Life's Too Short to Break Promises
Fear
My pencil tapped to the rhythm i had forming in my mind, and lyrics swirled in and out of place. i scowled at the paper as the ink flows onto the page that matched my barley legible handwriting that resembled calligraphy. i interrupted it by a harsh line struck on the crumpled page out of my frustration. i groaned and started again.
"come with me…- no, thats not right - take my hand tonight my love…" i sighed and continued writing,
"come with me tonight my love, ill make it go away, the pain you hide inside, can all escape today". i scratched a note beside it to remember to continue later. i tossed my notepad and pen to the ground, knocking over a couple of empty beer cans. I was about to lay down when the creaking and sputtering of Ryleys truck rolled into the driveway. my stomach dropped and my heart leaped into my throat and i choked on my breath. jumping up in panic, i snatched my journal, pens, notepad, and sketchbook up off the floor. i sprinted to the bathroom and pulled away the pice of drywall i had picked away with a fork one day, stuffed my belongings in the hole and replaced everything how it was. i heard the door knob turn and i told myself:
"calm down, take a deep breath, don't let him get to you". Ryley stumbled through the doorway and reeked of weed and alcohol. One of his plugs were missing, he only had one shoe on and his ripped and faded jeans were undone. His blonde, choppy hair was greasy and unkept, and his stubble was starting to get scruffy. Ryley was never sober, he just didn't seem to think he had a life to give a damn about. i flinched when the door slammed behind him, and he slowly walked across the room to me. i backed up a little and startled myself when i bumped into the chipping painted wall. my heart was pounding in my chest and i prayed that he couldn't hear it, although he might have cause he smirked, stroked my cheek and slurred,
"did you miss me sweetheart?"
Notes
sooo this is a really sad story and kinda a boring start soo
SORRY
i was in the writing mood tonight so I'm writing the second paragraph too.
