“Wakey! Wakey! Oli!”

I groaned rolling away from the source of racket “Go away Nicholls.”

“Oli! Knock Up!” He whined shaking me bed. I threw my pillow at him and he let out a hideous chuckle “Fine bitch!” He huffed walking away from my bunk “Oliver won’t get up guys.”

“Maybe you’re just not doing it right!” A heavenly voice spoke

Nicholls grunted loudly “Well you go and wake him then.”

An angelic snicker sounded “I just will.”

My heartbeat instantly increased because of that beautiful sound coming from a beautiful source. That source was Brandon. It amazes me how this boy makes me feel. And we’ve only known each other for a week. But this week have felt like years.

The curtain to my bunk pulled back “Morning Oliver.” He said just below a whisper. He sat down at the edge of my bed looking at me. “How did you sleep last night?”

“Morning….” I yawned stretching out my long limbs “I slept…ehh. It was alright, just cold ya know.”

“I know exactly how you feel.” He smiled shaking his head. I couldn’t help but stare into his eyes, they were beautiful. Those bluish green orbs always manage to get me in a trance. “Hello……Oliver are you there?” Brandon questioned waving his hand in front of my eyes snapping me out of my daze.

I shook away the remainder of my haze “Ummm yeah. I was just….”

“You were lost in thought” He interrupted me. I shook my head silently admiring how he manages to know me so well. “So tell me……what were you thinking about?”

“Yo…..”

I paused because I didn’t know what to say. I can’t just sit their and tell the boy I just meet about a week ago that I falling arse over elbows for him. What do I tell him? That ever time he gets near me I start to feel fruity. That right now as we speak my junk is getting slightly stiffy. No, I can’t tell him that, at least not yet.

“You know just thinking about everything I have to do today.” I lied hopping he didn’t notice

“Ummmhmmm” He mumbled obviously not buying my lie. His eyes scanned over me for a while, studying me like a text book “Well come on. The guys are waiting for you in the front.” I looked up at him immediately catching his eyes. And again I was stuck in another trance. He chuckled “Come on Olober! Get up!”

He grabbed onto my coarse hands yanking me up out of bed. My covers slipped off my body falling down to the ground. Intertwining our hands he tugged me lightly towards the front. I groaned but obliged staggering behind him to the front.

“Oh look what the ugly cat dragged in…..another ugly cat!” Nate crackled with his famous smirk on his face. Brandon gave him a middle finger. Nate giggled “It’s not my fought both of you are ugly.”

The guys looked at me then back Brandon in astonishment. Brandon gave them a quizzical look “What?” He plopped down on the sofa and since our hands were still super glued together I came tumbling down with him. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

“You…..he….but!” Matt mumbled glancing between me and Brandon “How did you wake him up so easily?”

Lee just shook his head lightly “Yeah! I mean it normally takes us an hour just to get the lad up…..and yet you get him up in a minute.”

“I just got skills like that son!” Brandon said with a smirk. He looked over at me “Ain’t that right Oli baby?”

Brandon just called me baby. Even though I know it’s a joke I could feel myself start to heat up. “That’s right honey bun!” I chuckled trying desperately to play it off. “I don’t know what you did. But you did it right.”

I brought our intermingled hands together and placed a kiss on his. Now it was his time to blush. He hung his head down trying to hide the small smile that appeared on his face. It was an epic fail, but it was quite adorable. Cuteness was radiating off of him and the more I watch him the more I wanted to pull him into a kiss. I tore my gaze away from him, I couldn’t let myself cave in to my desire.

“Fags!” Nicholls shouted playfully

Lee giggled “Look at the Nancy boys with their hand intertwined. Aren’t they cute?”

Brandon laughed rolling his eyes at my band mates “Cuter than you!”

“He’s right about that.” I added making him turn bright red

“Brandy come on let’s go get some food.” Nate said standing up and walking towards him.

Brandon looked up from his lap in shock “What? No! I’m not hungry!”

“Well let’s go to Starbucks then.” He stated tugging at his best friends arms

He shook his hands “I don’t want any coffee either.”

“DAMMIT BRANDON IF YOU DON’T BRING YOUR RATCHET ASS ON HERE! DON’T YOU SEE I’M JUST TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO GET YOU ALONE? I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!”

Brandon rolled his eyes “About what?”

Nate glanced at me then back at Brandon “You know what.”

“Obviously not since I’m asking you.” Brandon stated sarcastically chuckling lightly

“MMC! MMC!” Nathaniel spat back instantly quieting his laugh “Now come on! Bring your hinny!” He dragged him off the couch and towards the exit “Bye guys see you in a little while!” he screamed before shutting the door.

I shook my head in confusion, those two always manage to have my head spinning. I turned my attention to Nicholls, Matt and Lee who were all pissing around. There supposedly breakfast began to become weapons as they threw food at each other. Everyone was goofing off except for Jordan. Jordan was looking directly at me. I could sense that the wanted to say something, but just didn’t know if he wanted to say it now.

“What is it Jordan?” I mumbled resting my head against the couch “Just spit it out.” He stood up nodding his head towards the back of the bus. I did the same, following him to the back of the bus. “Now….what is it mate?”

“What’s going on between you and the kid?” He questioned watching me intensively

“Uhhh..” I gulped avoiding his eye contact “Nothing’s going on.”

“Oh really!” Jordan leaned against the door frame. “Well you guys are awfully close don’t ya think?”

I scratched my head lightly “Ehh we just like to be around each other.”

“Oli I’m not stupid. You guys give each other puppy dog eyes every second of the day.” He stated with a sly smile on his face

I focused my eyes on the ground trying to hide the smile that was spreading on my face “We do not.”

“Yes you do and it’s so fucking cute that it’s ugly.” He laughed and I couldn’t help but chuckle too. “But do you actually like the lad?”

“No…..” I lied straight through my teeth. “I mean not in the way you’re thinking.”

“Are you sure because I feel like you really, genuinely like this boy and…..” Jordan paused looking into my eyes “I mean follow your heart man.” He started towards the door but stopped “But Oliver…”

“Yeah!” I spoke sensing his seriousness

“Don’t forget about Hannah.”

I sat there in shock and consumed in grief.. I’m falling for another man when I have a girlfriend at home. I’m ashamed of the fact that ever since I laid eyes on Brandon I haven’t though one second about Hannah. I had replaced her and I didn’t even know it. It’s not like I did it on purpose. I didn’t ask to fall for this boy. And we haven’t done anything sexual with each other, we’ve only talked. Yet the feelings I have for him are so strong and I don’t think I can stop them.

And shamefully…..I don’t want too.

Notes

I don't personally like this chapter. I feel it's a little dull but I really wanted to do Oliver's POV. I hope it's not too boring and I promise more Nate and Brandon bestie time in the next chapter.