I woke up with grieve's arm wrapped around my waist, I looked at the clock to see it was 9 am. I lifted his arm carefully placing a pillow where I was laying. He stirred then wrapped his arms around the pillow and started smiling. I grabbed my phone and took a quick picture for blackmail, then I walked downstairs and starting updating all the social media sites on me and Ben. "Hey guys, most of you know that me and Ben Bruce were a happy couple. But he cheated on me with the whore doctor we had on tour with us so we are done. Please don't hate Asking Alexandria's music because of Ben. Danny, James, Cameron, and Sam are still awesome and are still my friends, but I will never talk to Ben again." I posted on Twitter, Instagram, and Tumblr. A lot of fans were devastated and starting sending hate to Ben and Kelly. I smirked and walked into the kitchen. I started making coffee, then I grabbed some stuff to make pancakes. He even had cream so I also made some fresh whip cream. I started making the pancakes when I heard footsteps coming towards me, "Pancakes!" Grieves yelled hugging me. "Calm down. They aren't even finished yet." I said laughing. "How was it waking up with you girlfriend pillow?" I asked smirking. "Please don't tell me you have a picture of that." "Oh but I do." I said showing it to him. He tried to grab my phone but I put it in my bra and continued with the pancakes. When I finished we ate and I started checking social media. I saw all of the things Kelly was saying about me and threw my phone across the room then started sobbing. Grieves grabbed my phone and read the things she said despite the cracked screen. He held me until I calmed down, I felt safe around him.

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It has been two weeks since Ben cheated on me, and Kelly has become my personal bully but I ignored it. Today we were performing when I saw two familiar faces in the crowd, Danny and James. I have known them as long as I have known Ben. I hope Danny isn't pissed we fired his cousin, or that I have people giving his best friend shit because he cheated. After the show the were backstage, I was scared because Danny looked pissed. He grab my wrist and I yelped in pain, he rolled up my sleeve and saw the cuts. "Who caused these?" He asked with a pained look on his face. "Kelly, all she does is bring me down along with her friends and apparently some of your fans." He gave me a strange look. "What do you mean she has been dating Ben for 5 weeks now?" "Well Danny, Actually Ben was dating me then cheated on me with Kelly after he supposedly left because you told him he had to come back to LA for some stuff." I said clenching my fists. He got a pissed off look on his face, "Kelly said that she and Ben have been dating for 5 weeks, she didn't bother to tell me the truth." He said through clenched teeth.

Him and James walked off but not before hugging me. Soon a ton of these girls walked up to me and started calling me an ugly, fat, whore, lost cause, slut. They told me that if I said anything about Ben cheating on me with Kelly again they will kick my ass. I ran back to an empty bus crying, I wanted to end my life. But instead I decided on a life change, I will change my name, hair color, eye color, and I would leave all of my friends and past behind me. I wrote everyone a note saying I loved them all and hat I was going to a better place now. I grabbed all my stuff leaving my phone, laptop, and guitars. I got a taxi to an airport and got an flight all the way back to California. I went to a place and had them change my name, natural hair color, eye color, and pronounce me dead. "I just want to ask why do you want to do this?" The lady behind the counter asked. "I have had a bad past and am tired of people around me, so I want a fresh start and this is the only way to make it. Fake my death, change my hair color, get rid of my Monroe piercing and trade it for snake bites, get rid of my nose ring, change my eye color, and cover up my tattoos with a special makeup I found." I said smiling. She smiled back, "well we will have people go to your house and receive your stuff and move it to your apartment, also we will have the bank transfer the money to your new bank account. Her is your new license, credit card." She said handing them to me. "We will say you committed suicide after being bullied and harassed by one Kelly Worsnop and her friends." She said typing stuff into the computer. She also handed me a box of this stuff called tattoo camo that I can cover up my tattoos with. She gave me a teal blue hair die and the lip rings for my snake bites. She knew I was trained in piercing and tattoos so she said I can do the piercing myself. I got everything and drove to my new apartment in my new car.

Everything was already there so I unpacked, after I finished I went into the bathroom and dyed my hair. While I waited for the dye to set I pierced my lip and put in my green colored contacts. I washed out the excess dye and dried my hair, I straightened it and drove to an Apple store to buy an new iPhone. I got a white iPhone and some really awesome cases at Hot Topic. I drove to the tattoo shop Jonathan works at and walked in, "Hey I am Jonathan how can I help you?" He said with sadness in his voice. "I came to see if you had any openings for tattoo artists. I have my degree and need a palace to work at." I said while he stood up and walked over to me. "You a tattoo artist? You don't even have any tattoos." He said smirking. Luckily I was able to get some new ones on tour so I didn't cover them. I showed them to him and he nodded in agreement. "Well, I have to go get my boss Dave but I think you will be a perfect artist." He said looking through the sketch book I gave him. They were all new so he hasn't seen the drawings before. He came back with a guy covered with tattoos, he checked out my drawings and the tattoos I had. "So, when would you like to start?" Dave asked with a smile on his face. "Tomorrow will be perfect." I said smiling and shaking his hand. I walked back to my car and got in. I was kind of lonely at home and our apartment allowed pets of any kind so I drove to the pet shop to get either a puppy or a cat. When I got there I saw the cutest little kitten ever, it was pure white. It also had a little friend, a black kitten. I walked up to the person saying I wanted both, she got a huge smile on her face and said she would get them ready for me to bring home while I got all of their supplies. I got the black one a white collar with a bell, and the white one a black collar with a bell. I brought them to my house and put on their collars, when somebody knocked on my door. I was playing OM&M and hanging up some of the posters of them and BMTH, MIW, SWS, and PTV. I answered the door to see Austin Fucking Carlile and Alan fucking Ashby. "H-hi Austin." I said smiling and waving a little. He laughed and hugged me and I hugged back. I let them in and we started talking, I was looking at twitter when I saw tweets from all of my friends but one caught my eye the most.

piercethevic: Shy, I don't know where you are but please don't forget me.

After I read it tears started to fall down my face, I wiped them away. "What's wrong Kelsey?" Austin asked. "I will only tell you guys if you promise to tell nobody no matter how much they hurt you just can't." I said holding out both me pinkies, Austin and Alan intertwined their pinkies with mine and nodded for me to continue. "So you know the band The Fearless Kids and how they're lead singer 'committed suicide'." I said putting quotes around committed suicide and they nodded but Austin got a look of anger. "Now before you get pissed at me because you think I am joking about suicide I am not. I am Shyana Johnson, or Shy. I couldn't take all the harassment from Kelly Worsnop and her friends anymore but I have been bullied in my life before so instead of trying to end my life again, I decided to get a new one. I changed my name, hair color, eye color, everything has changed. Please don't let anybody know though, I can't risk Kelly finding me again." I pleaded and Austin hugged me. Alan played with Shadow and Snowflake, while me and Austin talked more. I am glad he understands why I am doing this, I never meant to hurt the ones who loved me. But I didn't have a choice, it was either this or death.

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