~2 Weeks Later~


I was so drunk, my god I was so drunk, and I regret it all. Every ounce of it, wait, do I? Yes, of course I do! But maybe I don't.


~2 Weeks Prior~


I dropped Lizzy off with Austin and Ricky and I went on a walk. We were walking down the street when we came across a nightclub, Ricky suggested we went inside, so we did. "Are you sure Ricky? You aren’t the best when you’re drunk…" I sighed and he assured me he'd be fine.



We danced and drank for hours on end, we were beyond drunk, and god I had missed the feeling of him more than you could even imagine, and I could tell by the lust in his eyes he missed me too.



So it happened, it really happened, after 2 years, it finally happened again… and god it felt so good, the pleasure was like ecstasy to me, and with that, I remembered why I stayed with him as long as I did



I was getting Lizzy and myself dressed the next day and Austin walked up and asked if I was okay. I lied and told him I was fine, but I knew I was late for my period, like a week late or so. I cannot do this shit again. "I need to go out for a few hours Austin. Watch Lizzy for me will you?" I asked. He gave me an odd look and then agreed.



I took a taxi to the nearest clinic and put my name on the waiting list. I cannot believe I'm pregnant with Ricky's kid. I already have one, I don't want another, especially not a baby, I don't have time for that, at all. I'm also in this huge mess of 3 band members that want me and I want 2/3 and sometimes 3/3 but I just don't want to bring another person into this world like that.



"Ashley Manson?" the nurse said and I stood up and walked into the small white room. "Are you sure you're pregnant?" she asked, I nodded, "Well we're going to do our own test along with a sonogram to see if you really are, is that okay?" She asks and I agree to it.



I peed into the cup and waited about 30 minutes for the results, and when they came back it was the answer I already knew. "Well now we're going to do a sonogram to make 100% sure, okay?" "Okay."



We did the sonogram and there was the little thing, I mean horribly little. "Can you do it today? I'll only be in town for today." I said and she nodded.


~A Few Hours Later~


I took a cab back to the busses, Austin said I was gone for like 6 hours, I apologized and pulled him to the side, the way far off side, the mile away side. "Ashley what's wrong?" He asked. "So when Ricky and I went clubbing we did something and then a little something happened and then I had to get rid of it." I said quickly. Austin's eyes widened. "You were pregnant… and then you got rid of it…?" He questions and I slowly nod.



His arms wrap around me, I can hear him silently crying, "Austin, what's wrong?" "I wish you could've told me… I mean, I'm against it… but I would've gone with you to support you…" He said and lets go of me and stares down into my eyes. I get up on my tippy toes and kiss him passionately. "I've been waiting for that again…" He whispered and I smiled.



"Supported her in what?" Ricky snarled causing us both to jump and turn to him. "In my decision to tell off Lizzy's father who's trying to get custody of her." I quickly lied. "Bullshit." Ricky growled and slapped me across the face. Austin grabbed me quickly. "You'll pay for that Olson!" he shouts and opens the door to the bus and laid me on the couch. "Are you okay?" He asks and I nod.


Caring… sweet... loving… maybe Austin really is the one…

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