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Rebels and Love

My Life is a Downward Spiral

I walked downstairs and Fire ran up to me. "I think someone needs to tell Jack he's not a woman." "ICE WE ARE GOING BABY CLOTHES SHOPPING!" "Why?" "Because I haven't had my period." "Jack, you do not have a vagina, you do not become an emotional mess once a month, you do not bleed from your thing once a month, and YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING WOMAN" Alex ran up and hugged me, "We've needed someone to say that for about since the band started." Jack started to fake cry and ran upstairs to his room. "I think he has some mental problems and should go to a mental hospital." Alex laughed and nodded. I walked in the kitchen to help Alan, "Cute cat tat by the way." "When did you see it?" "When you kicked me your jeans went up a little above your ankle and I saw it." I nodded and helped him make the food. Me and Fire ate then went up in my room and fangirled over Oliver Sykes for 2 hours. Then I showed her my secret space that I had put in after my parents died and I moved into their room. It was basically a under ground place made of metal and bright lights kind of like the ones from Science Fiction movies, there was a room with a ton of computers and shit and then another containing instruments and one more that contains animals I have rescued that have been hurt or are babies and lost their parents, I take care of them and set them free if they leave they leave and if they don't they stay. I spent the past 6 years building it so it looks super awesome. I showed her around then. We went back to my room to listen to music and fangirl.

~2 days later, back at school~

I walked to school with Fire and Bella, they were getting along pretty well. "Ice, what's your plan for getting back at Principal Madison?" "You'll see." I said with a smirk, Austin said something about one of his friends coming over but I didn't care. I was going to be home late anyways, my plan is to put 2 squirrels in his office and spray paint 'the principal is a cock sucker' and a dick on the side of the school. Technically I live in the rich part but my school is close to the ghettos so every once in a while people spray paint on the building and the school just paints over it. I walked over to Kodey and he pecked my lips, "I love you." "I love you too." "Gag!" "Shut Up Isabella! You're just jealous I have a boyfriend and you don't." I said facing her, she hung her head knowing it was the truth. I smirked and me and Kodey intertwined our fingers.

~After School~

The principal had a meeting so it was perfect timing, I opened his window and put he two squirrels in his office then shut it. I walked over to the side of the building and covered the camera with a picture that made it seem like normal, then I made my artwork. It looked realistic and would take forever to cover up, I smirked and ran back home. I threw the spray paint cans in the sewer far from our house, I ran inside and up to my room.mi threw on a tank top and a pair shorts. I sat in my bed and turned on my stereo, Austin knocked on my door. 'Fuck, I was caught!' "I did nothing and they have no proof of what I did! I was never here and my name is now Pablo!" I tried to run to the door but tripped and fell, I face planted onto he carpet. The door opened and I felt something start to step on my back, "fuck off Spike." I mumbled. "Why are you on he floor?" "Because the floor wanted a fucking hug." I said sarcastically. I felt someone pick me up but I didn't recognize the tattoos, until I saw 'drop dead' tattoo on their knuckles. I started to fangirl on the inside but remained calm on the outside. Oli set me down, "Okay so your name is Pablo?" "Nope my name is Alexandria but you can call me Ice." He nodded. "Ice, what did you do at school?" "I may have or may not have put 2 squirrels in the principals office, and I may have or may not have spray painted 'the principal is a cock sucker' on the side of the building with a cock next to it." "Jesus Fucking Christ! How did they not catch you?!" "There are no cameras in his office and I covered the one outside with a picture to make it normal." I said smirking, Oli's jaw dropped. "How are you not freaking out the Oli is here? I recall hearing you and Fire fangirling over him for 2 hours a few days ago." I could feel my cheeks burn up and I kicked Austin. "Ow! Hey when did you get those tattoos?" "Um, well I got this one the day before my brother left for the military." I said pointing the one that said, 'A mother is supposed to love her only daughter not hurt her.' He had a sad smile, "See if you can find you band logo."
Before Oli could even look for his Austin picked me up by one leg so I was doing a one hand, handstand. "Austinnnnnnnnnnnnn, Put me down." I whined as he laughed. Oli grabbed my other leg and started laughing with him. Soon Austin had both of my legs and Oli had my arms, "YOU BETTER NOT THROW ME IN THE POOL!" They smirked and walked outside, I bit Oli in the arm and he dropped me. "You know we probably should run before we are both in a pool of our own blood." They both started to run but I just giggled, they were dumb if they thought I would hurt my heroes. I walked inside and somebody knocked on the door, since Oli and Austin were the only two her I answered it. I looked to see a very familiar face, "Jake?" "Alex!" He said picking me up and hugging me, "I thought you were in a mental hospital." "That's what they told you? Those fucking bastards." He grumbled. "Alex, I was in prison because they thought I murdered somebody, I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I got out today after they found out I was innocent." I hugged him tightly, I loved my brother and he loved me too. "By the way, we have some room mates." "How many?" "They fill up the extra 10 rooms, I never moved any of your stuff in your room." He smiled, "Who are these people?" "My heroes, they are on about a majority of the posters in my room. Technically my behavior at school was out of control and I had to have a legal guardian by the end of the month or I would be put in an orphanage again. Me and Bella went to a concert that night and got backstage passes and they took custody of me and 10 of them live here. But they can live if you want." "Don't worry little Ice Cube, I don't mind making some friends." He said placing me down. Oli and Austin walked in, "Oli, Austin, meet Jake my brother. Apparently I was never told he was in prison for murder when he was innocent." They nodded and shook his hand, before I could run upstairs Jake grabbed my wrist. "Since when did my baby sister get so many tattoos, last time I saw you only had like two or three." "Well the last time you saw I was 14, I am 16 now so yeah." He nodded and poked my stomach, he used to do that all the time. I giggled and ran upstairs, I went into my room and pulled out a sketch book of sketches I made for Jake, he left before I could give it to him. I ran downstairs and handed it to Jake, "You left before I had the chance to give this to you." He smiled and looked through it, he hugged me. "I was wondering when you would give this to me, I might have snooped around in your room before I left and I found it." I smiled, I was happy that he liked it. Oli and Austin walked over to look at it. I would usually be upset about that but I didn't care, for the past 2 years my brother has been in prison and I was just so happy to have him back. Everybody got back home at the same time and Jack had some bags, "I swear to god if you bought baby clothes I will scream." "Unless you fit in baby clothes then I don't think you will have to scream." I smiled, "Hey, who's that?" Ronnie asked pointing to Jake. "Oh yeah guys, this is Jake my big brother. Turns out he was in prison because of he was thought to have murdered somebody but it turns out he was innocent." "Wrong place at the wrong time." Ronnie said bro hugging him. I smiled and ran upstairs to my room, I grabbed my keys and wallet and walked down the stairs. I was about to go outside but Vic stopped me, "Where are you going?" "I promise I won't get in trouble, I'm just going to Best Buy." He nodded and let me go. I went to the garage and got I to my Lamborghini, after I got my license I sold my parents car and bought a Lamborghini.

I got to Best Buy and stepped out of my car, I locked it and went inside. I saw 5 cops in the parking lot so I knew my car would be safe. One cop got out of his squad car and walked up to me, "Do you want us to watch your car?" "Yes please." He nodded and went back to his squad car. I walked inside and went to the beats section, I picked out a pair of the new Beat Solos that are wireless. I walked to the laptop section and picked out a beats audio laptop, next I went to the tablet section and picked one that I liked. I went to the music section and picked out music from Asking Alexandria, SWS, MIW, ETF, Chevelle, BTF, FOB, MMF, MDP, Megadeth, Def Leopard, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Korn, Three Days Grace, and Green Day. I bought it and walked back to my car, I put my stuff in the trunk and drove back home. When I got back I brought everything to my room, "Where did you get that car?" "I sold my parents cars and also I have all of their money." "Well that car is fucking beast." "I know, that's why I bought it." Ronnie poked me in the side then left my room. I closed my bedroom door and pressed the button that lifts up my bed to my getaway place. I went into the studio/music room, I put all the CD's in alphabetical order with the others. Then I set up my laptop and my tablet, I heard someone knock on my bedroom door. I ran back up into my room pressing the button and flopping down on my bed. "Yeah?" "Hey, we are go- What the hell happened to all the shit you just bought?" I groaned and jumped off the bed pressing the button, after the bed was up I showed Austin my little getaway. "I've worked on it for the past 6 years." He nodded and we left my little getaway. "Tell anyone and I will cut off your balls and feed them to your dog." He gulped and nodded, only 4 people knew about it. Bella, Fire, Me, and Austin, my brother doesn't know and I don't plan on telling him. I plopped down on my bed and turned on my stereo, I started to play MCR when someone knocked on my door. "What the fuck do you fucking want?!" "I want to say goodbye since we leave for Rock on the Range!" "CAN I GO WITH! MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT!" I ran to my door flinging it open to see Alan and Austin, "No!" "Please?" I said giving them puppy dog eyes. "Okay fine, anyways we need to give your principal a break." He said smirking Alan looked confused so Austin explained. Alan laughed and Austin left to call the school, Alan helped me pack.

I packed 6 sets of clothes for the 3 day event, I have wanted to go to this for such a long time. I finished packing and I heard a honk outside which signaled the buses were here. "Which bus do you want to stay on?" "I don't know." "Okay, Bring Me The Horizon got it." I hid all of my excitement and Oli grabbed my stuff, he showed me my bunk and I met the rest of the band. "Wait, so you are a rebel at your school?" "Yup." "Prove it." "Well, today I put two squirrels in the principals office and spray painted 'the principal is a cock sucker' with a dick by it on the side of the building. I didn't even get caught." "How can't you get caught doing something like that?" "I work fast and quietly, I also covered up the camera outside." "She is a great artist." Oli said pointing towards the sketch book falling out of my backpack. I walked over and grabbed it and handed it to Matt N. He looked at the sketches, "These are fucking awesome, where did you learn to draw like this?" "I learned to do that in art class, my art teacher in elementary school was my favorite teacher. She pushed me to start drawing and I became really good at it, it made me happy. My parents abused me and my brother, drawing became something I did as an escape from the depression and the pain I always had. After my parents died and my brother left, I couldn't stand the loneliness so I made a friend. She showed me a new way of life and we became rebels. 3 days ago I went on a alcohol run with my new friend Fire, I've also incited a riot with my friend Bella. I was kicked out of a class for wearing a Drop Kick Murphy's t-shirt, I always did something rebellious and fucking stupid. I realize that yes I am still young and sure I am doing most of this shit since I can still get away with it but fuck I realize now that what I a doing now will fuck up my future. I drink like there's no tomorrow not to mention the fact I am bipolar and shouldn't be drinking. I smoked weed for 1 year until I was caught and I regret it still, my life is a downward spiral that won't stop spinning down until I am not alive. The fact is I was bullied for how long not by kids but my own parents, my only friend was my brother. I regret these cuts I have made but I am getting tattoos put over them at least so the don't look as bad, I like being a badass but I regret so fucking much." Matt N. pulled me into a hug usually I would freak out but I didn't. It felt nice to vent out for once instead of bottling up all of my emotions. We sat in silence until Oli suggested we should watch a movie, we all agreed on watching Insidious. "Ice, you don't have to pretend to not be scared." "I've seen this movie 10 times and it still doesn't scare me." I said with a smirk, this tour will be fun. We watched Insidious then we watched the second movie. After we watched them I went to my bunk to make some sketches, I put in my earbuds and started to sketch. After a while I got tired of sketching so I took out my laptop, I checked tumblr and saw that some people were jealous of me. I smiled and out my laptop away, I wrapped myself up in my blanket and fell asleep. I was happy to be on this tour, I am happy to be able to see all of my favorite bands.

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Comments

I love it

Cassie Cassie
5/2/14

That was funny :)