I just finished my lunch break. Austin called when I was sitting with the boys, Josh, Chris, and Ange. He told me he was coming to Scranton with his boyfriend Alan. I offered for him to stay with me for a week since he would be here for two. He agreed to do so, which made me happy. He flys out tomorrow. I can't wait.

Chris, Ange, and Josh are all here at the shop because they're watching out for me, making sure the creep from last night doesn't make an appearance. He made it pretty obvious he knew where I worked.

I only have an hour left at work then I can go home. Josh is coming with me and Chris and Ange are parting with us on the way there, going to Chris's.

My boss was angry at first when she saw the boys sitting there without ordering anything. When I told her what happened she ws more than willing to let them stay.

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I just got of work, and Josh was walking me home along side Chris and Ange. I kept looking back, having the same feeling I did last night when the crazed man followed me from work.

I heard a few leaves crunch and twigs snap, making me turn my head around. I saw someone run into the bushes. I stopped in my tracks, making Josh jerk to a stop. He turned around, looking at me with his eyes full of concern, ten looked behind me.

"Baby, what is it?" He asked me. Chris and Ange stopped walking when they heard Josh. They quickly walked over to me, knowing I wouldn't be this spooked for nothing.

"He's following me." I whispered.

"Tarra, no one's following you. We're alone." Chris tried to explain.

I shook my head. "He's in the bushes. He's following me home." I told them, my eyes rimming with tears that screamed fear.

"Are you sure?" Angelo questioned, seeming to tense up. They were getting angry. I nodded.

"You're coming to my house. There's no way Im letting him follow you home." Chris demanded.

"Chris, that's not a good idea. He might attack you." I replied, fat tears starting to make there way down my face.

"Angelo, go get your car. He can follow us at a high speed like that on foot." Josh told him, earning a nod from our buff friend.

"Alright. I'll be right back. Stay here. If he comes out, beat the shit out of him." He says before running off into the direction of his home.

I clung onto Josh, burrying my face in his chest. Tocsay Im deeply terrified of this man would be an understatement. I wont loose my virginity to a pedophile.

Josh started petting my hair as Chris clenched and unclenched his fists. His anger was increasing my the second and the thought of him blowing up any second terrified me.

Josh kissed my head as I let him go and went over to hug Chris, hoping the gesture would calm him down a bit. "Im so sorry this is happening to you." He whispered. I nodded, not knowing what to say.

"Thank you for caring so much about me. It means a lot." I tell him after a moment of silence.

"I wouldn't call myself your friend if I didn't." He replies. I let him go and give him a small smile. I went back over to Josh, who welcomed me with open arms.

"Everything will be ok." He cooed into my hair. Angelo's car pulled up, ushering us inside quickly so the stalker wont get the liscense plate number.

He drove off as fast as he could, me giving him the directions of my apartment on the way there. We arrived shortly after. I thanked Ange and Chris for being here for me as Josh and I climbed out the car.

I waved goodbye as Josh and I went inside. We sat on the couch, Josh holding me close to him as always. "Why does he want to hurt me?" I questioned Josh, knowing he wouldn't have the answer. I just wanted the thought out of my head. It's circling my thoughts, eating away at my sanity. He wont stop until he hurts me and that's the thought that scares me the most.

"I don't know." He replies and pulls me onto his lap. "We're going to keep you safe though, no matter what."

I nodded into his chest. It hard for me to beliee something like that though, no matter how much I want to. I wont tell them that. I have to let them know I believe. This man though, he will get me.

"Stop thinking." Josh demanded. "You're stressing yourseld out again. You'll be ok. I promise."

"Its hard not to." I explained truthfullly.

"Im sure it is." He nodded. "Do you want me to stay tonight?"

"Please. Im to scared to be alone." I begged.

"Ill do anything you need." He soothes, running his fingers through my hair.

"Thank you."

"I- I love you." Josh admitted, making my breath catch in my throat. He loves me. But do I love him back?

Everytime I'm around him everything seems to dissapear. I can't be angry at him, no matter what. He's the only person I wan't to be around. I care more about him than I do myself. Everytime he kisses me my heart soars.

This man means the world to me and more. Yes. Yes I do love him. "I love you to." I reply. Seeing a smile stretch across his face made all my past troubles just dissapear. Right now the only thing that matter was Josh. He's all that's ever really mattered to me. He makes me happy and I couldn't be more thankful.

Notes

Tosh is in love!

Austin is coming back! What do you guys think will happen? Comment your thoughts please! It would be greatly appreciated!

Tarra's attacker is stalking her! What do you think will happen?