For What It's Worth..

I woke up, eyes still closed, my hands looking for the warm body that was next to me all night. Realizing that she had disappeared. In a very sleep panic driven state, I shot my eyes open, looking around and not seeing anything that resembled Jens form in the immediate vicinity, I stumbled out of bed, trying to get my footing and kickstart my senses.

I looked over at the window and actually seen Jen’s form standing there when it wasn’t there before, with her back facing me. I let out a shaky breath of relief, putting my hand over my face. I felt myself try and get my footing as I was still tired and felt extremely wobbly.

I had been having way too many nightmares too actually have a decent nights sleep. I got enough to function after a shit tonne of coffee was into my system, other than that, it was just all down too having Jen waking me up. Which, some of the ways she did wake me up, I really couldn’t complain. I gave a quirky smile. God, you’re a perv. I thought to myself. I walked towards my girlfriend, who seemed too into her thoughts to notice what was going on behind her.

I shuffled over to her, trying to wipe the sleep out of my eyes. She had a sheet wrapped loosely around her nude form. I didn’t know what she was staring at through the window, maybe nothing at all, since she was so quiet. I stopped just behind her and wrapped my arms loosely around her waist, burying my face in the crook of her neck. “Good morning, love.” I mumbled, sleep still apparent in my voice.

She leaned into my embrace slightly, her left hand reaching around and massaged her fingers into my hair. I hummed slightly. “Good morning, hun.” She whispered, turning to kiss the side of my head. I sighed happily. “I thought you were gone. I’m glad I came to my senses before I did something stupid.” I chuckled. She pressed her cheek against mine, nuzzling me, giving out a light laugh. “Can you imagine the scene that would have made.” She remarked.

I laughed. “Yeah, the cops would be here and you would be just sitting in the living room or something, and I’d be freaking out saying you just disappeared into thin air. Then be completely dumbfounded just too see you there, watching me have a mental break down.”

“Are they getting that bad?” She asked, concern lacing her words. I rubbed my hand on her stomach absently, trying to remember the same nightmare that I have been having for the past five months since we got back from Nova Scotia.

Nothing.

“They must be, but every time I wake up, they’re gone before I can even remember them.” I hated the not remembering part. Although, I guess it was a good thing, because I always wake up cold and sweaty, feeling the terror ebbing away of a nightmare I can’t see anymore.

“It sucks.” I muttered, tightening my grip around her. I was glad I was able to hug her tightly again, without hurting her. She turned to me, and there was no trace of bruises or marks on her flawless skin. My hands made my way up too her face, softly tracing along her jaw. I gave her a sleepy smile. “Did you get any sleep?” I asked. Her eyes shifted to the left to avoid my gaze. I would take that as a ‘no’. I frowned, and made a noise of disapproval. She sighed. “If I could turn my brain off too get some sleep, I would. But its hard some days.” She murmured and in a way I knew how she felt. She snaked her arms around me and I pulled her close, the sheet falling too the floor.


Her body was warm and soft, and my heart started pounding just from that alone. I put my chin on the top of her head, just feeling happy that I had her too wake up too now.

“I still can’t believe I’m here.” She murmured into my bare chest. I believed it, and I was glad that she said yes too moving in with me two months ago. It was easier, since we would stay at one or the others place for a long period of time. She could leave at any time, I didn’t want her too feel that she had to be here. But it was like the time when she first stayed here with me, having that quiet presence here kept me sane. For the most part.

“I believe it, I’m glad you’re here.” I spoke softly. She squeezed me and I could hear her giggle a little bit. I smiled, enjoying the moment.

“So, you going to be up for the rest of the morning, or are you going to sleep in a little bit more?” She asked, moving her head too look at me, a small smirk playing on her features.

I gave a low hum. “I don’t know. I might be persuaded to go back to bed, if you’ll join me that is.” I added, turning her around and started walking her towards the bed slowly. She wrapped her arms around my neck. “Doesn’t seem to me you’re giving me much choice.” She chuckled.

“Oh no, you have plenty of choices. I mean you can just resist at any time.” We reached the side of the bed, and I stopped, leaning down just inches away from her face.

“Well, you’re pretty irresistible. I’m not sure I want to leave this room just yet.” She closed the distance between us, and gave my lips a light kiss. My lips began to heat up at the contact, and I moved my lips against hers, feeling more awake by the second.

I moved my lips down a long her cheek, and onto her neck. I pushed her gently onto the bed, crawling on top of her. I left a trail of kisses leading south and I stopped when I hit that sweet spot between her neck and shoulder, kissing and biting it hungrily.

She moaned beneath me, and I couldn’t help the smirk that graced my lips feeling the sound of her moan vibrate through her too my lips. I continued down, moving slowly, hearing her breath pick up with each kiss, I put my mouth around her nipple and twirled my tongue around it, she gasped out, her chest pushing up, wanting more. I pushed her back down, and attacked the other breast, kissing it and sucking on it until she was panting beneath me. I kissed between her breasts, working my way down even further south. She gripped the sheets, and her chest rose and fell in a way that I could tell she was trying to keep her composure. She tried closing her legs, but I pushed them apart, kissing her most sensitive flesh. I took two fingers and slid them inside her and she cried out in pleasure. She tried moving away from me, but I knew the pressure from my fingers was keeping her right where she was. I took her clit between my teeth lightly, running my tongue over it, over and over again.

While my fingers motioned in a ‘come here’ motion inside of her, hitting her g spot again and again. She was already soaking wet, and I couldn’t help the moan that passed through my lips and I felt her tense up and shake a little. I glanced up at her, watching her trying to control the noises she was making, with very little success. “You taste so sweet, Jen.” I murmured against her warmth. I ran my tongue up and down across the sensitive bundle of nerves and I felt her fingers entangle themselves in my hair, pushing me ever so slightly.

I felt my hard on worsen, and I quickly removed my boxers, and I felt only a little relief. I ached to be inside her, but I couldn’t keep myself from tasting every inch of her.

I removed my mouth from her clit and started massaging it with my thumb from the hand that already had two fingers inside her. A move I had quickly found out was one of her turn ons and I could tell it was driving her mad when I used just three digits to bring her so close to the edge. I could feel her slippery walls start gripping at my fingers as she neared her climax. But I wasn’t going to be having any of that.

“Oh, no you don’t.” I growled, pulling my fingers out, and she whined at the sudden loss.

“Chris, you’re being a fucking tease.” She breathed out, when I started rubbing circles around her entrance with my fingers. I chuckled. “Am I?” I asked innocently, crawling between her legs. Her fingers still entangled in my hair, she pulled me in for a steamy kiss, and a moan reverabted in the back of my throat as her tongue ran across mine, each seeking more to explore. I took this opportunity to plunge myself into her, and she cried out against my lips.

I set out a steady pace, she rolled her hips up, meeting each of my thrusts perfectly. It didn’t take long before she clawed at my back, and I felt her whole body to tense up as she came. I felt her insides shudder and convulse around me, and that only spurred me to go faster, pulling all the way out and slamming back in.

She gripped the sides of my head and kissed me hard, leaving me even more breathless than I already was. I slowed down, feeling my own orgasm building up, and I wanted it too last for as long as possible. I moved slowly and sensually, with purpose knowing it was giving Jen chills and making her make those little noises that drove me too the edge.

I stared into those beautiful green eyes, that were fighting to stay open, but they started to roll back, as I spread her legs wider and pushed them closer to her body, so I could watch every move she made, every reaction to what she was experiencing. I felt myself reaching further inside her with her legs being held against her body, and it sent me spiralling down at the feeling.

“Hey Chris! You home?”

I cursed. The band was here, why oh why did I think it was a good idea to give Ricky a spare key to my house. I thought to myself.

I grinned evilly towards the woman under me, her eyes wide open in panic. I easily maneuvered my thumb onto her clit once again, and began circling it slowly, she cried out, but didn’t tell me to stop. I pulled her legs down, leaning down to kiss her. My thumb still circling, I began to thrust into her as each circle began, my hips grinding against her.

I felt her inner walls clench around me again and I groaned. “Fuck, Jen I’m going to come!” I breathed out. My thrusts became sloppy as I felt the orgasm build, and I closed my eyes when she climaxed again, feeling the warmth from her, it sent me over the edge; I called out her name, as I stilled, pouring my pleasure inside her. She was shuddering violently under me, trying to calm herself.

We were both breathing heavily, sweat evident on both of us. I laid on top of her, her arms pulling me closer to her warm body. I pulled one of the blankets over the bottom half of me, not needing any more heat than necessary. I didn’t bother to pull out of her, because I felt way too relaxed and completely out of it too even comprehend moving more than I needed to. Good timing, because it was around the time the guys thought it was a good idea too come in. I buried my face in Jen’s shoulder, trying to get my breath back.

“Well, that explains the noise.” Ghost snickered.

“Oh, shut up.” I groaned looking over at my friends. I made sure most of Jen was covered by me as I sat up slightly, holding myself up with my forearms.

“What are you guys doing here anyway?” I asked, slightly annoyed at their staring at our nakedness.

“You were supposed to be at the studio an hour ago.” Ricky had a cheshire cat grin on his face. “But, now we can see you where, um” He cleared his throat. “Busy.”

“Shit.” I looked down at Jen, who was also grinning at me. “You knew about this didn’t you.” I accused lightly.

“Well, I knew you had to be there today, just not sure of the time. And if I were to recall, this.” She pointed between me and her. “Was your doing.” I gave her a deadly smirk, and I moved just the slightest, making her grip on me even tighter, crying out slightly as I knew she was completely and irreversibly sensitive for the time being.

The guys all started chuckling, and I saw a few perverted grins. I grumbled. “I know.” a smile threatening to appear on my face, when she pouted at me. I tucked my arms under hers, pulling myself closer, giving her a kiss. “Awww.” Ghost droned. I felt her hand move, and I knew she was giving them the finger even with my eyes closed.

When I pulled away, she asked. “Do you want me to drive you there? I got nothing to do today.” She pouted. Whenever she didn’t have work, she liked to keep herself busy by doing errands or driving me or the band around.

“You just want an excuse to drive baby around.” I grinned, using her cars name too make her blush.

“Shut up.” She turned away from my gaze. I looked over at Ricky, Ghost and Balz. “You guys realize, that we’re not going to get up until that door is shut and you guys are on the other side of it, right?” I narrowed my eyes.

“Fine.” They groaned, but started snickering like hyenas as they walked out the door and closed it behind them.

I knew I would hear about this later, when Jen wasn’t around.



~


“Can you come pick us up around five?” I asked Jen, leaning in her car window. She smiled brightly at me. “Sure. I’ll see you guys later, alright.” She waved at the guys who slowly walking towards the studio, they all turned and waved at the same time. “I think they’re robots.” I whispered too Jen. She laughed. “Well, they’re your robots then.”

I leaned in the car, and gave her a loving kiss, she groaned slightly as I pulled away. “You torment me with that mouth of yours Christopher.” I smirked when she used my whole name, and I replied too her hidden meaning behind her words. “I’m irresistable, remember?” Winking, I stood up too my full height and backed away, as she stuck her tongue out at me, putting Baby into gear and pulling away from me. I gave a little wave as she pushed on the gas, speeding out into traffic, easily handling the bulky car down the road.

I found myself walking towards the building, fiddling with the necklace Jen had got me for my birthday. It was a smooth black stone, with silver metal pieces moving around it too make it look like a tree. A tree of life, she called it. I seldom took it off when I first laid eyes on it.

I ran my finger over the slightly engraved metal that sprouted all around the smooth black rock, trying to memorize it.

Speaking of birthdays, Jenny’s was coming up soon. I felt a smile creep up on my face. I knew exactly what to get her.


~

“Thanks for coming in, Dani.” I shook the lead singer of Cradle of Filth's hand again. “Its been an amazing few weeks.”

“Its been a pleasure Chris, I’m honoured to be able to sing in one of your songs.” His red contacts gleamed as his smile reached his eyes. “I’ll see you guys later.” He let go of my hand and waved to the others and continued on his way.

I quickly turned too the guys. “So, you’ll guys will be there, right?” Referring to a conversation we had earlier about Jen’s birthday. We had all agreed that we would all spend it with her, since she didn’t have any family here in Scranton. “This Saturday, right?” Balz asked. I nodded. “Yeah, thats one of the days she has off for sure.”

“Obviously we’ll be there. I already picked out a present for her.” Ghost announced, proud as can be. Then we should all be very worried. I thought to myself. Everyone else gave there okays, and I felt a little bit better.

“Hey, sorry to interrupt, but you all have an extremely attractive woman waiting for you all outside in an old muscle car, and I’d hate to keep her waiting any longer.” Dani was sticking his head through the door, a smirk on his face that I wasn’t sure if I was completely okay with.

“That would be Jenny, Chris’ girlfriend.” Ricky explained before I could, pulling himself off of the couch.

He turned to me. “Lucky man. Shes a very polite and beautiful young woman.”

I couldn’t help but agree with him on that one. I was very lucky, very lucky indeed. “I know, she’s the best thing to have happened to me these past few months.”

“Anyways, ready to go guys? I’m sure she might be getting a little impatient with us.” I laughed.


“Sure.” they all chuckled, having each gotten on the wrong side of Jen once or twice.

Notes

Okay, so its been forever since I updated this and I'm sorry if its shitty, I've just been having a really hard time with everything going on in my life. I got a job and I just worked 13 and a half hours yesterday, but I was allowed to sleep twice as long last night so I thought why not work on it.

Also there's family drama, but yeah who hasn't had those kind of problems.

Also, the story is going to be changing drastically in the next few chapters. So I hope you will all be prepared when someone dies. :): I'm not saying who, or giving any hints. But just prepare.

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