Friendships Never End

~After Warped~

It was Friday so Mitch, Jolie, and Kenadee were over. They can't come over during the week since my little Kena bear has kindergarten, she is growing up so fast. I moved in with David and we have been a happy couple. Mitch was sitting in a lawn chair with Kenadee on his lap and Jolie was sitting between David and Mitch resting her head on Mitch's shoulder. David was sitting next to Jolie in a lawn hair and I was on his lap. It was around 10 at night and the stars were out, Kennadee was fast asleep in Mitch's arms so he brought her to the spare room that she always sleeps in. Mitch came back outside with a case of beer and a couple of bottles of JD. I went to grab one when he shocked me with the shock collar on my wrist. I got a drinking problem at Warped and it fucked with my meds and made being Bipolar worse for me, Mitch helped me through and bought a shock collar for dogs and we keep it on my wrist. Whenever I try to grab a drink he shocks me, I have been clean for 1 1/2 months. It is September now so I have been clean since August. I frowned and tried again, he turned up the power causing me to fall to the ground in pain. "This is animal abuse!" "You are not an animal." "This is human abuse!" I yelled hissing out in pain as I tried to grab a bottle of Jack Daniel's I gave up and walked upstairs into my room, I laid down on my bed when Mitch shocked me again. I took off the collar and threw it out the window hitting him in the head. I laid back down and fell asleep, I woke up when David got into bed with me. I cuddled into his chest and he wrapped an arm around my waist, we fell asleep. I woke up the next morning with the feeling to throw up, I ran to the bathroom and David woke up and was close behind me. He held my hair as I threw up the contents of my stomach, I got up and looked at the counter where my tampons were sitting.

David's P.O.V

After Shy threw up she looked over to the counter and froze, I looked at what she was looking at and it was a box of tampons. "What's wrong honey?" "David, I'm 2 weeks late." She said bursting into tears. I tried to calm her and it didn't work, Jolie walked in. "What's wrong Shy honey?" "She's 2 weeks late." "David, come with me." I did as she said and we went into the hallway and Mitch joined us. "Guys, I am going to the pharmacy to get some pregnancy tests for Shy. Mitch go comfort Shy and David if Kenadee wakes up watch her and make sure she doesn't go into the bathroom with Mitch and Shy." We nodded and went our separate ways, I want to be a father but not now. Luckily we went be going on tour anytime soon. I am working on music for our next album, it will be out in 2014.

Shy's P.O.V

I sat on the bathroom floor crying my eyes out when Mitch walked in, he picked me up and set me in his lap. "Shy honey please calm down." I couldn't, I absolutely couldn't. I am not ready to have a baby and I don't think David is either. I finally calmed down, "I am going. To be a horrible mother." "No you're not. You are a wonderful, nice, caring person that everybody loves. You do such a great job taking care of Kenadee I know for sure you will be the best mother there is." He said hugging me. "Thanks Mitch, you always know how to make me feel better." I said as Jolie walked in shooing Mitch out. She gave me 5 different tests and I took all of them. She left and gave me my alone time while I waited for the tests, all positive. I let David in after I knew, "David are you ready to be a father?" "Shy, I will risk anything for this baby. I love you and I will love the baby just as much. I am ready to be a father." "Well then it's a good thing your ready to be a father." He hugged me and kissed me passionately, Jolie knocked on the door. "So am I going to be an Aunty or not." "Yes Jolie, you are going to be an Aunty." I said as she burst through the door and hugged me. Mitch walked in and congratulated me and David, he hugged me and bro-hugged David. They had to leave so it left me and David, "I want to call my mom and tell her she will be a grandma." He nodded and left the room. Me and John got along really well and my mom was happy to be with him. I got my phone and called her, "Hello?" "Hi mommy, I have some news for you." "And what would that be." "You're going to be a grandma." "Is it David's?" "Yes." "Then I am happy, I congratulate both of you. Now I have to go and find some stuff that will be perfect for your old room." "Okay bye mom, I Love You." "I Love You Too." And with that we hung up. I walked downstairs to David, "She congratulates us." "So does my mom." He said as we hugged. We pulled apart and David kissed me passionately, we were both happy.

*1 week later*

I walked downstairs to grab some Tylenol, I haven't been feeling well lately. I grabbed the pain pills and took them, I started walking upstairs. "Where are you going?" "Back to bed I don't feel good." "You've stayed in that room for the past 2 days." David said annoyed. "I don't feel good David, please don't start." "Don't start what Shy, I want to spend time with my pregnant girlfriend but all she does is sit on her fat lazy ass in our room." He said angrily, I froze. "Shy, you need to quit saying you don't feel good as a lie to get me out of your way. I am trying to spend time with you! How am I supposed to spend time with you if you just stay in that room?!" "I don't know, maybe by checking on me to see if I am feeling okay." "WELL I WOULD BUT I HAVE A FUCKING ALBUM TO WRITE!" He yelled making burst out in tears. "Well maybe if the album is so important, I should leave so you can work on it." I said walking to the door. I opened it and went to Austin's, I knocked on the door and he opened it. I started crying again, he pulled me into a hug. "Shy what's wrong?" "David yelled at me for spending time in our room because I don't feel good and he is to busy working on the album to come check on me." Austin clenched his Jaw, he quit hugging me and started to walk past me. "Austin Don't." I said but he kept walking. I grabbed his arm and sat down so he couldn't walk. "Why shouldn't I hurt him Shy? He hurt you!" He started walking again making me grabbing both of his arms. "Austin stop I love him and he is the father of my child." That stopped him. "Child?" "Yes Austin, I am pregnant. You're going to be an uncle." He smiled and picked me up, he picked me up and hugged me. "You should get back to David, he is probably having a Panic Attack about what happened." I nodded and got back in my car, I drove back home and walked inside. David hugged me tightly, "Shy, I am so so so sorry about what I said. I am just so caught up in this album that I became selfish." "It's okay David, but I kinda need air." "Sorry." He said placing me down and kissing me passionately. "I can make it up to you." "How?" "Give me 5 minutes, I'll be right back." He said kissing my cheek and walking out the door. I just sat on the couch and watched TV, I heard the door open and I looked over to see David with bags full of cupcakes, cookies, chocolate, ice cream, cookie dough, and brownies. "Alright you have officially made it up to me." I said grabbing the cookie dough. He laughed and picked me up bridal style and carried me to the bedroom. He ran back downstairs putting away all the food except for a case of cupcakes, cookie, brownies, and 2 tubs of ice cream. He came back upstairs and put in my favorite movie A Nightmare Before Christmas. He started the movie then he moved my shirt up revealing my stomach, he kissed my stomach multiple times. "Ugh, those scars are going to stretch." I groaned and David kept kissing my stomach making me giggle. We watched all of the Tim Burton movies and ate all of the food. After we finished I nuzzled my head into David's neck and he wrapped his arms around his waist.

~1 month later~

"THIS IS HALLOWEEN THIS IS HALLOWEEN!" Me and Mitch yelled as we ran through the house. Him, Jolie and Kenadee were getting there costumes ready. I walked over to David and we started getting ready to, we were going to be Jack Skellington and Sally. We put white wash out dye in his hair and I dyed my hair red like Sally's. I painted my skin the bluish color Sally's was and we painted David's white. We put black around his eyes and the stitches on the sides of his mouth. He put on his striped suit and skeleton gloves. I put all the little stitches on my skin and my red lipstick, then I put on the patched dress that me and Jolie made together and the black flats we got. Then we put the Zero costume on our new dog, a Rottweiler puppy. We named him spike, he was a very cute and energetic puppy. We walked out of the room and Jolie loved how my outfit turned out, Kenadee ran up to me since she was the little mermaid her hair was red and we were sorta matching but my wasn't as vibrant. Jolie took a picture of her Mitch and Kenadee, then She took 5 pictures of me and David, in two we were kissing. We all went out and took Kenadee Trick or Treating. After we finished trick or treating me and David went home while Mitch started drinking. When we got home we got out of our costumes and we both went into the bathroom and filed the bathtub with soap and water. Once there was a ton of bubbles me and David got in, that is when the dorkiness started. David took some bubbles and put them on his chin, "I am Sandy Claws." I started laughing and he kept being funny until we actually realized we needed to take this shit off. So we drained the tube and closed the door to the bathtub/shower, we started the shower and washed off all of the makeup and shit, David washed out his hair dye but mine will remain for a while. After we finished we stepped out and put on our pajamas, mine was a bra and a pair of sweats and David's was shirtless and shorts. We went to the bedroom and cuddled up next to each other, soon enough we fell asleep.

It was about 6:00 in the morning when we got I got a call, David had to go to a photo shoot that was about 2 hours away so he left early. I answered it, "Hello?" "Shy, Mitch is gone. He crashed his motorcycle and didn't make it." Jolie said I dropped my phone and burst out sobbing. I hung up the phone and sat on the floor in a ball crying, he was gone. Mitch had been there for me for everything that has happened through out the summer. He put my problems before his. I grabbed a bottle of JD and threw it causing it to hit a wall and smash. I kept grabbing bottles of alcohol and throwing them, "YOU'RE THE REASON HE'S
GONE!" I screamed breaking back out into sobs. I just sat their letting the sobs rack my body, he took a part of me with him when he left. I heard the door open but I didn't care, I just let my sobs go through out the house. Someone started to call me but I didn't answer I just sat there in a ball on the ground sobbing. "SHY, Honey where are you?" I knew it was Austin but when I tried to speak I just let out a loud sob. He opened the door, I looked up at him and he had tears running down his face too. I kept sobbing and I couldn't stop, Austin picked me up and sat me in his lap. I continued sobbing and crying until I had no more tears left. "My life can't get any worse. Every time I love somebody so much that they're like a sibling to me they die. My friend Casey, and now Mitch." I said letting a loud sob escape from my lips. He hugged me close and I felt loved, I am going to miss Mitch. I went onto twitter, I was going to post something when I saw all the hate coming from all these One Direction fans.

@ShyTheBadAss FUCK OFF! YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THEIR MUSIC OR ANYONES SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO HATE ON HIM AND HIS FUCKING 5 YEAR OLD?! IT MAKES ME SICK TO KNOW THAT YOU TREAT ACTUAL PEOPLE LIKE THIS FOR LIKING THAT KIND OF MUSIC!

I posted that and then I got a tweet from one of the 1D guys,

@OfficialHarry I am so so sorry for your lose, I am also very sorry for what my fans are saying. I have heard stories about you and your relationship with Mitch. I have told all of my fans to leave you guys alone, I know you probably hate us but I just wanted to say that we are very sorry for your lose.

@ShyTheBadAss @OfficialHarry Thank you for telling your fans to stop, the weren't just harassing me and my friends but also his 5 year old daughter. Honestly I don't hate you guys just the music, I like how you're against bullying just like us. Sadly, most of your fans actually are bullies.

@OfficialHarry @ShyTheBadAss I know, wish the bullying could end but it never will. I realize our music isn't inspiring and meaningful like yours but we think that doesn't mean our fans should torture and bully yours. Maybe one day we can meet you, you have very inspiring music and we have heard much about
your life. We think you are an amazing person, and again sorry for you lose.

@ShyTheBadAss @OfficialHarry It would be nice to meet you guys as well, you're the only boy group out there against bullying, your music may not be inspiring or meaningful but it is the fact you are trying to stop bullying.

I was happy and Austin looked at me, "You know, when I came here I thought you might be dead." "I knew Mitch would want me to stay alive and live my life. He would want me to love and care for my children. He would want me to peruse a music career again. I am going to miss him so fucking much but I will stay living for Mitch." I said while Austin smiled with tears falling down his face, I wiped them away with my thumbs. "Can you please help me clean up the glass mess over there?" I asked pointing towards the floor by the wall. He nodded and we picked up the glass. After we finished there was a knock on the door, Spike starting barking so I ran downstairs and opened it to see a package. It was from Mitch, tears starting rolling down my face but I picked it up. I brought it inside and set it down on the counter and Austin walked downstairs, I opened it up to see a Birthday card. I forget today was my birthday, I opened the card and $500 fell out of it. I took the money and put it in my wallet, I pulled out the stuff. Their were pairs of skinny jeans, t-shirts, shoes, snap backs, and makeup. Then after I pulled out a little bag I opened it to find a box, I opened it to find a music note with diamonds in it. I smiled and tears started to pour out of my eyes, he saw me look at this one day at the mall. I put it on, I was so upset he was gone but I still had a memory, a part of him.

~1 week later~

I put on my Eminem shirt, a pair of skinny jeans, a snap back, and my vans. I walked out the door kissing my boyfriend. Today I had an interview with the 1D guys to talk about bullying. When I got there they all hugged me, "It's nice to meet you Shy." "It's nice to meet you guys too." I said as we sat down. The interviewer walked in, the interview was going to be aired on TV but also put on the internet. "Today I have here with me the members of One Direction and an inspiring, helping, and caring girl, Shyana Johnson." I waved and she started to talk about the subject. "Harry, what did you think about seeing all of these hateful tweets?" "I was devastated, I couldn't believe the would hate not just on him and his friends but his 5 year old daughter. I can't believe all of our fans are like that to people like Shy." "Yeah I know, that is actually how I have been treated most of my life by the preppy girls because I didn't listen to the same music, I never acted like them, I wasn't 'normal', I was a emo freak, I should slit my wrists and die. I was a little innocent girl and they pushed me to the fucking edge, I started to cut my wrists. Everyday for days on end, it was saddening that I got so used to the pain I tried to numb it with more pain. Eventually I made a friend that was a girl but she overdosed and died, That's when you realize how bad that shit is. I realized how bad drugs were but I couldn't take it so I started to drink, soon it didn't work anymore. I started to smoke and that didn't work anymore either. I was such an innocent and quiet person so nobody knew how I was feeling or anything like that, so I did my first suicide attempt. I put a cut in my arm, the second time I put a gash in my leg, the third time I jumped off a bridge but my friend caught me and pulled me back on the bridge, I tried to slit my throat but my friend took the knife, I tried to shoot myself but my friend took the gun from my hand. When someone saves you at first you wish they didn't but now I am glad they did. I have a life to look forward to, I have a wonderful boyfriend, the bestest friends you could ask for, and I am soon going to be a mother." I said smiling and the guys smiled too. "Now Shy, didn't you fake your death for two years?" "Yes I did, a girl named Kelly is the person my ex Ben cheated on me with, she harassed me, her friends harassed me, she even got fans of my ex's band to harass me, soon the threatened me to the point I wanted to die. I couldn't go through with someone saving my life again so I faked my death." I said as she asked the boys some more questions and we finished he interview. "You know, you don't look like e type of girl that would ever be rebellious like I have heard." Niall said as we walked outside, "Well that is another story and if you find the right interview you will find out what happened to turn my reputation to that." I said walking to my car. I got in and drove home, I walked inside and laid down on the couch next to David, we were a happy couple now. I was happy that he stayed with me after finding out I was pregnant, most guys would've left. We cuddled and I ended up falling asleep. I missed Mitch and I wish he could come back but he is in a better place now.

Notes

Should I make a sequel?