when you can't fall asleep at night

Once I got home I stayed in the car and cried a bit. I got out and made my way to the house. I took a deep breath and open the door. I dropped my phone wich I had gripped in my hand. "Austin" I softly said. He turned to see me "it's not what you think Brianna" he said I shook my headand ran out back to my car. I opened yhe doos and slid the key in the slot. I drove back to Alan's house crying. Once I got there I pounded on the door. I can't believe he would do that to me.


Alan answered the door and looked at me. "What happened" he asked. I shooky head biting my bottom lip holding back a sob. I lifted my head from my hands," I told you Alan,he doesn't love me anymore,I walked in on Victoria and Austin kissing" I said crying harder. He didn't move, "Alan was I not enough" I asked. He shook his head"no Brianna,he was just not thinking you are you are beautiful and is he is to blind to see it then youmade a mistake" he said. I thought he loved me. My phone rang,"Austin" I mumbled. Alan took my phone from my hand and answered it

"Hello"
"Alan!why do you have Brianna's phone"
"She left it when she came by"
"Is she with you right now" he turned to look at me. I shook my head.
"No she isn't why"
"Alan I just made a mistake"

I sighed and git the phone from Alan's hand. I was holding back my tears. "Hello" I said. "Brianna!thank god you're ok" I closed my eyes. "What do you want Austin" I said. "Baby pleas come back let me explain what you saw" he said. I looked up at the ceiling then at Alan"No,Austin I need to have a break right now" I said. "No pleas,can we talk this over pleas let me explain" he said. "I'll be there in alittle while to get my stuff" I said. And with that I hung up.


I looked over at Alan. I put my head in my hands and Alan rubbed my back soothingly. "Alan am I a horrible person for not letting him explain" I asked not moving. I heard him sigh "no bri you need time and with you in the same place he won't give it to you and since it was with your best friend I would also be pretty upset" he said. He was right,how can Victoria do this to me. My phone rang again and I answered not looking at the caller ID. "Hello" I spoke "Brianna pleas don't hang up" it was Victoria. I rolled my eyes "pleas can we sit down and talk" she pleaded. "No we can't I need some space from the both of you so pleas don't call me ever again" I snapped and ended the call.


I looked over at aAlan who was just staring at me. "Alan can you take me to a bar" I asked him. He just looked at me and he knew not to argue with me when I am upset. He stood up and nodded
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We got to the bar and I went straight to the bar. Alan sat down next to me. I ordered three shots off vodka. The bartender served me my shots and I downd all of them. Alan didn't move his eyes from me. "Hey Brianna but you should maybe slow down on the drinks" he said. I glared at him and still asked for three more shots. I could tell the drinks kicked in because I was on the dance floor dancing with who knows who.


Alan came to me and pulled me away from whoever. "Alan dance with me" I said swaying with the music. "Brianna you've had enough drinks for tonight come on we are leaving" he said. I pulled my arm back and shook my head. "No I wanna dance pleas dance with me" I said. He sighed and came to me. We both danced to the music and I was having fun clearing my mind of Austin and Victoria. I began to grind on Alan. I stook my butt where his croch was and grinded it. "Brianna Austin wouldn't like this if he was here" he said. I didn't move from mg position. "Well is Austin here right now,no didn't think so" I said.


I turned and grinded on him some more. He pulled back "lets go" he said. I nodded and walked out with him. He unlocked the car and opened the door for me. He got in the passenger seat and started the engine. We drove to his house and he opened my door. I got out and. Walked to his house. For some strange reason I was extremely horny and I need someone. I turned to Alan"take me home pleas" I said. He nodded and I grabbed my stuff. When I got to Austin and my house his car was gone. I thanked Alan and walked to my door. I opened it and threw my bag on the floor. I closed the door behind me and took my shoes off. I walked upstairs to my room.


I took my cclothes off and looked at myself in the mirror. Was I really not enough for Austin. I traced my scars from my stomach. This wasn't making me any better. I was still horny and I didn't know what to do. I pulled one of Austin's slipknot cut off over me. I got into bed and laid there. I couldn't do it with Austin because I'm mad at him and Alan is his best friend and I can't do that and I just can't cheat on him. I decided to do the only thing I could. I stuck to fingers inside of me. I bit back a moan. I closed me eyes and rubbed my clit. I threw my head back on the pillow. This was actually working. I added another finger and this time I didn't hold back my moan.

I heard the door open to our room. I pulled out my ffingers and opened my eyes. Austin was there on the door frame looking at me. I know I was mad at him and I still am but I just wanted him to take me now. He had a huge smirk on his face. "Continue pleas" he said. I did I stuck a finger back inside of me. I was now close. Austin came around and pulled the sheets off of me. I had put another finger in rubbing my clit aillt more. He removed my hands from there and stuck two of his own. He was really making this hard but only Austin knew how to make me feel this way. He kissed me down my neck down my breasts to my stomach and stopped above my waistline. I didn't fight back I wanted him so bad and he knew it

He kissed my thigh and moved up. His ttoung moving around my clit. He added his fingers again and tugged on the litte nub of skin. I felt my orgasm wash over me. After that I sat upand looked ddown at the sheets. "Austin there all weet" I said. He chuckled" yea they are and you were already wet I presume looking at your pants over there" he said.

Notes

I know you guys sorry it's freaking long I am sorry that the drama hasn't started yet but I promise it will