Falling Asleep On A Stranger

"Breaking YOU?! YOURE BREAKING ME!" He finally says. My eyes widened.
"What?" I said.
"Exactly. You don't even know and you'll probably never know. Just go." He bursts, as he walked to the back lounge. I just stood there, shocked, confused, and mostly hurt.
"Lili, I think you should go and cool off." Austin said as he layed his hand on my shoulder. I nodded and swallowed the lump that formed in my throat. I then walked out of their bus and went to a forest nearby the venue. I sat on a tree stump and thought about what I could have done to make Alan this upset. Ugh, this is terrible. My phone was ringing, echoing all around me. It was Jay, probably reminding me that the bus leaves in 5 hours. I ignored it and put my phone on silent, not wanting to really talk. I then received a text from her saying, that the bus leaves at 7:00. I don't even know why I'm so upset over Alan. It's not like I like him. Wait, do I? His beautiful features, his big brown eyes, and his big plum lips. No way, no way. No fucking way. I shot up and paced around the woods.

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I'm still in the woods until I checked my phone. It's 6:58?! And oh my gosh, I had 50 missed calls and 100 text messages?! Fuck! I bolted out of the woods and went to the bus area, where I saw a group huddled up.

"Where the fuck is Lili?! She hasn't been picking up or texting back or anything!" Alice exclaims.
"Yeah, I'm worried. I thought she would go back to your bus and cool her head there." Austin says.
"What's up guys?" I said. They turned their attention to me and attacked me with questions.
"Woah, woah woah. I was in the woods clearing my head." I said.
"Never mind, we'll talk about this later, but for now go to your buses. It's time to go!" Bri said. Everyone told me to text them and then walked to their buses.
"What happened Lili?" Jason asked. I told him that Alan was angry at me and he won't tell me why. They just snickered and laughed.
"What's so funny?" I asked, a little bit annoyed.
"Nothinggg." Jay said.
"What ever. I'm going to my bunk." I said, as I walked off. How was that a laughing matter? I was seriously hurt.

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In the next week or so, my band mates have been giving me worried looks and everyone else was asking if I was okay. I know I have been a little off. After a performance, I'd usually party, like an animal. But everytime, I just go straight to my bunk or when they ask me to party with them, I declined. I would only get up to use the bathroom, eat, sound check, and for the show.
"Lili, someone's here to see you." Julie said, as she opened the curtains of my bunk. I mumbled an 'okay' and started to walk over the door.
"We're gonna go and drink." She says as we walked.
"Okay."
"What do you want? What do you guys need?" I heard a familiar voice. Alan. Julie then bolted to the door.
"Why are you here?" I asked, trying not to sound rude.
"Your band said they needed something from me." He said.
"That's weird, they just went out." I said.
"This is a waste of time." He said, as he walked to the door. He then started grunting and shaking the door.
"It's not opening!" He said.
"Let me see." I said. I tried opening the door, but it won't budge.
"Welp, we're locked in. They freaking planned this."

Notes

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