Two Wrongs Don't Make It Right

It had been six days since Austin has stopped by and I had still yet to talk to him. I had been so busy with the clothing line and band practice. Chloe and I were finalizing the products for the fall line and the band I were putting together out set list for the show with Pierce The Veil.

I was getting increasingly nervous with every day that passed too. There were only five more days til the show. I was hoping that Pierce The Veil’s fans would like us. This show was going to be huge for us. It gave us amazing exposure.

“Do you think they will like us?” I asked Chloe as we walked through the grocery store.

“Are you kidding? They will love you guys.” She replies.

“I hope so. I don’t know what o would do if I got boo’d off stage during our first show.” I told her.

“It will be fine. Everything is going to work out the way it’s supposed to.” She says. “Speaking of working things out. What’s going on with you and Mr. Perry?”

I blush and look down. I hadn’t talked to him much since we had slept together. I was so confused. I didn’t know if I wanted to try to fix things with Austin or if it was better to cut my losses and try something new with Tony. I shrugged and looked at her. I still hadn’t told her about Austin and I. Well I guess no time like the present.

“IkindasleptwithAustintheotherday.” I mumbled.

“What?” She asks with a confused face. Cleary not understanding a word I had just said.

“I kinda slept with Austin the other day.” I repeated talking clearer.

She stopped and stared at me like I had grown three heads.

“You what?!” She screeched at me. “What? When? How? I didn’t even you had been in contact with him”

“I really hadn’t been. It was about a week ago. You were at the store and I was getting ready to go meet with Levi. He just showed up at the house. We ended up fighting. I broke down. We actually said the ‘L’ word. Then before I knew it we were having sex and after I left.” I explained as we resumed walking through the vegitables.

“You told him you loved him?” She questioned.

I nodded biting my lip. “It wasn’t like ‘I love you, I want you back’ well his was. Mine was more like ‘I love you, but I can’t trust you anymore.”

She furrows her brow and I can see the wheels in her head turning. She was processing what I had just told her. I knew she was shocked that I had talked to him and didn’t say anything. She was more shocked that I slept with him and still kept my mouth shut.

“Do you want to get back with him?” She asks after a couple minutes of us walking in silence.

“I honestly don’t know. I mean I do love him, but I don’t know if I can ever fully trust him again. He fucked up big time and it’s going to take me a while for him to gain that back. And I told him that. With Tony it’s all fresh. He made me happy when I didn’t think I would even get out of bed, and that was when he was still on warped. Can you imagine what he would do to make me happy if he was actually in the same vicinity as me? He is so sweet and I can tell he really cares about me. It’s just so confusing.” I ramble on as I run my hand through my hair.

“It seems to me that you already know the answer to that dilemma. You just need to take time and think about which would make you happier doing.” She tells me.

I groan. She wasn’t helpful at all. I was hoping that she was going t she some light on the situation and help me realize what I needed to do. I spaced out for the rest of the time we were shopping.

I really did love Austin, but could I learn to trust him again? I knew people did stupid shit when they were scared. He clearly was upset with himself and what he did. At the same time I knew that if I got back with him and he did it again it would crush me worse than the first time. Tony had been so amazing to me after everything. I had feelings for him there was no doubting that, I mean who wouldn’t? I wasn’t sure how strong those feeling were though cause my heart was still Austin’s. Would I ever be able to get the what if’s out of my head if I didn’t give it a shot? There would always be what if in life. In this situation however it was all about which set of them I could deal with having and which ones I had to get answers too. I looked at Chloe and she gave me a funny look.

“I need to go.” I said and she gave me a knowing smile.

Notes

ONLY 4 MORE CHAPTERS LEFTTTTT!!!!!
I can't believe that this story is so close to being done.
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