Celebrate The Way That Night Hides Scars

*Third Person POV*
"No Sally I want you to be mine! Be my girlfriend?" Ben asked Sally, she froze. She didn't like that he did this now and that it was under these circumstances.

"I'm not answering, you probably won't even remember this in the morning." Sally said and turned to leave but Ben grabbed her wrist, his force was causing some of her cuts to open and she cringed in pain before pulling her wrist out of his grip.

"Babe, don't be like that....please, be my girlfriend, I love you." Ben said his words slurring, Sally just shook her head no. She could feel tears coming to her eyes because she didn't want to say no to him, but she couldn't say yes when he more than likely won't remember this in the morning.

"Ben, go to sleep." Sally said trying to be serious when she just wanted to cry and not be in this situation.

"Babe?...." Ben said quietly.

"No, Ben you need to get in that bus and go to sleep. We'll talk when you're sober." Sally said and tried to walk away again but yet again the same thing happened, only he pulled her to him and kissed her.

"Please babe, please." Ben whispered and Sally pushed him away causing him to stumble and fall on his ass. She couldn't stand tasting the liquor on his mouth, she allowed her tears to flow.

"Don't fucking talk to me tonight! Get your ass on that fucking bus and go to fucking sleep!" Sally yelled, she then turned and walked back to the PTV bus. When she got back on she had a fake smile and got into her bag, she grabbed her make up case where she knew her razor was.

"Hey are you okay? You look like you've been crying." Vic said as Sally was on the way to the bathroom.

"Yeah dad, my make up is messing with my eyes. I'm just gonna take my makeup off and go to sleep." Sally said and smiled walking towards the bathroom again.

"Okay kiddo, sleep well." Vic said and Sally went in the bathroom and pulled out her razor.

"It's been a couple weeks, I've missed you." She whispered to it.


Ashley had woken up when Andy was telling Sally to just go to Be, she remembered falling asleep crying into his chest. He wouldn't let her go and just held her. Only one thing about everything going on right now was, how the hell could Andy love her? How the hell could anyone even love her?

*A Week and A Half Later, Andy's POV*
I was sitting in the back lounge of the BVB bus cuddling with Ash, she finally trusted me enough to cuddle but things would never be the same for her. Randomly the bus started rolling, I held on to Ash as we crashed against everything in the room. Did we just crash or something? What the fuck? Once everything went still, I noticed Ashley too was still.

"Ash? Ash!" I yelled and checked to see if she had a pulse or was breathing, nothing. "No, no! You can't be dead! Ash, please wake up!" I yelled to no avail and threw her over my shoulder and found our way out. To my horror, there were bodies littered on the ground and we were in a little woodsy area.

Jinxx, Jake, Ashley P, CC, Andy, Matt, all of From First To Last, everyone in The Pretty Reckless, everyone in Automatic Loveletter, Lights, Rocket, Beau, all of Blessthefall, Jack, Alex, Rian, Zack, Danny, Ben B, Sam, his son Spencer, James, his son Kiegan, his daughter Carol, Cameron L, his daughter Sara, his daughter Lily, Vic, Sally, Mike, Jaime and his son Cameron.

I carefully and sadly put Ash down by Sally and looked for Tay, my dad and Ben. "No!!" I heard a cry, I looked up and found another body and walked up. I was horrified at the sight in front of me, there lie a motionless Ben with a hunk of metal stabbed through his chest.

"No.....Ben.......why?" I asked quietly crying. "You took my mom and now my brother?" I cried then heard another cry, in the distance I saw yet another body. As I cried I hesitantly walked up to it. "No, no, no, no! Not you too Tay!" I cried, she was gone. Pale, cold and dead. Gone.

"I saved them last time...why couldn't I this time?" I recognized my dad's cry and saw him sitting against a tree with something in his had.

"Dad!" I yelled and ran to him, I dropped to my knees and hugged him. "Dad, I need you right now.....I know you don't hate me....." I said then let go of him and he looked at me sadness and guilt in his eyes.

"I wish you said that before today....it's too late Andy. First, I lost your mother. Then, Ben and Tay along with my band.....I just can't live like this now." My dad said then lifted his hand, there was a gun in it and he pointed it to his temple. "Goodbye mijo."

"No dad!" I yelled, but it was too late. My family is gone, I'm completely alone in this world now. What the hell am I gonna do? I looked down at the gun and picked it up. "I'll be with them." I convinced myself before pointing it at my head and pulling the trigger.

"Andy, are you okay?" My dad's voice woke me from my nightmare, I could feel my tears streaming down my face as I quickly got out of the bunk I was in and hugged my dad.

"I love you so much papa, I know now you really don't hate me!"

*Ben's POV*
We were finally continuing tour after a week and a half or so, the band rescheduled quite a few tour dates for after the tour due to Sally being in the hospital. I should've never aloud my uncles to get me drunk, I should've stopped them. But most of all, I should've been there for Sally. That night she almost died because she had cut too deep, had it not been for Vic, Cameron and Ashley having a bad feeling she would be dead right now.

I didn't even know she would self-harm, it seemed on Ashley knew about it. While Sally was in the hospital, they got Ashley tested to see if she got any STD's due to being raped (she didn't). I didn't even know about that, the day Ashley was getting tested Sally was still in the hospital so Vic, Jaime, Mike and my dad kicked all us kids off the tour bus and went through everything to hide or get rid of everything sharp they could find.

It was about 2 AM but I couldn't sleep, the bus was on it's way to New Mexico. My dad didn't seem to want to go, but I don't blame him. It's where he met my mom, I was pretty sure I was the only one awake. I haven't been on the AA bus since that night, they tried asking me to come back. I always ended back here on the PTV bus though. The girls were sharing the back room while me, Andy and Cameron were supposed to stay in the front lounge.

Andy either wouldn't sleep and watched over Ashley, or he'd be doing that till he fell asleep and ended up sleep walking and getting in the last empty bunk. "Ben?" I heard a small voice and there was Sally standing and looking at me, her cuts were so deep they needed to be stitched and she had just gotten the stitches out yesterday.

"Yeah?" I asked quietly, I didn't wanna wake Cameron.

"Can we talk?" She asked, I nodded and patted the spot next to me on the couch and she sat down. "I wanted to talk about the night you sang on stage." She said quietly and I looked down, frustrated tears started to come to my eyes.

"I keep trying so fucking hard to remember what happened that night." I explained, it frustrated me that I couldn't remember anything. I waited till I was composed again and looked her in the eyes, a serious look now on my face. "Did you cut because of me?"

"I knew you wouldn't remember, that's what I kept telling you." She was now the one trying to hold back tears. "No, it wasn't because of you. It was because of myself."

"Will you tell me what happened? I can't stand not knowing." I said, she looked down before looking at me again.

"You asked me to be your girlfriend, but I said no. It killed me to say no, but I knew you wouldn't remember. It was saying no that lead me to cutting...."

*Tay's POV*
Tonight was the night to stay on the PTV bus, I was the only one still hanging out constantly with my aunts/uncles. I figured I should just start staying on here like Andy and Ben, I felt like I was the only one awake. I got on my phone and texted Cameron hoping I wasn't waking him up.

To Cammie ♥: U awake?

I smiled at his name in my phone, I had started calling him Cammie he tried to seem like he hated it but never stopped me from continuing to call him it.

From Cammie ♥: Ya, cn't sleep babe?

To Cammie ♥: Ya.....come cuddle?

I really hoped he would, my nightmares that started when Ben was in the hospital were continuing. I found the only way I could sleep peacefully is if someone watched over me like Andy would, or if I had someone very close to me. I saw the door to the back room open and Cameron walked in, he found me on the floor and he looked tired. "You look tired....did I wake you?" I asked him, I hope I didn't wake him up.

"No, I was going to the bathroom when you texted. Why are you sleeping on the floor?" He asked laying down and getting under my blankets, he wrapped his arms around my waist and I smiled.

"Sally comforts Ashley so I choose to sleep on the ground. Plus when Andy's in here, like he was earlier, then he's close enough that if him watching over us doesn't help me, then I can go over to him and sleep. He's always right there." I said pointing to the spot by the door where my brother would sit against the wall.

"Why can't you sleep well?" Cameron asked me.

"Cammie, that's a story you'll have to wait to hear." I said, I didn't want to explain since Ashley was in the room and could be awake.

"Why do you call me Cammie?" He asked and I giggled.

"When I first said it, you looked cutely confused. Then you tried to seem upset about it, now anytime I say it you try to seem like you hate it. But, I can tell that you really like it. You like it because it's my own special nickname I gave you." I said, I wonder if he'll notice those are his exact thoughts.

"How'd you know all that?" He asked stunned, I giggled and turned to him. I then softly kissed him and got near his ear.

"Your mom told me." I whispered quiet enough so that if Ashley was awake she couldn't understand what I said.

"What else have you heard?" He asked realizing I wanted this stuff between just me and him.

"That's a tale for another time Cammie." I said quietly and cuddled as close as I could to him. "Let's sleep." I said closing my eyes, I felt him softly kiss my head and within minutes we were both asleep.

*Danielle's POV*
I could almost do everything I used to now, I asked for more time in rehab because I really wanted to be back to normal and do everything I used to. The wedding is in 3 weeks, then the concert's in a little over a month. Something about the concert caused constant heartache, but I didn't know why.

Daryl and I didn't know any of the bands on tour, we just liked going to concert and find good bands to listen to. "Danielle, I have news for you." My mom said standing at my door.

"Then spit it out." I said smiling.

"You only have a week left of your rehab." She said and my smile got bigger.

"Really?" I asked excitedly, she nodded and I hugged her happily.

Notes

So Ben can't sleep, they're going where Tony and Rose met how's that gonna work out? Andy had a nightmare making him realize that his dad really doesn't hate him. Tay is also having trouble's sleeping. Ben now also knows that Sally turned him down, will he try again just sober this time? What's going on with Ashley and Andy now?

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-Rose