Friendships Never End

After telling that slut off I walked back onto the bus and into the lounge. David and Kyle were sitting there watching TV, so I sat on the couch upside down. "I'm hungryyyyyyyyyyyyy." I whined as David looked over at me. "Well then why don't you go make us some food?" "Why don't you quit being fucking sexist and order us food?" I replied with a smirk. Kyle started laughing and David just sat there shocked. He noticed how my shirt went up revealing my stomach, he had an evil grin on his face. After I got my life on control and way better, I can be tickled without vomiting. Kyle walked out of the lounge to go order some takeout Chinese food. David shut and locked the door, he walked over towards me. He sat on my straddling my hips and started tickling me. I started laughing and soon I couldn't breathe anymore, David kissed my lips. He positioned himself so he wasn't straddling me anymore but he had his hands by my head and he was on top of me. We started a full make out session and Kyle knocked on the door making David pout. Luckily there would be a party later so we could continue our make out session later. Kyle walked in with a bag full of those cute little Chinese takeout boxes. "FOOD!" I yelled running over and taking the food I had Kyle get me witch consisted of Wontons, Egg rolls, Lo mien, and Fortune Cookies. I grabbed some chopsticks and we all sat down and started eating. David tried to take one of my egg rolls because he ate his. "Steal my egg roll and I will stick a chopstick up your ass." I said not even having to look over. Kyle started to laugh and so did I, David's expression was priceless.

When end we finished eating it was time for there set, I stood side stage. About half way through the set David called me out on stage. He got on one knee and held a rose in his hand, "Shyana Alexandria Johnson, will you be my girlfriend." "Yes. Yes I will be your girlfriend David." I said as he stood up and kissed me making the crowd roar. I walked back to side stage to see Mitch standing there with one hand behind his back and a big smile on his face. "I got you something." He said making me confused, he handed me a box and when I opened it, it contained Suicide Silence merch. I smiled and hugged him thanking him, I started working at the merch tent tomorrow. I ran to David and hugged him not caring if he was sweaty. He kissed my lips getting cheers from everyone. We walked back to the bus and he took a shower.

I was watching TV upside down when somebody picked me up and set me on their lap. I knew it would be David so I just rested my head on his chest. Me and David kissed when Tony walked into the lounge, "Quit with the PDA, we need Shy for a minute." "No I want to stay here." "Well if you don't want to fend Juliet from that slut Mike-" he didn't even get to finish his sentence before I was walking off the bus towards the scene. When I arrived Juliet was standing there while the slut insulted her, I pulled Juliet back and stood in her place she was before. "I think we had a talk before about this." Her face turned pale, then red. She threw a punch and I caught throwing her fist and hitting her in the face again. She charged at me and I moved, when she ran past me I grabbed her arms spinning her around and punching her in the jaw. She tried to slap me but I caught her hand and squeezed it till there was a crack. "You can keep fucking trying but I am telling you this know. I can kick your fucking ass." I growled as she tried to punch me. I blocked her punch and hit her in the nose, she fell back and I grabbed her hair. I punched her in the jaw when somebody grabbed my fist before I could throw another punch. I looked and saw Mitch, I got out of his grip and punched her again. This time she finally punched me, she hit me in the cheek but it barely hurt. I punched her in the lip splitting her lip, I dropped the grip I had on her hair and before I could finish Mitch and Austin had my arms behind my back and were dragging me to Austin's bus. She smirked and I lashed out of their grips making her go pale as I ran towards her, she ran away causing me to laugh and have my arms behind my back again. Austin and Mitch both twisted my arms causing me to bite them, "You don't need to break my fucking arms." I said as the both grabbed ahold of my arms again, Officer Carlile and Lucker are at your fucking service. They shoved me on the bus, "Let me guess what you're going to say. Violence is never the answer, I shouldn't have started the fight, blah blah blah, I need to get my act together, I am a asshat." I said the last part sarcastically. They both gave me death glares, they let me go.

I ran away from them to the BC bus, I ran to the lounge locking he door behind me. I was thinking about the look on her face when I got out of the guys' grip and ran towards her. They started pounding on the door so I started playing music loudly. Austin broke the door down, and turned off the music. "Shy, quit acting like a rebellious teen because you never were one. You need to grow-" "you need to grow up and act your fucking age. You shouldn't drink like you do, you shouldn't fight anymore, you shouldn't be acting this way. I've heard it all before Austin, I heard it at the age of 16 when I was told to quit acting those ways for attention. Know I just do what I want, if someone didn't fuck in my bunk with a slut I would have my fucking meds!" I said as Austin and Mitch looked and each other frantic. That is when some more people came in, "you haven't been taking your meds." "How the hell could I? I didn't want to just knock on the curtain to my old bunk and say, 'hey can you hand me my meds'. Instead I was going to wait to have them refilled but I haven't had the fucking time. If that slut never showed up I wouldn't be acting this fucking way. I wouldn't have drank Fireball, Jameson, and JD's all a the same time. I wouldn't have gotten into 4 fights in the past two days, three of them happened to be the same girl." I said frustrated. I stormed off the bus and to an empty space by a brick building to calm down. Then I saw Mike tending to his slut be the medical tent, I got pissed and punched the brick wall. I didn't care that my knuckles were bleeding and broken, I needed help. I broke down, I can't believe how my life turned out.

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