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False Trust

Chapter 9

~Scarlet's POV~
Austin was staying, you have no idea how happy that makes me. Happier than anyone could. He cared. He actually cared. I was thinking about dying my hair today, I was really excited. I might cut it too, but not too short. I told Austin I was going out to get my hair done and to do some shopping. He had some awards show tonight, I wasn't sure if I was going yet, but I did want to get ready for it just in case.
I went to the mall first. I wish Raven was here, she always knew what looked best on me. I sighed and went around, looking for dresses. I found a black one with diamonds going down the side, it was floor length and sleeveless. Then I found a turquoise one, it was sleeveless and floor length too. I thought about what it would look like with brown hair. I loved the black one too though. Ugh. I took a picture of me in both and sent them to Raven.
Me: Which one? Awards show tonight. ._.
Raven: Blue! The blue, absolutel positive. It compliments your perfect cuves! God damn girl, with that body and how skinny you are you could model! Good luck tonight, see ya there ;P
She was coming! Oh my god I haven't seen her in weeks. Weeks! I was so excited. She has to stay she just has to. At least for a little while.
I bought the turquoise one. It was really expensive. Oh well, it looked nice, that's all that matters. I went to the nail salon next, I got black nails with white 'diamonds' going down the middle of the nails. I drove to the hair salon, Of Mice & Men blaring through the speakers. I didn't realize what shirt I was wearing, but when I got out of the car I was almost bombarded by girls asking me to get to Austin. Then it hit me that I was wearing my 'I'm Austin Carlile's girlfriend.' Shirt. It always made him happy when I wore it out in public. He had one that said, 'I'm Scarlet Wynters' Boyfriend.' I didn't mind the girls really, it just made me laugh.
"There may be some girls coming in, to see me later. Keep them out." I told the girl at the front desk.
"Alright." She smiled, "What are you gunna do today?"
"Hair cut, died, styled maybe?"
"Absolutely! Certain color?"
"Dark brown, with dark red highlights. And I want it trimmed. And extensions maybe?"
"Oh my that's a lot. You'll be here for quite some time. Any certain time you need to be done?"
"5:00 please. If you can."
"Oh I can do that! It's only 9, I can sure get it done by 3 at the latest."
"Thank you!" I smiled and sat down in the chair.
She looked my head over and began snipping at it. She took a lot off, well, layer wise, she shortened my layers and trimmed off dead ends. I love the feel of hair after it's cut. She then sat me down in another chair and showed me extension lengths. I Picked the ones that went down to my waist. I was so excited. She sewed the extensions into my hair and sat me at this chair that had all the dyes in it. After about 20 minutes of just sitting here, she began putting the dye in.
"How you kept this color for this long I don't know!" She chuckled.
"I don't either." I laughed.
She sat me in one of those chairs with the dryer thing and put it over my head. I let out a sigh and got on my phone, I told Austin I would be home in a couple hours and began scrolling through my Instagram. That's a lot of notifications. I thought to myself. I clicked on it and saw people tagging me in pictures, "Saw @ScarletWynters today!!" "Oh my god look who it is! @Austincarlile, saw your bae today! @ScarletWynters."
I decided to post a picture of me right now. I captioned it, "Ooo dying my hair today! Cut it a little too ;) Can't wait for y'all to see it! I'm getting famous! God damn. Haha. Writing plenty of songs, working on an album <3" I aready started getting tons of likes. God damn. It was nice, but also annoying. The stylist walked up to me and guided me out of the chair. She sat me down and washed the dye out. Then she brought me to another chair and dried it, then she went for the highlights. I sat in that damn dryer chair for another 30 minutes and then we went and washed those out. She dried it again and styled it. It looked amazing, and it'll loo great with my dress. I paid them and left.
I was driving home when I noticed a car following me. I looked through the mirror and saw like, 4 teenage girls in there, oh god. I took a left turn into the 'ghetto' of this little town. I drove around for like 30 minutes, and stopped at this little house, I didn't know whose it was, I sat in the car and waited on these girls to turn around and leave. They didn't. So I just drove home. Ugh, damn brats.
When I got there I got out of the car and unlocked the door. Austin was watching TV. I sat down next to him. He complimented my hair and kissed me passionately. We were interupted by the girls. Humph.
"Who could that be?" He asked curiously.
"These girls, who followed me. All the way home." I sighed annoyed.
I got up and answered the door, "Hello?" I asked hanging onto the door.
"Is Austin here?" They said holding some items.
"Carlile?"
"No, Austin the hippo." They said sarcastically.
"Oh no, sorry, Austin the hippo isn't in right now."
"Hey baby, who is it?" Austin walked up to the door wraping his arms around me smirking. He was shirtless. I laughed.
"Some chicks looking for Austin the Hippo."
"A-A-AUSTIN CARLILE!!!" One shouted.
"Sorry ladies, I love you guys, but you interupted my date plans." He smiled.
"Please! We drove all this way. Can't you just like throw something at us that's yours?!" The blonde one shouted. She looked like a whore. Push up bra, tight shirt, booty shorts, heels. Ew.
"Here." He said throwing some notepads at them.
They walked away a little dissapointed, but it was hillarious. We shuffled inside the house and plopped down on the couch. I took a look at the clock '3:15' I dashed upstairs and changed into the dress and paired it up with some black heels with silver jewlery. I did a smokey eye and walked back downstairs, '4:20' God I took forever to do my makeup! Austin walked upstairs and put on his suit thing. He looked amazing. I had never seen him so dressy. I smiled and he kissed me. He grabbed my waist and deepened the kiss. The doorbell rang. UGHHH! He went to open it and saw Oli and Raven. I ran up to her and hugged her tightly.
"Raven!!!" I shouted.
"Scarlet!!!"
"ARe you guys ready?" I asked.
"Yep!" We walked out to see a huge limo in the drive way. I sat down across from Raven next to Austin.
We drove, they had a few before award show drinks, but I couldn't drink and it sucked. I took a few sips of Austin's drink though. When we got there it was huge, lights, red carpet, photographers, fans, everything. It kind of reminded me of the MTV Music Awards. The lights were flashing in my eyes. It was amazing really. Everyone wanted to ask questions. Austin stopped in the middle of the red carpet thing and took out his phone. He motioned over to take a silly picture with him. There was about 20 other people behind us making silly faces. He took the picture and posted it on Instagram. This was going to be my life... I don't know how I feel about it really.
There were seats with names on it. The stage was huge!! Austin and I sat next to each other, and Raven and Oli set next to us. On the other side of Austin was the rest of Of Mice & Men, and on the other side of Oli was the rest of Bring Me the Horizon, in front of us was Pierce the Veil, and behind us was Suicide Silence, with their new singer... I was a Suicide Silence fan from the beginning, I met Mitch, his wife Jolie, and his daughter Kenadee twice, I was kind of friends with them. Well, I babysat their daughter. She was an amazing little girl. But I did know that if anyone should take Mitch's spot, this guy was the one.
The announcer got up on stage, "Before we even start the show, I want to introduce a new singer. She'll be doing a duet with her boyfriend. Austin Carlile, Scarlet Wynters."
My eyes were wide. Austin got up and took my hand. We walked through the isle and made our way on stage, "The hidden ones." Austin said looking at me. Him and I have practiced this song countless times. Would've been nice to know thAT I WAS SINGING IN FRONT OF WHAT LOOKED LIKE 100,000 FUCKING PEOPLE.
I let out a sigh, "You see now everyone talks about the scars upon your wrists but what about the ones hidden beneath your clothes? The sea of thoughts that flood your mind?" I sang, my voice loud, proud, and a little pummped. "The sea of thoughts that flood your mind!" Austin screamed. "They make you hide yourself and cry. You think that no one loves you, but I do. I do." My voice breaking from the tears flowing from my eyes. "Baby it'll be okay. You keep that beautiful head high. You're not alone, you're not alone!" Austin's powerful voice screamed into the mic. We continued the song. By the end I felt like going out and hugging everyone who had ever been hurt. "If anyone out there, has been bullied, abused, suffered with eating dissorder, cutting, anything of the sorts. I want you to scream 'Hell yeah!'" I said, finishing the song. I felt the whole building shake when they screamed. Artists, bands, kids, everyone. That's why they're here. These bands, they, they saved them...
"HidingBehindTheSky! With guest artist Austin Carlile. Would you two do me the honors of announcing the first winner?" The anouncer said coming to us.
"Of course." Austin smiled.
My singer name was HidingBehindTheSky. I loved the name, I don't know why, but I felt like it fit well with me.
"Well hello you guys. How are you doing?!" I shouted into the mic, I was returned with a bunch of screams. "I myself happen to be out of breath, but I'm ready to announce some winners yeah!?" I was once again returned by screams. The video screen showed the nommines for 'Best Music Video'
"And the winner is... LOVE LIKE WAR BY ALL TIME LOW!!" Austin and I shouted at the same time.
The awards show went on for a while, a long while. Of Mice & Men won 'Best New Album' and Alan won 'Most Likely to Be Attacked by a Fan.' I thought the award was hillarious. A lot of the award catagories weren't serious. But they had awards, one was 'Stupidest Selfie' and "Most outragous thing done while being famous.' It was a really fun award show. Bring Me the Horizon won 'Best British Band' and 'Most Likely to be Head to Head for Prom King Nominations' Raven won 'Most attractive singer girlfriend.' She deserved it. She was perfect. And that dress she was wearing oh my god. It was a black lace dress. It was like, a black slip under the lace and then lace sleeves, and over the slip was lace. She paired it with bright red shoes and black lipstick. God damn. She had a nice body. Her striaght purple hair reached her hips. Okay, if I was lesbian or bi, I would fuck her. Is that weird? I hope not.
The awards were over, and a few of us went out to go get some food. They planned to drink. The only thing I could do is step into a bar. I couldn't drink. Raven couldn't in America. So her and I went to go eat at some vegan place. I could be vegan if I ate here everyday, hell. This shit is fucking amazing.
I was kinda mad they left us. But they needed their guy time. Ever since Austin found out I was pregnant he hasn't wanted to leave my side, but we both need our space. I told Raven and she was so happy for me. It was still to early to show the gender. I hope it's a girl. I've always wanted a little girl. 18. I'm only 18. Having a kid at this age is not, absolutely not, what I wanted. But it'll have a good family, and god family. I was excited to bring the little munchkin into the world.

Notes


IMPORTANT PLEASE READ
I CHANGED SCARLET'S PICTURE AND ADDED ANOTHER ONE OF HER AFTER HER HAIR CHANGE C: I ALSO CHANGED RAVEN'S PICTURE C:

Comments

""And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you. The love may leave my lungs, but my heart won't stay with you." She sang softly. "This is not what it is only baby scars, I need your love, like a boy needs his mothers side..." I said with tears in my eyes. "Tides will bring me back to you..." She whispered before her heart stopped."

THAT, right THERE, hit me so hard that I started crying. I mean.. dear Lord. I had to stop reading for like... 10 minutes.
Absolutely BEAUTIFUL.

SCarlile SCarlile
5/6/14

love it :)

abailey97 abailey97
5/5/14

So good I can't believe she lost the baby can't wait to read more !!

@KylieKoma
Lol I'm sorry