Loverboy

Her blue eyes stared into mine. Any forms of her getting abused are now gone or cleverly hidden by make up.

I stood there like a dumb founded idiot.

Holland was here with only 4 days of Warped left. Fuck.

“Hi Ally” she said softly as her voice brought me back to reality. The guys knew my history with her and all. They were almost just as dumbfounded as me.

“Hi, um…what are you doing here?” I awkwardly asked and scratched the back of my neck, the guys dispersed to the back.

“I know I should’ve told you, but I just couldn’t stay in my house hell in that state. I was going crazy so I figured I’d come here with you. I know I’m imposing and I’m sorry but my parents still want nothing to do with me and I’m a mess okay!” She ran her hands threw her hair then brought them back to cover her face.

This is the worst thing that could’ve happened.

“I’ll be right back.” I said and stormed to the back. I had to wipe myself down with baby wipes and change. I did that as fast as possible then went to the guys in the back lounge.

“I didn’t invite her and now I don’t know what the fuck to do!” I whisper yelled.

“Why is she here?” Austin asked.

“She couldn’t stay home it was driving her crazy.” Fuck.

“Well you’re going to have to do something” Aaron said.

“No fucking shit.”

“She treats you like shit then her boyfriend beats her up and she expects to fall back on you, again.” Phil said and I grabbed Austin’s bottle of water and hit Phil with it. That rubbed me the wrong way.

“And I should’ve added that you have feelings for her.” Phil said.

“Fuck you” I spat and went to the front of the bus to talk to Holland.

“Sorry I cleaned up a little.” I said.

“It’s okay…ah I feel like an ass.”

I sat next to her, and her piercing eyes looked into mine.

“Why you here Holls?” I asked.

She leaned in and kissed me. What the fuck. No I shouldn’t kiss her back but I am, but no Alan…I gently pushed her off.

She looked at me the way she did when we would hook up. It was this sexy seductive look of hers. She seriously is going to toy with me again?

“No Holland we are not going there again!” I yelled, I was now mad realizing that she only came here for a nightly hookup. Hell maybe she came here to hook up with other guys too, she was once that girl. It was the end of tour and guys were needy.

“Oh come on Ally Cat, I just eased your fantasies.” She said. My back was turned to her and she wrapped her arms around my waist then started moving her hands down further. I stopped her and turned around.

“Seriously Holland. What the fuck!” I’m mad I don’t care.

“I’ve decided to go back to my old ways and you’re the first one on my fuck list.” She was being serious.

“Just because Max fucked you over and all doesn’t mean that you should do this again or try to come on to me Holland.”

“Wow look at you Ashby being the responsible one. I know you’ve slept with girls on this tour…G, Emily, Leah and, random girls the list goes on. You won’t stop your ways so why should I?” She tried to touch me again. I’m being a dick and not letting her do this.

“You’re better then this Holls.”

“No Ashby I’m not. Maybe I’ll just go ask Austin if he wants to fuck. He use to like what I did to him maybe he still would.”

AUSTIN AND HOLLAND SLEPT TOGETHER. My mind can’t handle this and I storm off the bus.

I knew Holland hooked up a lot previous before we met and then when we did twice she decided she wanted a boyfriend. Her and Austin though…I can’t even wrap my head around that.

I kicked random trash on the ground. I’m so pissed.

“Dude you okay?” I turned around and saw Andy from Crown the Empire.

“Not really man. Don’t worry about it though.”

“Holland’s here…” he said as to confirm why I was angry and looked to the ground.

“She already tried to hook up with guys from your band?” I asked.

“Yeah…but everyone refused…I don’t know who she moved on to now. You should stay on our bus tonight….we have booze and all!” He said.

I needed to get away from it all. Getting drunk sounded good to me so I agreed.

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