Was this all fate , or just a terrible nightmare?

The school bell rung for school to be over . Being a senior I had nothing to lose. I stood up on top of the desk and everyone stared at me.
I flicked them all off and screamed to the top of my lungs. " MITCH STOMP ON ALL YOU FUCKERS!!!!! " I raised my leg up and slammed it down on the desk like mitch did on stage.
I jumped off the desk and strutted out of class with my head held high and the whole class speechless.
I ran out into the parking lot and saw Alice leaning against her cherry red charger.
She took long drags of her cigarette before dropping it on the floor and crushing it under her boots. She smiled brightly at me and I walked over to her car .
"Ready to start our new life??" She cooed sliding into the drivers side while I hopped in the passenger seat.
"Fuck YES!" I screamed as we drove off with a huge screeching noise and huge cloud of burning rubber behind. As we drove off to my house , I kept playing with my fingers peeling off the already chipped black nail polish.
"What happens after warped?? I mean neither of us are going to college but where will we live?," I Asked her and she smiled softly. As she kept her eyes on the road.
The smell of new leather and cigarette lingered in the car and I looked around her car . Creme white leather seats , added a grunge interior that looked perfect in her car.
"Well if you must know I have a cousin that lives on the outside of California , that is maybe 2 hours away from warped. He said we can stay there.
My eyes widened at the thought. The extremely bad boy cousin ? The one who favored Oliver Sykes? Oh my fuck he's beyond sexy .. but nothing compared to the real Oliver sykes.
"Oh ok cool. " I blushed my mind still thinking about Oliver Sykes. "So I know you're dying to see your favorite bands at warped so I got you a best friend gift. " she cooed and She pulled in a parking spot near my 2 story house and put the car in park.
She reached to the back of the car and pulled something out of her backpack. "Close your eyes" she cooed and I quickly shut my eyes .
Suddenly I felt cold hard plastic in my hands. "Open them" she whispered and I looked down and saw backstage passes to see Bring me the horizon, Motionless in white, and Of mice and men.
I screamed so loud I thought the windows would crack."OH MY FUCK ALICE !!!!! WE'RE GOING TO MEET ALL OUR FAV BANDS ???!!!!!!" I screamed reaching over and pulling her Into a tight hug.
She giggled loudly and pulled away. "Only on one condition ... I get to Hug Ricky, Chris , Alan and Lee FIRST! "She exclaimed and I nodded frantically.
We spent the last 10 minutes fangirling when suddenly I got a phone call. I saw the caller ID and looked at Alice with the 'Mom is calling' look and she pursed her lips and gripped the steering wheel tightly , her pale knuckles turning red from gripping so hard.
I picked up the phone and the second I did, I regretted it."WHERE ARE YOU???!!!!" My 'mom' angrily slurred through the phone. "I'm outside with alice I'll be in there soo-" I uttered before she cut me off .
"Whores hanging with whores how funny. Get your ass in here and cook my dinner since that's all you're good for. " she spat loudly and I noticed Alice heard her. I quickly said okay and hung up.
Alice and I both got out the car , Alice balled her fist up and punched the parking meter in front of her car . She punched it so hard that it swayed backwards and it left a bent in the screen.
I rushed over to her and wrapped my arms around her shoulders. We were the same height but I knew she had a very bad mean streak when she got angry. she'd punch anything in sight.
"Calm down Alice. .. You know how she is. You know you're none of those things she calls you. " I cooed in her ear turning her around to meet my face.
I intertwined our fingers and pushed a piece of soft slightly curled hair behind her ear. "See you tonight. . 11 sharp. " I whispered and her frown turned into a soft smile.
She nodded and swayed back to her car and crank up the car and blasted ( Of mice and men Album) before speeding off.
I turned to face my house and slowly walked up to the creme colored door. The house exterior was beat up and dirty ... it looked nothing like the inside.
The inside was flawless ... bright baby blue walls everywhere , bone white leather furniture everywhere and thousands of mirrors covered the walls .
It was spotless because I CLEANED IT ! 'Mom' never helped ... ever .
I quietly slipped off my backpack and threw it in the corner near the door and took out my keys and slipped them into the door. Thankfully it didn't screech loudly like last night ....


/ Flashback.. Thursday Night\ I just left Alice apartment . Me and her family situations are the same yet it's her dad who abuses her. We stopped by at a local Handyway and walked in. Her drop dead red and black jersey and faded skinny jeans with black vans clung to her body as she walked into the store with me closely behind. She lived near the slums of California. .. home of the drug dealers, rapists, and murderers. I wrapped my arms around my body winking my ( open your mind before your mouth) tank and acid washed skinny jeans with black vans. .. I shuffled around awkwardly waiting on Alice to buy her cigarettes. Suddenly a huge sandy blonde hair guy slapped my ass as Alice bought her cigarettes. I turned to face him and slapped him across the face. "Fuck off Dick " I spat glaring at him . I went to walk away when he gripped my arm harshly probably leaving bruises and twirled me around to face him again. . "G-Get off me .. Let go " I screamed as his grip tightened on my tiny arm. Suddenly Alice intertwined our fingers and with the other hand she jumped up and slammed her fist into the guys face . He dropped down in pain and he immediately let me go. She grabbed her cigarettes off the counter and guided me quickly out the store and into the car. We drove off quickly and headed to my house. "THAT WAS FUCKING EPIC!! HOW'S YOUR HAND FEEL?!" I screamed in excitement as she laughed loudly. I saw she had 3 rings on each finger that she punched him with. She smirked wide and flexed her fingers on the steering wheel. "never better !" She screamed . We finally pulled up to my house and we both got silent. She turned to me and put my hand into hers and brushed her thunb over my knuckles. "Be careful okay ?? We'll be out of here soon" she whispered and I nodded and got out the car. I checked my phone to see the time and I realized that I was a hour late. I mentally cursed my self and quietly opened the door screeching loudly and quietly tiptoed in hoping that she wasn't awake . The second I closed the door I turned around to see a fist smash into my stomach. I gasped loudly and fell to the floor trying to catch my breath . She continued to kick and punch me all around my body. My ribs felt Like they'd break if she even flicked them. I covered my face letting her just lash out on my skull and body. Suddenly the pain stopped and I thought she left. I looked up to see her grinning slightly at me while holding something behind her back. "Wanna be a dirty whore with that slut you run around with? So be it. " she cooed evilly before pouring bleach all over my body. I quickly covered my face and shut my eyes and mouth and balled into a fetal position and buried my face into the dirty brown carpet. After she dumped the whole bottle on me she threw the bottle at my skull and my skull started to pound and my vison was blurry. The strong scent of bleach made my head spin and I felt like I'd puke. She rolled me over on my back and straddled my hips and put her hands around my neck squeezing tightly. I could feel my heart beat slow down and my breathing strained. Before I could black out she had released her hands and kicked me hard in the ribs and walked away. I slowly got up and crawled up the stairs , peeled off my clothes and slipped into bed crying softly. //

I bit back tears and slid into kitchen and started making Fried Chicken, Rice, and Squash . The old green faded kitchen filled with the aroma of food and once I finished cooking . I checked my phone 9:45 .. I saw her sitting on the couch with a food table beside her and a bottle of jack in her hand.
I slowly placed the food on the table and she glared at me as I started to walk away . She looked at the flood In disgust and spat on it. "You actually think I'm going to eat this shit??!" She screamed picking up the plate and throwing it at me .
The steaming food sizzling my skin as I flung it off me. She held the neck of the jack bottle and ripped off the top and started to guzzle it down .
I quietly slipped out the room and walked up the stairs scanning behind me just in case she tried to sneak up behind me. I walked into my beautiful room. Band posters everywhere and light purple painted walls cascaded over the walls.
My little matress was covered in a thick purple and blue blanket with one thin pillow. My dresser was covered in makeup products and perfumes.
I peeled off my food stained clothes and slipped on a huge Bring me the horizon hoodie that past my knees and some white thigh highs.
I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and I grabbed my phone and headphones and put them in my ears and turned on ( bmth song CROOKED YOUNG) .
I hummed along to the song .. his voice always brought me comfort .

○○ We don't sleep, we don't eat
We speak in tonguesWe can't die, we're dead inside
No, death can't touch...The crooked young
Believe in no one but yourself
The faceless won't save you
The clouds won't hear your fucking prayers○○

I stared into space enjoying the song when my stomach started to grumble. I didn't realize I didn't eat all day but I didn't care.
I was a fat whore who doesn't deserve food. As my 'mother' would say. I breathe heavily and spaced out again . I looked up and saw my Oliver Sykes and Austin Carlile posters.
I had two of the BIGGEST crushes on both of them. Olivers sweet melodic voice spoke to me in the middle of the night when I would purge ... his song lyrics got me to stop. Austin on the other hand. .. when I would be having a terrible day and my depression would take over all I'd need to do is listen to his heavenly voice and I'd feel better.
They both saved me .. I checked my phone again and realized it was 10:45 .
A huge smile spread across my face and I quickly ran to my closet and pulled out 2 huge suitcases. I pulled out all my clothes and shoes and makeup and threw them in one bag and I pulled out all my band posters, photograhs and diet pills and tea in the other bag.
Soon my phone vibrated on the bed and I snatched it up quickly.

-Douchedick♥♥♥♥♥-
I'm outside ... Slip out the window.

I quickly replied okay and opened the window beside my bed. I ran back over to my room door and opened it slightly sticking out my ear.
I could hear my 'mom's snoring and I closed the door and locked it. I grabbed my bags and threw them out the window. They landed with a soft thud on the thick grass. Alice got out the car and shoved the bags in the back seat as I slipped out the window and jumped into the passenger seat.
We slowly drove off then after 15 min we went normal speed. I looked over at Alice and I noticed she had on a huge Of mice and men crew neck with loose skinny jeans and her bright pink hair was thrown into a messy bun. "He hit you again didn't he ?" I asked. ..
I knew when she got hit because she wouldn't show her skin just like me. She nodded and I just let the subject go. I turned on her cd and let Motionless in white blast through the speakers and we both smiled wide .
"How long til we get there?" I asked turning the music down a bit. .
"About 3 hours" she answered as I nodded.
"WELL let's jam out til we get there. " I screamed turning the music all the way up.
Chris' screamed through the speakers and we both sung along. .


○○ I am an enemy of everything
My life is not for sale
My heart is in this fight forever
What can you take from me?When there’s not a single fucking day I haven’t fought to stay alive?
We’re finding hope in the hopeless
I am still their voice that gets stuck in your head
I am me
And I have come to fucking scare you to death
Because that’s what you deserve you disgusting piece of shit○○

Notes

They are heading to warped tour. But isn't that the teenage dream ? Running away off to warped? (;

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