Was this all fate , or just a terrible nightmare?

"Get off me .. " I whimpered lowly as my 'dad' continued to thrust inside me .. the creaking of the bed and his loud moans made me sick. He wrapped his hand around my throat with one hand and gripped my breast harshly with the other. "You're. ... so..... tight" he panted through thrusts and tears passed my cheeks . I heard him growl and slap me hard across the face. "Don't cry when I'm fucking you !" He spat and thrusted hard and fast gripping my thighs and kissing my neck. ●●

"No ... No... STOP .. STOP .. GET OFF ME ... NNNOOOOO" I screamed out . I could feel his body against mine. I was suffocating in this darkness. I was kicking and thrashing around.
"ALICE !!! ALICE STOP !!!" Chris screamed but I could still hear my dad's moans. I dropped out the bunk and all the lights were turned on . Chris stood in front of me wearing black boxers with a Shocked expression on his face .
He tried to inch closer to me but I inched away . Everyone else came out shocked . Taylor rushed next to me and cuddled into my side but I could only see and hear my father. I brushed her off and grabbed the pack of cigarettes that ricky gave me and walked outside.
The freezing windy weather cut through my body and I shuttered frantically but continued to be outside. The wind rushed through my black sports bra and red Leggings .
I looked at my surroundings ... I saw grass , tall buildings and a huge Arizona State sign . I huffed loudly trying to push the thoughts of him out my mind. I lit up the cigarette and held it between my fingers. I took a deep drag of the cigarette and blew a cloud into the wind.
The familiar burning in my throat returned as I blew out a cloud of smoke before biting my lip nervously.
As I took deep drags of the cigarette I kept thinking about what my dad to me. The dream was just a memory of what I've been through.
I could feel a song flow into my mind and I couldn't help but sing ...

○○ Well how can you know?
How can you stay in control when all that you know isFalling apart?
Falling apart.How can you know?
How can you stay in control when all that you know isFalling apart?
Falling apart.I’m burning up,
I’m burning up
I don’t know the girl in the mirror now.
I’m burning up, I’m burning up,
Well I’m burning up○○

I didn't notice that I was crying until the stream started to drip down my chest .. I sung louder than ever. The song flowed through me and I drifted off into a new world. No pain , no nightmares , no hate. I kept taking deep drags of the cigarette until I reached the end and I dropped it to the ground. I heard clapping behind me and I turned around and saw ricky . His huge blue eyes gleaming in the dim darkness.
"What are you doing here?" I snapped. . I didn't like showing emotions that much. He inched closer to me and I stayed in my spot . He flamed a new cigarette and held it between his lips..
"You've gone through some pretty rough shit ... Haven't you?" He questioned sounding concerned still taking deep drags of the cigarette and blew a cloud into the wind. I nodded slightly and shuffled around awkwardly waiting on him to Leave.
"Why do you care ?? You barely know me horror??!" I growled lowly trying to push past him but he blocked my path back to the bus."I don't care. .. but I am concerned. We're actually going through the same shit . We could both bitch about it . I can tell you're not the type that just shares all her deepest secrets .. Neither am I . But I think we could help each other. You're always strong for everyone. One Day you're not going to be able to be strong for yourself. " he confessed and I breathed loudly in the fact that I knew he was right.
"I'm sorry I snapped on you. " I mumbled and he chuckled lightly. "Trust me .. I get more than that from the guys. Now want to talk about this tomorrow? I'm tired as fuck and we have a gig tomorrow at 6 pm and we're all vampires. We sleep in the day and shit . " he exclaimed and I laughed.
I nodded and we put out our cigarettes amd walked on the bus . I was almost in when I saw oliver hanging outside his bus standing just looking at nothing. "Hey I'll be up soon .. " I told ricky and he nodded. I walked over to him and he looked me over with bright hazel eyes. "Why are you up so late ??" He questioned sounding concerned but I heard pain in his voice.
"Couldn't. ... sleep. Now tell me why you're out here in the freezing cold in a t shirt and basketball shorts. " I uttered and he breathed loudly.
"I like Taylor. ... more than a friend but she doesn't see me in that way...." he confessed and I gasped in shock. "I know ... I know .. she probably still wants Austin. .. I get it ... I'll get over it . " he mumbled Averting my gaze.
"No . Fight for her ... " I shocked myself as it came out my mouth and he gasped. "What?" He questioned and I pursed my lips. "I don't need her getting hurt. .. Austin hurt her and you're going to have to prove that you wont do the same .. " I mumbled and he pulled me into a hug before nodding and walking away.
I slowly walked back to our bus and noticed everyone else was sleep. I slowly crawled on the couch and drifted off into a deep sleep.

/The next day\

"FIRE !!!! EVERYONE GET OUT !!!!!" Balz screamed out and I immediately jumped up and dashed through the door. I was met by a parking lot filled with kids and I quickly ran back to the bus and slammed it shut. Everyone else laughed out and I flicked them all off.
"THE FUCK YOU GUYS??!!!" I screamed as plopped down on the couch and buried my face in my pillow.
"It's only a joke. You've been sleep so fucking long. It's 4 in the AFTERNOON!"Ryan exclaimed and I shot up in surprise.
I quickly went to the bathroom and peeled off my clothes and slipped into the shower and let the boiling water run over my body and I washed my hair and body.
I quickly applied deodorant and perfume and brushed my teeth and hair before walking out into the bunks.
I slowly put on a black lace bra and thong due to my fresh nipple piercings then I slipped on a ( suck my fuck) crop top with white skinny jeans and black vans. I curled my hair and applied my usual makeup and slipped in some jewelry and fixed my piercings .
I walked into the bunks and grabbed my phone and headphones and cigarettes and walked into the living room. All the guys were getting dressed as usual but I didn't see Taylor.
"Where's Taylor?" I questioned and chris walked over to me and kissed me passionately before pulling away. "She's with the British kids babe. . " he cooed and he gave a soft smile .. I locked my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers in his hair.
"I'm sorry about last night. ..." I whispered and he kissed the top of my head."It's fine .. oh and you're our merch girl now . Taylor agreed on being Bmth's merch girl ." He exclaimed and they all started to get off the bus .
We all were surrounded by a crowd of fans but they eventually made it to the stage to practice before the set. I walked over to the merch tent in the midcool air.
The tent and clothes was already set up behind the counter and I opened the boxes and started making them neat and placed them all the correct sizes and hanging them up so people could see what they were buying.
I sat down and I could feel my phone vibrate . I slid it open to see that Taylor texted me.

-BitchTits♡-
->I'm Bmth's merch girl ..! Don't beat any girl's ass while the guys are performing!!

I closed the phone and laughed at the memory of my fighting tendencies. "MOTIONLESS IN WHITE ON IN 30 SECONDS" The intercom boomed . I quickly ram back stage and hugged and punched all the guys for good luck except chris. He pulled me up by my waist and kissed me passionately.
"Scream loud and proud babe. " I cooed encouragingly and he smiled wide before pecking me on the nose and they all ran off stage. I went back to the tent and saw someone folding up more shirts.
A Bright blue haired kid with huge plugs and a slipknot tank with shredded skinny jeans and black vans .
"Oh you must be Alice. Sup , I'm Aiden .. the merch guy" he cooed laughing and we shook hands . I could hear them start to play Immaculate Misconception and my inner fangirl was screaming .
Aiden chuckled and brushed me off .. "Go ... I got this. . " he cooed laughing and I quickly ran back stage. I could already see the crowd jumping up and down and so was the band. Suddenly chris jumped on the speaker and screamed in the mic.

○○ What the fuck?Put your teeth to the curb, cause right now I'm gonna stomp your fucking face in
I hope you drown in all the cum you fucking swallow, to get yourself to the top
You're just a trend, just a fucking disease, How could you look at yourself in the mirror?
You stand for nothing and your heart is untrue
Every single thing about you's just a clone of the last "you"All I want is to reach someone, to say something that could change their life forever
To let them know you're not alone
So many people wanna see me fail so fucking clever but I'll spit in your face
I'll make sure you remember me●●

I found myself smiling and screaming along as the song played. I gasped in awe at how incredibly well everyone played. These people literally put their everything into the performances.
Chris was hopping up around all over the stage. He turned and quickly glanced at me and gave me a wink before turning back around and singing again. The song ended and 'We only come out at night' blared through the speakers and filled the air.
The crowd went wild and started headbanging and throwing up devil horns while bouncing up and down.

○○ Paint your face, tonight we terrorize this town
Coffin case, we gather, our time is now we roam the streets in thirst for blood
It all begins all begins with you, with your life we roam the streets in thirst for blood
Sleep all day party all night, never grow old never die
It's fun to be a vampire●●

I started to smile due to what ricky said last night. I bounced up and down and started to take pictures and videos of the performance.
Once the song ended chris gripped the mic and brushed off his misfits shirt and black skinny jeans and black vans and smiled wide through the crowd.
The whole crowd grew silent and waited for him to speak. "THIS SONG IS FOR THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO WOULD RATHER BE SOCIETY'S LITTLE BITCH AND ACCEPT IT'S RULES INSTEAD OF BEING WHO THEY WERE BORN TO BE ...... AND THAT'S ORIGINAL !!!! HERE'S AMERICA !" He yelled out and everyone went wild .. the beat started and Chris smiled wide.
"SPELL IT OUT WITH ME ! ... A-M-E-R-I-C-A !" The crowd shouted all in unison and the song blasted through the speakers.

○○ We take medication to be someone else
And we take off our clothes to pay for the bills
Where downloading content will buy you a sentence
And murder is free in the Hollywood hills
And I'm living one big nightmare, the ugly truth has a model face
Making saints out of useless pop starsWhere's the intelligence?
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?●●

Chris growled in the mic ... everyone was covered in makeup and sweat but they were still playing like hell. As the set finally ended they all ran back stage and guzzled down 30 water bottles a piece before running up to me.
I gave them all high fives but chris being chris, he picked me up bridal style and kissed me passionately.
The sweet taste of his mint gum lingering in my mouth as we pulled apart. We all headed to the tent and I started to sell merch . It was pretty easy , the guys were signing shirts and taking pictures with fans I thought it was amazing. Until a girl with a skin tight leather corset with tighter jean skinny jeans and black heels with teased blonde hair that flowed down her back and 30 pounds of makeup walked up to the guys asking for a picture.
Which they all agreed to but I noticed how touchy feel she was with Chris after the picture.
She kept touching his arm and biting her cherry red lips.After I finished selling the thousandth small merch shirt I walked over to them and intertwined our fingers and wrapped my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers in his hair and kissed him passionately.
I heard gasps from everyone and some fans were taking pictures but some were cheering. As we pulled away I could see blondie gagged in distaste and glare at me .
Her piercing green eyes filled with hate but quickly faded away when she looked at chris.
"Aww hunny .. That's so cute . You're a obsessed fan who just kissed your idol . How cute ... now go play somewhere , grownups are talking. " she purred tracing her fingers up and down his arm .
"Actually you blonde bitch, I'm his girlfriend . Now how about your old ass grab your cane and walk away . " I growled and all the guys laughed including Chris. "What was that slut?" She growled balling her fist. I smirked internally and tied up my hair knowing where this was going.
"You heard me .." I cooed smirking. Before I knew it she had lunged at me and she yanked my hair as we rolled on the ground.
I quickly flipped us over an gripped her throat with one hand and punching her in the face as I straddled her hips . I heard a snap and blood was everywhere . Chris eventually pulled me off her before security got there and she wobbled to her feet .
"YOU BITCH ! THAT NOSE JOB WAS 6,000 DOLLARS!" She spat holding her now bloody nose as chris pressed me against his body so we wouldn't fight again.
"SUCKS TO SUCK BARBIE BITCH!" I screamed back as she got hauled away by security. I let my hair back down and things went back to normal. ...
I got plenty compliments on kicking her ass and I smiled wide .Suddenly someone behind me slapped my ass hard and I was about to swing when I smelled Axe and mint .

"My little fighter" he cooed laughing.

-Oliver's POV-
Our set was about to start and all I could think about was Taylor. Alice's words has been playing in my mind all day . "Oi , mate why so deep in thought??" Jordan questioned snapping his fingers in my face and I snapped out my thoughts.
"I'm fine just stuff on my mind . " I reassured him . He nodded slightly but I know he wouldn't let it go . As we were practicing I saw Taylor run backstage , her midnight black hair flowed in the wind and her huge grey eyes filled with excitement.
"GOOD LUCK GUYS ! " She screamed hugging everyone and when she finally got to me I saw a gleam in her eyes. She gave me a soft smile and locked her arms around my neck and tangled her fingers in my hair and I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me.
The sweet smell of peaches filled my nose as her silk like hair brushed against my skin.
We pulled away from eachother and I could see her blushing.
/Did I make her blush ?\ I thought internally before smiling. I looked her over without her knowing.
She had on short jean shorts with a ( burn shit ) grey tank and black vans . She had on black lipstick and eye shadow and mascara that made her grey eyes almost look silver. Her midnight black hair was straightened and her bangs fell in her face.
"You're so beautiful Taylor. ..." I cooed and she looked up at me and blushed red. Suddenly she stood on her tippy toes and kissed my cheek. Now it was my turn to blush..
"Thanks oli " she giggled slightly and we hugged again.
I saw flashes go off and I saw the guys taking pictures .. I flicked them off but Taylor just laughed .
"Might as well get some pictures handsome " she cooed locking her arms around my waist and buried her head in the crook of my neck.
"O-Okay ... " I whispered and we smiled wide for the cameras.
"BRING ME THE HORIZON ON IN 10 SECONDS!" The intercom boomed and we all laughed . She started to slowly pull away from me and I frowned a little ..
"Sing your heart out love " she cooed in a British accent and we all laughed. One by one the guys stepped out on stage and all that was left was me. I didn't notice how close me and her were until I felt her hot breath on my skin . "Don't hit me .... " I whispered and she looked confused. It was now or never ... my heart was pounding in my chest and she looked confused.
I brushed my hand across her cheek and rested it on her neck . With the other hand I pulled her by her waist closer to me and kissed her passionately. Her warm lips pressed against mine and her cold piercing grazed my lips .
She locked her arms around my neck and tangled her fingers in my hair as we deepened the kiss.
Our bodies molding into each other like they were made to fit and I smiled wide in the kiss before pulling away and running on stage leaving a breathless blushed Taylor behind .

Notes

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