A Sequel to an Alan Ashby Fanfiction

“Yikes.” Oli said, slowly processing all of it. “And Jared got 60 years? I don’t think that’s enough.”
“Tell me about it. But I’ll deal with that in 60 years.” I said.
“So what are you going to do about Alan?” he asked.
“I don’t know. I still have feelings for Alan but I just don’t think I want to be involved with anyone after Jared but I don’t want him to move on.”
“Well don’t force yourself to be with him. That could never end well.” Oli told me.
“Yeah I know, I just know that he won’t wait forever.” I said sadly.
“Maybe tell him how you feel?” Oli suggested, I stared at him in horror.
“Nooo, the boys and Amanda and Jen and Anouk, the vibe I’ve been getting from them whenever I have a depressed day, I just get the feeling they are thinking ‘God can she just get over it already? It happened five months ago.’ And I just don’t want them to feel like I’m just doing it for attention or something…” I said sadly.
“Victoria, you were being sexually assaulted for years and then nearly raped. You’re allowed to have depression.” Oli said slowly, trying to make me understand that I obviously wasn’t doing it for attention. “Now, what are you going to do about Alan?” he asked.
“Well, I might just avoid him until I realise what I want. I don’t want to lead him on.” I said.
“That’s probably the best thing. Once you’ve figured out what you want, you need to tell Alan, okay?” Oli asked me.
“Okay.” I smiled at Oli as he stood up and helped me off of the bathroom floor. We exited the bathroom and walked back to the lounge room.
“Aye Oli!” Lee said with a wink.
“What’s Hannah gonna think mate?” Matt Kean asked.
“Nothing of the sort lads! We were just talkin’!” Oli laughed it off. I sat on the empty armchair and leaned into the seat and pulled out my phone.
4 missed call from Alan Ashby
12 new messages from Alan Ashby
2 missed calls from Amanda
1 new message from NouxNoux
1 new message from Jen
All of a sudden I was Little Miss Popular.
I unlocked my phone and began to read through my messages, leaving Alan’s for last.
NouxNoux
Sent at 9:27am
Where you at Girly? No one can find you xx

Jen
Sent at 10:02am
Dude, you alive? Let us know x

And now to read Alan’s 12 messages. I cringed as I opened his thread of messages.
Alan Ashby
Sent at 8:58am
Hey, not sure where you are. Hope you
enjoyed last night as much as I did J xx
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:17am
Hey beautiful where are you? Are you Ok?
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:28am
Hey are you avoiding me because of last night?
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:34am
A reply would be nice…
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:38am
I’m sorry, I’m just really… you know. Please get back to me?
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:45am
Okay, can you please just reply to me just so I know that you’re okay?
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:46am
You’re freaking me out here.
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:50am
Victoria, please don’t be dead. I prefer you alive
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:52am
Meow.

Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:52am
Purrrr
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:53am
I can do this all day Vic… ;)
Alan Ashby
Sent at 9:55am
*Lifts leg in air and licks genitals clean*
Thanks for the mental image there Alan. My phone buzzed, another message from Alan.
Alan Ashby
Sent at 10:01am
In all seriousness, please text me so I know that you’re okay xx
I decided to message him back.
To: Alan Ashby
I’m fine, thank you for all the messages and disturbing mental images. I’m out, didn’t hear my phone go off.

I leaned forward in my seat and rubbed my temples.
“Everything okay?” Jordan asked me.
“Yeah just can’t get the image of Alan licking his genitals like a cat out of my head.” I replied. I lifted my head to see five very disturbed faces staring at me.
“He… messaged me… that…” I explained.
“So he sent you a photo of him… licking…” Oli started.
“WHAT?! God no!” I shrieked, “I didn’t hear his messages so he was just messaging me a whole cat related things and just…” The guys were laughing so hard they were crying.
“I hate you all.” I said with a frown on my face as I crossed my arms.
“No you don’t” Oli decided for me, still laughing.
I stayed at the Bring Me The Horizon bus for another two hours, but at noon, I had to leave to set up the stage.

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