Hi my name is Alexandria Rose Grant, or you can call me Alex, Ice, Ice Queen, or Rose. I live by myself since my mom and dad died in a car crash when I was 10 and when I was 14 my brother went into war and went insane so he is in a mental hospital. I am not a popular or a goth, I am the leader of a group called the rebels. We rebel, we get in trouble a lot, but we are not bullies. We actually get bullies to back the fuck off, we have done some fucked up shit but we've all have had or still have problems. My parents used to beat me and my brother, we weren't really upset when they died. I actually am depressed due to the fact my parents abused me. I have my friend in my group too Bella, it's just us 2 but we can scare the shit out of you. My nickname is ice because when I am pissed or you look me in the eyes, they look like ice. Also I have super pale skin and light blue hair, I have been called the Queen of winter but only once. I also am the strongest so I am also the fighter. Bella is the hell raiser she raises hell, but me and Bella raise more hell together then just her. But anyway that is my life and shit.

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'Don't talk that crap when you call me back as a matter of fact don't act like that.' Great another fucking day at that place I call hell, luckily me and Bella get to go see our favorite bands tonight. I got up and walked downstairs grabbing a monster, I put food in Spike's bowl and went back upstairs to change. I put on my t-shirt, skinny jeans, black Vans, and a beanie. I grabbed my earbuds and skateboard and went out the front door to my house/mansion. My parents were very rich and inherited the money from their rich parents, and then when they died my brother let me have all the money. So basically I am a 16 year old millionaire, I don't brag about the shit I have since I always go to Hot Topic, Forever 21, or Zumiez. I got on my skateboard and started off to school, I plugged in my earbuds and started listening to A Love Like War by All Time Low. I got to school to see Bella, "Sup bitch!" "Hey slut!" This is how we usually address each other. We hugged and we walked to our lockers, we got stares from kids but I just sneered at them. I got to my locker and there was some kid standing by the locker next to mine, I just shrugged it off and put all of my stuff in my locker. "Don't you need stuff for class?" "Not unless you want good grades, in my opinion I don't give two fucks about education. I am in a group called the rebels, technically we rebel against everyone and thing in this school. It's just me and my friend Bella but we scare the shit out of people, and don't worry we are not bullies we actually protect kids from bullies." He smiled when I said that and I showed him to our first class. I sat in the very back and he followed me, he was tall and had on Jordan's so I knew Kodey would have to try and get him to be popular. "Hey, I never caught your name." "Oh, it's Alexandria but you can call me Alex or Ice." "I'm Rylee." We sat at our desks I put my feet up on my desk and sat back. "Miss. Grant, just because you don't care doesn't mean you can't pay attention." "Mrs. Johnson I am sorry to say but this class bores me out of my mind and I suck ass at it so I shouldn't have to pay attention." "Miss. Grant you can take your things and go to the office." I picked up my things and walked to the door, I had the door open when I turned around. "MATH SUCKS ASS AND FUCK YOU ALL!" And with that I ran to the office.

I sat in the office for 5 minutes until the principal walked out of his little office, "Miss. grant please come into my office." I got up and walked to his office, I sat in the chair in front of his desk. "Miss. Grant your behavior has gotten out of hand, since you have no parents we will have to call you brother." "I don't think you knew this but he's in the looney bin." "Excuse me Miss. Grant, but I am not allowing any excuses." "This isn't an excuse, Jake went into the military and was shipped out to war. When he came back he went insane and now is in a mental hospital in a straight jacket. I technically have no family since they either are disappointed of me or dead." He looked at me and nodded, "well Miss. Grant, you need to get a legal guardian or you will be put in a orphanage." "Okay." And with that I walked out of the office in tears, I saw Kodey but couldn't wipe the tears. "Let me guess you're expelled." "No Kodey, I have to get a fucking legal guardian or I will be put in an orphanage. I can't go to one of those places, the last time I went to one I freaked out and had social anxiety problems." He hugged me but I didn't care, I cried into his shoulder. "I'm going home for the rest of the day, tell Bella I am still going later I just need to think." He nodded and kissed my cheek, we weren't dating and technically we aren't friends. I felt my cheeks burn red and I walked to my locker and grabbed my stuff. I put my ear buds in and went to the park near the school. I laid in the grass and just stared up at the sky, soon somebody's shadow was covering up my sunlight. "I take it you're a fan." I sat up to see the one and only Alex Gaskarth. "Yeah, me and my friend are actually going to go to the concert later." "Don't you have school, and have you been crying?" "Yeah I have school and I was crying. I was told I have to get a legal guardian or I will be put in an orphanage because my behavior is out of hand." "What happened to your parents?" "They died in a car crash." "Oh, I'm sorry." "Don't be, they just abused me and my brother, and before you ask he is in a mental hospital with a straight jacket on because he went into the military and when he came back he went insane. I kind of have had a fucked up life, also I have a bad reputation since I kind of am a rebel. I was kicked out of math today and when I left I yelled 'math sucks ass and fuck you all'." He laughed at that, "Hey if it was fun I would pay attention but what I said was true." He nodded and got up, "well I have to go but here are backstage passes for the concert later. You and your friend can watch side stage and at the end we have a little game with all the bands and you guys are playing it with us." I smiled and took the passes. He left and I just laid there until somebody walked over to me, I looked up to see Kodey. "Hey Ice." "Hey Kodey." "You ok? I know this must be hard for you to find a legal guardian." I just shook my head and he held me, I sobbed into his chest until I had no more tears to cry out. He rubbed circles into my back and tried to calm me down. After I quit crying I looked at him, "Why is my life fucked up? Why am I fucked up?" "You're not fucked up, shit happens. And I don't know why that shit had to happen in your life but you will be okay." "How do you know I will be okay Kodey? Every time someone says that it gets more fucked up." He looked at me and wiped away the tears on my cheeks with his thumbs. He then cupped my cheeks with his hands and pulled my face closer to his, he crashed his lips on mine. At first I didn't react but then I started to kiss back, his lips were so soft and warm. My lips were always cold, I am always cold technically. He pulled away first, "I love you Alex." "I love you too Kodey." He smiled and pecked my lips before helping me up. I hugged him and skated home, I knew Bella would be there already so I wiped off my smeared makeup. "There. You are! Where the hell have you been?" "Well I was at a park when I met a lead singe of a band, and he may have or may have not given us backstage passes for us to watch side stage and to play a game with them." The smile on her face grew wider and we ran inside, I changed into my Of Mice and Men muscle shirt, rainbow cat leggings, a snap back, and of course a pair of Nike's. I put some money in my Harry Potter wallet for merch and I grabbed my keys. Me and Bella walked out to my car and jumped in, we drove to the venue and arrived early so we could buy merch. We were going to see PTV, FIR, ATL, and OFMAM.

I bought 1 shirt with the tour dates on the back, 1 shirts with an awesome design, 1 poster, 1 sweatshirt, and 1 bracelet from each band. Then me and Bella walked up to the security guard and showed him our passes, he let us past and Alex saw me. He hugged me, "Guys this is....Um I kind of didn't ask her name." "That is very smart Alex, how do you even know she is a fan of any of us?" "Well, if you look she has a ton of fucking merch so I would think she likes all of our bands." "Guys just shut up and let her say her name, awesome leggings by the way." "Thank you Alan and my name is Alexandria but you can call me Ice." I said as Austin stared at me, "Why do people call you ice?" "Come and stare into my eyes." So everyone took there turn and stared into my eyes. "Jesus Christ, it's like you have fucking ice in your eyes." "There for the nickname Ice, by the way this is Bella. She is my best friend and we are also know as the rebels or the hell raisers of our school." "By the way Ice, I heard what you yelled before you ran to the office." I looked down and started smiling. "Well it's not my fault that math sucks ass, and I thought I might as well yell fuck you all just to have some fun." I said making everyone laugh. "So Ice, Alex told us you need a legal guardian." "Yeah, I kind of have down some fucked up shit at school and my behavior is unacceptable. If I don't get a legal guardian by the end of the month I guess I have to go to an orphanage, but the last time I went to one I literally got social anxiety problems. I am fucked unless someone will take fucking custody of me.mi don't have any fucking family that will since they are either dead or hate my fucking guts." I said making fists with my hands. Everyone and I mean everyone walked up and hugged me. "We have thought about it Ice and we want you to choose the band you want as your legal guardians after tonight's show." I nodded my head excitedly and we all sat down. Tony stole my snap back and I pouted giving him puppy dog eyes, he instantly put the snap back on my head. "Jesus, I was sucked into a vortex just because you gave me puppy dog eyes." "I know, I usually don't do that to people but if you take my stuff I do. So let that be a warning." They all nodded, "Hey Ice, do you have any talents?" "I can play guitar, I can play piano, I can sing, I can rap, and I can smash a guitar in one shot." "Sing for us." I nodded and got a guitar, I decided to sing Such A Shame by Blackstone Cherry. Mike played drums, Aaron played bass, and Vic played rhythm guitar.

Another late night on the 14th in Maine
Should Daddy's little girl be out this late?
She takes off her clothes, and closes her eyes
Tears start to fall, as she looks at her life

It wasn't her fault, that you weren't around
To keep her away from the things that she found
God only knows, what else could go wrong?
Somebody come and take this little girl home

They found her body, face down dead in the rain - Such a shame (Shame)
Such a pretty face, never should have felt this pain - Who's to blame?
Such a shame
Every young girl in this world needs love
Somebody to hold so they don't give up

It's our mothers and daughters and sisters, you see
When your angel cries, then you'll see what I mean
It wasn't her fault, that you weren't around
To keep her away from the things that she found
God only knows, what else could go wrong?
Somebody come and take this little girl home

They found her body, face down dead in the rain - Such a shame (Shame)
Such a pretty face, never should have felt this pain - Who's to blame?
Such a shame

There's a place in heaven for every little girl
Lord, that gets taken, in this dirty world!

They found her body, face down dead in the rain - Such a shame (Shame)
Such a pretty face, never should have felt this pain
Such a shame

They all clapped and Jack took the guitar, "I believe I heard piano." "Fine, who knows the guitar part and the vocals for Let Me Go by Avril Lavigne." "I do." Alan said grabbing his guitar. I walked over to a piano and began playing, then I started to sing my part.

Love that once hung on the wall
Used to mean something, but now it means nothing
The echoes are gone in the hall
But I still remember, the pain of December
Oh, there isn't one thing left you could say
I'm sorry it's too late

I'm breaking free from these memories
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I've said goodbye
Set it all on fire
Gotta let it go, just let it go

You came back to find I was gone
And that place is empty,
Like the hole that was left in me
Like we were nothing at all
It's not what you meant to me
Thought we were meant to be
Oh, there isn't one thing left you could say

I'm sorry it's too late
I'm breaking free from these memories
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I've said goodbye
Set it all on fire
Gotta let it go, just let it go

I let it go and now I know
A brand new life is down this road
And when it's right, you always know
So this time I won't let go
There's only one thing left here to say
Love's never too late

I've broken free from those memories
I've let it go, I've let it go
And two goodbyes led to this new life
Don't let me go, don't let me go
Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go

Won't let you go, don't let me go
Won't let you go, don't let me go
Won't let you go, don't let me go
Won't let you go, don't let me go

Everyone clapped and Alan hugged me, he was one of my favorite people here. "Rap. I heard rap." "Okay, I can rap Gangsta's Paradise." Ronnie smiled and somebody turned on the music for it.

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I take a look at my life and realize there's nothin' left.
Cause I've been blasting and laughing so long,
That even my mama thinks that my mind is gone!
But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it,

Me be treated like a punk you know that's unheard of.
You better watch how you're talking and where you're walking,
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk.
I really hate to trip but I gotta loc,
As they croak, I see myself in the pistol smoke.
I'm the kinda G the little homies wanna be like,
On my knees in the night saying prayers in the streetlight.

Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta's paradise,
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta's paradise.
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta's paradise,
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta's paradise.

Look at the situation, they got me facin',
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the streets.
So I gotta be down with the hood team,
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams.

I'm an educated fool with money on my mind,
Got my 10 in my hand and a gleam in my eye.
I'm a loc'd out gangsta set trippin' banger,
And my homies is down so don't arouse my anger.
Death ain't nothing but a heartbeat away,
I'm living life, do or die, what can I say?

I'm 23 now, but will I live to see 24?
The way things are going, I don't know!
So tell me why are we so fucking blind to see,
The ones we hurt are you and me?

Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta's paradise,
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta's paradise.
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta's paradise,
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta's paradise.
Power and the money, money and the power,

Minute after minute, hour after hour.
Everybody's running, but half of them ain't looking,
What's going on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cookin'.

They say I gotta learn, but nobody's here to teach me,
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they can't, I guess they won't,
I guess they front, that's why I know my life is out of luck.

Haha, fuck everyone!

Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta's paradise,
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta's paradise.
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta's paradise,
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta's paradise.

Everybody cheered, "Hey you can play another instrument, I can see it in your eyes." Ryan said looking at me, "Finnnneeee. I can also play the drums." "And she's awesome at it too!" Bella added. "The only way I could get out my anger that didn't involve me hurting people. I had to start playing after I got in a fight with a person that was bullying someone and I punched a brick wall, I broke my knuckle." They all looked at me and Mike gave me some drumsticks, I played Hell Above and it sounded awesome. "Okay, so you have proved you're fucking awesome." I smiled and looked down blushing. Ryan ran over and hugged me and literally picked me up. "Ryan, calm the fuck down. If you drop her she might rip off your head." He set me down carefully and hugged me still, I think I might have Ryan take custody of me but I'm not sure.

~After everyone's sets~
"OKAY WELL NOW THAT WE ARE DONE WE WANT TO PLAY A LITTLE GAME!" "SO WE ARE INVITING OUR FRIENDS BELLA AND ICE ONTO THE STAGE!" Me and Bella ran on stage. "Okay, so we will say something and you will go to the band member that shares something in common with that." We nodded and the game began, "High School." I ran to RYAN and Bella ran to Vic. "Okay, Ice why did you run to Ryan?" "Because I got a referral for inciting a riot." "Wait you started a riot?" "Yeah it consisted on all the kids that are bullied, I was suspended for a month, it was very funny. I would run by the school durning lunch and get yelled at by teachers." Everybody laughed. "Okay, Bella why did you pic Vic?" "Because me and Ice went on a beer run last week and the principal was pissed." "Hey, that ass is the some fucking person who will send me to an orphanage but I won't go down without a fucking fight. He fucked with the wrong fucking student, I WILL NEVER BACK THE FUCK DOWN EVEN IF IT IS THE FUCKING DEATH OF ME!" Everybody cheered and I smiled. "Favorite Movie." I ran to Mike and Bella ran to Jack. "Harry Potter vs. Nightmare Before Christmas." Mike hugged me, I think Mike would actually be a fun dad.

We played the game for an hour then ended the show, "So who would you like to have as a legal guardian?" "I want PTV to be my legal guardians because they have a lot in common with me." They smiled and walked over and hugged me. I can't believe my heroes are taking custody of me, I was super excited about this. Me and Bella left and went back to my place, I am sad I have to leave my lovely town of San Francisco but I mean I get to live with my heroes. Bella went to her house and after she left to people walked up to me and I recognized them instantly. "Hey Rylee and Kodey." "Hello Ice queen." "Hey Ice." I hugged them both, "So how was the concert?" "Awesome, hey Kodey I need to talk to you about something." Rylee got the message, "I need to go home some my mom doesn't get pissed" and with that he left. I brought Kodey inside, "Well I found a legal guardian." "That's great, but why are you sad?" "Kodey, I have to move. I don't want to but I have to." I said letting the tears fall down my face, he didn't even care to wiped them away. He pushed me up against the fridge and kissed me passionately, I kissed back and we didn't break the kiss until we needed air. "I love you and I always will Ice." "I love you too Kodey." We kissed again and when we pulled apart we were both smiling. "By the way, I know you got the Jordan's and the snap back that go with my shirt and shorts." "I know, I may or may not let you have them." I pecked his lips and walked around him, he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and brought me upstairs. He laid me down on my bed and laid down next to me wrapping an arm around my waist and nuzzling his head into my neck. I kissed the top of his head and fell into a deep, nightmare less sleep.

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