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The Calm

Chapter 66


-Alan’s POV-


So here I am being that supportive friend. I’ve stayed with Austin at his apartment for the past two days until they are ready to take him at the rehab facility. He’s literally just laid in bed. When he’s asleep he has nightmares about Scarlett dying. I haven’t slept much because I’m so worried. Tally decided to come and help me today and I can’t thank him enough. We are attempting to get Austin to at least eat or drink but it’s failing miserably.

Scarlett already cut ties with him to show how serious she is. I mean you can’t blame her she is having a baby and what’s to protect it from everything, including its own father. I still can’t get over that part.

Austin’s always loved and wanted kids. I think that he realized that he got it and this is how fucked up he is. Then there’s still that chance that Scar won’t take him back or hell even let him see his child.

“Another failed attempt. Though he did speak, which I guess is an improvement.” Tally said as he came from his bedroom.

“What did he say?”

“Where’s Scarlett, I need to explain…etc. Dude I hate saying it, but I don’t think she’s going to take him back.”

“I know, but maybe rehab will help him come to terms with everything.” I said as I pulled my hands through my hair.

“It’s Scarlett we are talking about Alan.” He got serious and I knew why, but hell what were we to do?

“I’m going to go see her. I need to see my wife first but then I’m going to see Scar.” I had to. I just had to see Scarlett, but I have a pregnant wife at home to deal with first.

“I can handle him.”

“You sure?”

“The worst he can do is walk” Tally said jokingly which made us laugh. If we couldn’t get him out of bed there surely was nothing else he would try to do.



-Austin’s POV-

“I’m pregnant Austin. At this rate you will never see your child. At this rate I will never want to marry you or have my child near its father. It’s not just me to worry about anymore.”

Those words kept stabbing me like knives. She was serious and I knew it. I knew I lost her and my child already.

Damn I just wanted her here.

This is how I know I fucked up bad. I have this itch, this need to do more damage, but I can’t.

I refuse to eat, drink, move, hell do anything. Alan probably feels terrible, I mean Tally’s here now and that’s pretty bad.

I’m the one in the wrong though, I did this to myself and now I have to go to rehab. And they’re all going to be like “Mr. Carlile with your heart condition, blah blah blah, and were you trying to kill yourself? What thoughts were you having?” And I don’t fucking want to hear it.

Just fix me to all that they can and let me try to win my Scarlett back.



-Scarlett’s POV-

Morning sickness and a whole other shitload of pregnancy symptoms are how my day is going.

I threatened Austin, which I’m feeling terrible about now. I hurt him more at his lowest point.

Now there’s knocking at my door…Austin?

I open it not caring at this point.

I’m greeted by the ginger.

“Hi” he says looking like hell.

“Come in” Why the fuck does he look so bad?

“Maybe I shouldn’t be here” he says as if he’s debating what to do out loud.

“Well you are now so what’s wrong?” Now I fear for the worst.

“Austin goes to rehab tomorrow, and I think you should see him before he goes.”

“No” Did not even have to give that a second thought, as bad as I feel, I can’t let him win.

“Okay” Alan said like he expected me to say no.

I looked at him strangely. “What? I know how upset you are and I didn’t expect you to say yes, but I put the offer out there.” He said.

“Well thanks.”

“He asked for you…that’s another reason.”

“I can’t…”

“Isn’t this all bad for your little one?”

“Don’t” I said and held my stomach.

“I didn’t mean to…”

“No it’s just. I’m going to have to do this all on my own. That’s what sucks, but I refuse to ask for any help so there’s that.”

“Scar you have me and the band and everyone.” He said and hugged me.
“I don’t want to be a burden.”

“You aren’t. I have to go and get Brook and I dinner to eat. Do you need anything?” he asked as he pulled away.

“No, I’m okay Alan.”

“Okay see you soon then” he started walking to the door. I had to do this.

“Alan.” He stopped and turned to me, “Yeah?”

“Take care of him for me. I owe you. Tell him that I love him, please.”

“I will Scar, I will.” And with that he left.

Notes

So my computer crashed and I lost all my plans from now till the end of this story. Really mad, but I have an idea of where this was going. Updates might be slower though until I figure it all out. I also feel like a skipped a chapter or something? Idk. Ha.

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Comments

Ok! Ready for the next!!

MayTheRugrat MayTheRugrat
12/22/14

@thecalm318
It's fine I'm just too emotional over fanfiction.

dinosaurpinja dinosaurpinja
8/7/14

@dinosaurpinja


Awe! Sorry that I made you cry!

thecalm318 thecalm318
8/7/14

I actually cried. Correction I am crying. Why?!?!?!?!?!?

dinosaurpinja dinosaurpinja
8/7/14

Its awesome :)