-Austin’s POV-

Scar started to stir in my arms, but I was half asleep and refused to move.

“Austinnnnnn” she said.

“Hmm?” I said now slowly becoming more awake.

“I have a hangover” she said and I chuckled, knowing that was going to happen.

“I figured sweetheart. Go back to sleep.” I said and kissed her forehead, I really didn’t care what time it was.

“Nooo, it’s 2PM.” She groaned out. Shit, how the hell did we sleep this long? I rolled over to grab my phone and saw that it was indeed two in the afternoon.

She sat up now, but then fell back into the pillows moaning that her head hurt her.

“I’ll go get some medicine babe.” I said as I got out of bed. Going to the bathroom I knew everything in there would taunt me.

She had ibuprofen, which I grabbed for her headache, but there were the other things that mocked me. Like how she kept the pills from when she had her wisdom teeth out, or the 3 random bottles that puzzled me as to why she had them. I didn’t let it control me this time. I got the pills for Scar and walked over to the bed. I sat them on the nightstand and told her I would be back with something to drink with them.

I checked my phone, seeing that Brook had posted a picture of her and Alan at a private island. He didn’t tell her where they were going, but she looked so happy. Then there was the text message from Alan asking if I truly was okay. Hell no. My instagram picture of Scar and I last night had its fair share of love and hate.

I brought her back ginger ale, knowing that her stomach would appreciate it and she took the pills.

“I’m going to shower baby, you’ll still be here?” I asked her gently.

“Mhmm I feel terrible.” She said.

I let the hot steam of the shower over take me. Hoping it would wash every inch of my edginess off.

It didn’t help as I got out of the shower. The pills in the cupboard were taunting me. She had so many that if I smashed two it wouldn’t matter right? But what if she sees me? What if she figures it out eventually when I can’t stop? Shit Carlile what happened to you? How did I get like this? How did I let pills consume me?

Fuck it. She won’t miss two pills from a container she hasn’t touched in years.

I grabbed two vicodins. The voices in my head wouldn’t stop. Damn it why? Scarlett and you are in a good place; you’re going to fuck it up again. Alan is already suspicious what if he figures it out? You have Marfan’s this can kill you, these two little pills is all it’s going to take. THIS CAN FUCKING KILL YOU! IT’S GOING TO DAMAGE YOU! I’m doing this. I’d been staying with Scar more then at my place, so my pill crusher was here. I smashed one and snorted it. Feeling it’s affects I decided to not go for the second one and put it back.

“Austin are you okay? You’ve been in there awhile?” I heard Scar yell from outside the bathroom door.

“Yeah baby I’ll be out soon.” I said as I started cleaning my mess up.

I looked at myself in the mirror before I went out to greet Scar. My eyes were a little bloodshot, hopefully she won’t notice.

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-Scarlett’s POV-

Austin was a little off today, but after that wedding, hell who wouldn’t be? We had made food and then decided to go to the beach to relax. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of me in my red bikini, which made me laugh, because we both knew I purposely wore it. I only did it because if your boyfriend were Austin Carlile, you’d want to fuck him every night too.

We made out in the ocean and everyone hated us for it but we didn’t care. I’m so in love with him, that after last night seeing a wedding has inspired me.

We got ice cream on the way back and then stormed into my apartment complex without being able to keep our hands off of each other. Once we hit the door of my apartment and it shut. Austin was ripping my bikini top off…you know where this then went. ;)

Notes

MAJOR trigger in this chapter! I feel that this is more triggering because I specifically told what he was doing. Remember that this is a fictional story, but doing drugs like that is real! Don't ever do it! And if you do now and have read this, please dear go get help. This is a serious problem, my story is rated R which I feel is appropriate for the content I have posted.

THAT BEING SAID....I currently have up to 71 chapters planned, but like where should I go? Should I stop at like 80? Would you guys want a sequel? Or should I stop now because my story sucks? Ha. COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED! Feedback really helps me! Please comment, rate, and subscribe! Thanks for all the views! Xoxo.