"Mitch's final attack will be from now till Rose gets her memories back......shit, I gotta go. Be careful and stay as safe as possible!" With that she faded away.

"Shit! My poor baby girl." I whispered to myself before suddenly feeling pressure on my throat and my air was being cut off.

"You might want to keep a very close eye on the three that are pregnant." Came Mitch's threat and he then threw me against the nearest wall. "One or all of them could lose their unborn children tonight!" With that he disappeared too.

"Fuck!"

*Ben's POV*

Last night I finally stayed in the PTV bus again, I haven't done much lately. Just laid around and slept, Sally tried talking to me multiple times. We were almost home to San Diego, I can't wait to be back. I was ready to see my house, dogs and even Erin even if it was only for 2 days. "Benji, are you okay? You've been avoiding me all month." Sally whined, I ignored her. Ben, I know you're awake." She kept pushing for me to answer her, but I wouldn't.

"Okay, you're not talking to me so I guess I have to do something about it then." She said and before I knew it, I was now laying on my back and she was straddling me.

"What the hell?"

"Why have you been avoiding me?"

"Get off of me, Sally."

"Not until you stop avoiding me."

"No, get off me." Instead of getting off, she leaned forward and kissed me.

"No, I won't." Sally said in a seductive tone, she leaned down and kissed me again. I slowly sat up and kissed back while grabbing a fist full of her long beautiful brown hair. She quietly moaned and I took that time to slip my tongue in her mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance, but in the end mine won. She broke away and smirked.

"What?" I asked and she giggled, her eyes were filled with both lust and love. "God, you're beautiful." I said looking into her eyes, she just smiled at me.

"Shut up." She said and now I could tell she was blushing.

"Knowing I can make you blush makes it all so much better." I said with a smile and watched as the blush worsened.

"Stop." She said and I leaned forward and kissed her, she broke the kiss then lead a trail of kisses along my jawline then down to about the middle of my neck. She started softly biting and nipping around that area. I could feel myself grow hard, Sally must've noticed too because she started grinding on me. I was so lost in lust and didn't realize what she was doing till her hand was starting to go into my boxers.

"Sally, no." I said stopping her and looked into her eyes again.

"What's wrong? Do you not want me?" She looked and sounded so upset.

"No, it's not that. I'd just rather wait for a little longer into our relationship to do that. Babe, I love you so much. But if I allow you to continue right now, then I'll only feel like I took advantage of you." I said before fixing my pants.

"Good answer Ben, you've gained some of my respect." Vic's voice made both Sally and I jump, that caused Vic to chuckle. "If I scared you like that then you need to be more sneaky...and quiet." Vic chuckled again, well damn.

*Andy's POV*

"No! No! Leave me alone! You killed my family, isn't that enough!?" I awoke scared, I must've waken Ash too because she was just staring at me as scared as I felt.

"A-Are you okay?" Ash asked me.

"Yeah babe, just a bad dream. Are you okay?"

"I think I'm okay, all these teenager and pregnancy hormones have me so mixed up." She said with tears in her eyes.

"Awe, Ash baby, come here." I said opening my arms to her and she snuggled up to me.

"God dammit Andy, just listen to me! Keep your eyes on Juliet tonight!......Just fucking do it, okay!?" My dad yelled, what the hell? "Fine, we'll talk at the venue." With that my dad walked into the back room where we were and looked at me. "I need to talk to you." He said, his voice was softer now. I nodded and followed him to the front lounge. "I need you to keep an eye on Ashley and Erin while I'm on stage tonight."

"I can do that, but could you tell me why?" I didn't need an explanation, I'd just like one.

"Mitch threatened the lives of their and Juliet's babies. I figured you wouldn't want Ash to go through losing a baby." My dad explained, I nodded then walked back to Ash and we went back to how we were laying.

"We need to stay near each other and in eyesight of Erin tonight." I said softly to her and she looked into my eyes.

"Okay." She said then kissed me with so much passion and her hand trailed down to the lining of my boxers.

"Please don't put me in a position to make you stop." I said breaking the kiss and not wanting to do anything sexual with her so soon after she's been raped and we just got together. Not to mention the fact that she's pregnant.

"Then don't make me stop." She said seductively and slipped her hand in my boxers, but before she could do more I pulled her hand out and held both her hands in mine.

"It's not time yet babe. Plus I don't know whether it's you or the hormones speaking." I said softly while looking into her eyes.

"Okay, I'll stop." She said, that's when I saw movement. It was Mike.

"I'll be right back babe, okay?" Ash nodded so I got up and walked into bunk alley where Mike was waiting.

"I just wanted to say that I'm proud of you. When I was your age I would never have wanted to stay with someone pregnant and I definitely wouldn't have stopped her like you just did." Mike said and I was kind of astonished.

"R-Really?" I asked in shock.

"Yes and if you're really serious about marrying my daughter. Then I give you my blessing."

"Mike, I'm completely serious about it. Your daughter, she's not just someone or some girl to me. She's my soulmate. I'd be so lost without her. So lost and lonely and depressed."

*Tay's POV*

We were stopped in San Diego now, Erin met us at the venue. It was a nice winter day, spring would be starting soon, but I wouldn't change into shorts or take the oversized sweatshirt (I had on) off. I've been kind of smart about things, I only started cutting after the stitches were taken out. I didn't know how to deal with anything, so I turned to cutting.

I haven't talked to Cameron all month, thinking of him clearly called him to me. He was walking straight to me, well there's no way out now. "Tay, please talk to me." He pleaded, I carefully crossed my arms in front of me.

"Why talk now? We're not supposed to talk till we're in the UK, remember?" I asked with attitude.

"Tay don't do this."

"Why? I'm just doing what our dads want."

"Can you not hear yourself? I was the one trying to do what they wanted! Then you didn't! You
had to go and wear something you knew would make me want you!"

"Are you implying I was dressed in a slutty way that night?!"

"In a slutty way? You WERE a slut that night!" Well, that hurt. "Oh my god....Tay baby, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it!"

"Save it! You know as well as I do that you meant everything you said!" I yelled at him then pushed passed him muttering the simple words. "Fucking asshole." I walked out of the PTV green room and passed Andy, I could feel tears coming to my eyes. I needed to get away and fast so I ran.

I ended up running into someone. "Tay are you okay, sweetie?" It was my dad and Erin, I just hugged my dad and cried into his chest. He picked me up and carried me to side-stage and sat down. "What's wrong Tay Tay?" My dad asked when I calmed down, he used the nickname all my family did when I was upset.

"C-Cameron j-just c-called m-me a s-s-slut..." I stuttered out.

"He did what?" I could tell he was trying to keep his voice level, but I could still hear the anger in his voice and I felt his body tense up.

"He didn't mean it though. I've been upset all month, I escalated things and ticked him off when he was trying to fix things. I know he didn't mean it when he did that, I was just so hurt and that added to it." I explained, I didn't want anyone to hurt him because of me. I felt my dad relax and pull me as close to him as he could.

"I know baby girl, I know you've been really hurt and upset. But you need to come to me instead of what you've been doing." Shit, does he know?

"What?" I asked trying to sound clueless.

"Did you forget that your aunts are always watching you and they talk to me?" He asked, Erin stayed very quiet during this whole time.

"Yeah, I actually did." I said.

"We're going to talk about this later." My dad said as Jaime was walking by with Cameron, Cameron had blood flowing out of his nose. Jaime pointed to where I knew the bathroom was and said something to Cam before he came over to us and Cameron went to the bathroom.

"What happened!?" I asked frantically.

"Andy happened. I had to pull him off Cameron. My son wasn't even trying to defend himself. Then they both went on to explain that they made a deal. Cameron can hit Andy if he hurts Ash. Andy can hit Cam if he hurts Tay." Jaime said and I felt tears coming to my eyes again.

"Andy did that because I pushed Cameron far enough to call me a slut, huh?" I asked Jaime and he nodded, I got up as quick as I could and ran to Cameron. Once I got to him, I hugged him from behind. "I'm so sorry, Cammie."

"Why be sorry? It's my fault." He said looking at me through the mirror.

"No, it's mainly mine. I pushed you to say it." I said to him, he had toilet paper trying to stop the bleeding.

"But I should've stopped myself." He said quietly to me.

"We can't always do that, Cammie." I said and he chuckled quietly.

"You're telling me, my damn nose won't stop bleeding." He said and I giggled, I stopped hugging him and grabbed his hand.

"Let's go sit down and I can help you." I said and lead him to side-stage which was now empty of people except crew people preparing for the concert. "Lay your head in my lap." I said when I sat down, he did what I said and I tensed in slight pain due to him laying on cuts. I smiled down at him.

"What?" He asked.

"You're so cute." I said admiring him.

"Aw shucks." Cameron said after a little while of silence between us.

"What?"

"My nose finally stopped bleeding and I only have a beautiful girl to thank for that." He said, I faked a smile and leaned down and kissed him. "I love you Tay."

"I love you too, but..."

"But?"

"I can't be beautiful."

"What are you talking about? Other than my birth mom, you are the most beautiful girl in my life."

"How can I be beautiful when I cut?"

*Danielle's POV*

I couldn't believe I got married a week ago and within that week, Daryl and I found an apartment and moved in. Not to mention, tonight we were going to see The World Tour. I felt arms snake around my waist. "Hello beautiful bride of mine." Daryl said and kissed my head.

"Well hello handsome husband." I said with a smile.

"Ready for tonight?" He asked, turning me so I was facing him.

"Yes!" I said with a big smile. "Aren't we leaving soon?"

"Right now actually." He said and took my hand in his and lead me to the jeep. Somewhere deep inside of me I felt uneasy. I didn't know why either. "You okay sweetie?" Daryl asked starting the car.

"Yeah, I just feel kind of uneasy." I said and he gave me a small smile.

"Well tonight should be great." He said to me in reassurance.

"I'm really excited about it though." I said with a smile.

"That's not gonna last long." He mumbled, did I just hear him right?

"What?"

"Nothing, just talking to myself saying how great this concert's gonna be."

"Okay, I love you hubby."

"I love you too, love." He said and parked. Once we got in line I felt this pull inside of me. Almost as if I was being called inside.

*Third Person POV*

"Andy did that because I pushed Cameron far enough to call me a slut, huh?" Tay asked Jaime and he nodded in response. Tay quickly got up and ran to Cameron, that left Jaime, Tony and Erin together.

"What were you and her talking about?" Erin asked her husband and he saw no reason to lie.

"After getting her stitches out she started cutting. I feel bad about it and that I didn't notice when I should've." Tony said, his voice filled with guilt. An awkward silence took place till Jaime changed the subject.

"I came here because I need you to calm Andy down, you're his dad. Surely you could help." Jaime said and helped Tony to stand, both of them then helped Erin up and walked to their green room. Andy was pacing furiously and Ashley was curled up against Mike who was next to Alysha.

"Dad, are you just gonna let him get away with that? That was fucking uncalled for!" Andy yelled at his father.

"He didn't mean it, calm down." Tony tried soothing his adrenaline rushed son.

"You're taking his side!? Don't tell me to fucking calm down when he called my little sister a slut!" Andy yelled making Tony cock and eyebrow.

"I'm not taking his side, she pushed him to say it. How do you think I felt when Tay calmed down and told me. I WAS pissed! But once you hear her tell you he didn't mean it, you'll calm down." Tony tried to keep his voice level.

"No dad, it's not that easy. Is she with that asshole?" Andy asked and his father nodded. "Am I the only one with common sense!? She shouldn't be with him!"

"Wait a minute-" Jaime was saying, but Tony stopped him. Tony noticed Ash was shaking and clinging to her dad who was whispering to her.

"You're scaring your girlfriend Andy. I'm not gonna deal with this! You, and only you, are going to your uncles until you're calm. Go, now." Tony said and Andy looked back at Ash before walking out.

"I'm gonna make sure he's not going back for Cameron." Jaime said then left the room. It was surprising not to see Jessica around Jaime.

"Thanks for getting him out of here." Mike said then went back to trying to comfort his daughter in some way. That's when Tony noticed that the feeling he's had grew stronger.

"You okay Tone?" Mike asked Tony at the sudden easily noticed mood change.

"We need to have a band meeting, just us four, ASAP." Tony said and Mike nodded.

"Ash baby, can your mom take over?" Mike asked his daughter who nodded in response. Mike stood up, but before he could his wife grabbed his wrist so he turned to her.

"Babe, will you do mine and Ash's nails tonight?" She asked, Mike only nodded then followed Tony out the door to find Jaime and Vic.

"Jaime, we need to find Vic. I need a band meeting, now." Tony said and Jaime nodded.

"Vic said he was meeting Danielle at the bus so we need to be careful. They might be doing the sex thing." Jaime joked then the three men walked to the bus and made a loud entrance.

"Vic, emergency band meeting. Now! Please come quickly." After Tony said that, they walked off the bus. Five minutes later Vic came out.

"What's up?" Vic.

"She's back." Tony.

"Who's back?" Mike and Vic.

"Rose is back, she's here tonight! We have to find her before Mitch can hurt her." Tony.

"I told you from the start that I'd help you find her." Jaime.

"I'll help, but if she doesn't want to stay we can't make her." Vic.

"I'll try and help." Mike.

*A Couple Hours Later, PTV Takes the Stage, Danielle's POV*

The concert has been amazing, all the bands are great. Daryl and I had just gotten up to the barricade when the last band came up. It was some band called Pierce The Veil. I couldn't help but concentrate on a group side-stage as the band came on. There were 6 teenagers and a couple. The female of the couple was the vocalist for Automatic Loveletter and the male was the vocalist of Black Veil Brides.

I couldn't take my eyes off the couple. The guy wasn't paying attention to his girlfriend, he was just joking around with one of the teenagers. The girl collapsed and fell forward. That whole group along with another woman frantically tried to help the vocalist.

Then I zoned into the music and it sounded so familiar, the lead vocalist, drummer and bassist looked so familiar as well. My eyes then met with the guitarist and some feeling rushed through me before everything went black.

*Tony's POV*

She is here, she's somewhere in the crowd. I couldn't get my mind off her. We were finishing Hold On Till May when my eyes met with this beautiful girl at the barricade. I knew instantly that it was Rose. Only seconds later she was falling, her head hit the barricade and I instantly stopped playing. "Help that girl! Bring her and her boyfriend backstage!" I yelled at the security guards, everything stopped. The security guards did as I said and I could only assume the boyfriend was Mitch.

"Sorry about that, let's go on to the next song." Vic said to the crowd. After we were done I rushed to find Rose, she was still out and the guy was next to her. He looked up at me as I approached.

"Hello Tony." The guy said.

"I can only assume it's you Mitch. I know that's Rose." I said in a matter-of-fact tone of voice.

"Kind of. I am Mitch and she is Rose, but that's not our names now." He said with a smirk.

"Then what are your names now?"

"Well, I'm Daryl and my lovely wife here is Danielle."

"She married you?"

"Danielle did, Rose is gaining all her memories now. She should wake up any minute now."

"You took her! Why'd you take her away from me?" Tay yelled at Daryl and ran up by me.

"Well Taylor, I wouldn't have had to take her if your father hadn't taken her from me." Daryl said and I was appalled.

"I did no such thing! She came with us because she wanted to get away from YOU! You're just upset because she fell in love with ME! She married ME! She had MY children!" I yelled at him, he just laughed in response.

"That's what YOU think. She really fell in love with ME first, but when she got away she started to love you. There's a difference between loving someone and being IN love with someone." Daryl said.

"Would you two shut up? My head hurts." Danielle said and I instantly looked to her.

"Do you remember me?" I asked hopeful and she looked at me.

"Of course I do, Tone. I remember everything. But I'm no longer Rose, I am Danielle now." She said and Tay got under my arm and burried her face in my chest. "I'm sorry baby." Danielle said to Tay.

"No you're not! You don't care!" Tay yelled at Danielle and faced her.

"Tay, don't." I tried stopping her.

"No, she can yell at me. I deserve it. After all I'm leaving you all over again. Turtle, you, Tay and Mike all need to just forget about me. I only cause trouble. Hell, you and Mike have beautiful wives. Just forget me, move on and love your own wives. And Tay baby, you have Cameron and Erin." Danielle said.

"But Erin's not you." Tay said simply.

"She and your dad have done a better job raising you and your brothers, than I ever could." Danielle said in response.

"If you're not staying with us, then leave!" Tay yelled then ran off.

"I'll walk you two to your vehicle." I said, Daryl and I helped her to stand. Daryl carried her while I walked with. "Stay safe." I said once Daryl put Danielle in his jeep.

"Stay the hell away from us, Perry. Also, you didn't do too well at protecting the pregnant ones. One lost their baby tonight, another will be taken away at some point and the last one will be fine. My torment stops now." Daryl said with an evil glint in his eyes. I just shook my head and walked back to the PTV green room in the venue where Mike, Vic, Jaime, Jessica, Danielle (Vic's wife), Alysha, Erin, Tay, Andy, Ben, Cameron, Sally and Ashley were waiting.

"Dad, Vic said I could play one song every night on stage for the rest of tour if you're okay with it. So can I?" Tay asked running up to me and hugged me happily.

"Well if it's okay with Vic and it's something you want to do, then yes it's fine with me."

Notes

Well, this woulda been up last night but it was 12 1/2 pages long that I had to type up and I was up till 1 AM typing till I was told I needed to go to sleep due to having school and having to wake up in 5-5 1/2 hours till I had to wake up haha. Hope you like this chapter, a lot happened. Please comment and subscribe.

-Rose

Comments

@bulletproofangel
Glad you're loving it and I don't plan on ending this one too soon :)

Damn!!! I love the way this is going, please go on <3

@Fangirl_BandGeek
I guess that's just something you get with my stories haha

Oh my gosh I can't I love this but it's so heart-wrenching

@bulletproofangel
I was informed by my coauthor it may be a little while due to responsibilities and all, but she will be updating as soon as she can :)

@bulletproofangel