*Alans P.O.V*

This girl. Oh god. I don't know what it was about her. I have no idea why or how but she sparked an interest in me. She seemed so mysterious and just different. It was getting dark so Drew and all the guys walked inside I followed behind them and walked up to my room. I shared the downstairs bathroom with Aaron so I hurried to get there before him. I grabbed some clothes and boxers and skipped down the stairs. I walked down the hall and locked the bathroom door. I pulled off my bathing suit and hopped into the warm shower. I washed myself but I couldn't keep my mind off this girl. What the fuck was it about her? Why did she interest me? "Alan hurry up!" Aaron pounded at the door and I shut the water off. I got out and dried of. I put on my boxers and shorts and walked out of the bathroom with my drenched bathing suit.

I walked out side onto the back deck and hung it up. I sprinted up the stairs skipping 2 at a time. I'm gonna go talk to Drew. I walked up to her doorway to see her door was open and her window screen was up and a breeze was coming in. I crawled out her window onto the roof to see a beautiful girl sitting here in a pair of black shorts and a over sized Slipknot T shirt on smoking a cigarette.

"Hey! Mind if I join ya?" I said smiling at her. "No problem. Want one?" she said holding up her pack of Marbaros. I took one and she lit it for me. When she went to take her cigarette out of her perfect pink lips the small light of the burning cigarette showed the small faded lines that cursed her beautiful pale skin. It made me sad that someone so beautiful ever did that to themselves. "You okay?" I said smiling at her. She was staring at into the woods in the back of our house. She looked down and took the cigarette out of her mouth.

"Yea I'm fine." she said softly. "You can tell me if something's wrong. I'm a good listener." I said smiling. She looked up at me an let out a small breath filled giggle. She pulled her knees to her chest and shrugged. "I don't know. I just feel like a disappointment." she said looking back at the forest. "why would you think that?" I said putting the cigarette in my mouth taking a long drag. "I just .. My mom. I haven't talked to her in over 8 years. I haven't seen her since I was 13. She sent me away once I was 13. Ever since then I felt like she did it because I was a disappointment to her.." she trailed off looking down. She put the cigarette back into her house. "She may have sent you away and not given you a reason herself but it was probably for a good reason. Don't think that okay? You're beautiful and you shouldn't bring yourself down." I said looking over at her. She looked over at me and smiled. "Thank you." she said smiling and leaning over to hug me. "You're welcome!" I said hugging her tightly. We finished our cigarettes and laid on the roof to watch the stars for a while. We talked about almost everything.

I found out that she works at a Zumies and is also Of Mice and Mens personal photographer. She went to college for Photography and Art. She wants to get tattoos but she's too scared. She's an only child. She is a natural bright Blonde. She hates clowns. She's only had 3 real boyfriends in her whole life time. She grew up listing to Slipknot and Korn. She hates Shrimp but She loves any other seafood. Her childhood fear was Jason. She told me a lot. I told her a lot also.

This girls personality was flawless. Her giggle made me smile. Just her. She intreeged me.

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